lyt by avlays"What's your name?"
"My name is Shine. ^_^"
"Shy? Hi Shy."
"No, no Shine, like sunshine without the sun."
"oh..."
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So there you have it. The average introduction of myself to other people. My name is Shine. My bestfriend tells me that I say my name a bit too softly and slightly in question form, and that's the reason why people don't catch my name the first time. And here's what I have to say to him, "Jason, evidently you say my name funny too since some people called me Cheyenne after asking you what my name is." Thanks sweety. At least we both have a speech impediment. ^_^ No, neither Jason nor I have a speech impediment, and I'm sorry if I offended anyone that does have a speech impediment.
Hmmm...so who is Shine?
I'm a good friend.
or so they say. They might be lying to me, but Jason better not be, he's not allowed to lie to me. I'm an actress I like acting, it gives me a chance to be something I'm not. Let's me be cool for once. I'm a daughter of God well, trying to be a good one, it's hard though I screw up a lot, but He's a Great and Understanding Merciful Father, so He still loves me. I'm scared of the dark, of snakes, of ghosts, of scary movies and sudden noises, of heights, of loneliness, of uselessness, of God. I'm scared of just about anything. I can slowly cross off each fear, but I'm still at least a little bit afraid. Jason's helping me a lot though. Thanks babe. I'm a drummer's gal he's good too. And good at the guitar. He's such a modest mouse. ^_^ He's wonderful.I'm simple there's not much else I can say about being simple...or else I'd be complex. ^_^ I am my name.Shine. That's all there's to it.
Anyone wondering who Jason is and why he's mentioned so often?
He's my drum/guitar teacher it gets a little frustrating for him I'm sure, I'm not the fastest learner, so uncoordinated, but he's doing a wonderful job. He's my bestfriend. he's heard every complaint, problem, and joy I've had in my life that I can recall. He's listened through each AGONIZING one. Agonizing because I go into detail, unneccessary detail too. He's the one I call before the crack of dawn because of a crazy emergency at home. He's the one that prayed with me. He's the one that tries to comfort me in every possible way. He's the one I turn to whenever I need something. He's the one I can rely one. Not only this, but He's also my boyfriendHe's the one I feel safe with. He's the one that keeps me warm. He's the one that tells me how much he likes me. He's the one that shows me how much he cares. He's the one that I have cute little inside jokes with. He's the one that stays up to pull an all nighter, to watch the sunrise with me, and have a fun-filled day together, but ends up falling into a deep coma and has me wake him up with his mom in the end. He's the one that I have so many wonderful memories with. He's the one that made me laugh and cry. He's the one I care about most of all. Jason, I love you, you are truly my best friend. oh and hehe...sorry if I said anything embarrassing...ummm hehe I love you a lot? ^_^
"In this you rejoice, although now for a little while you may have to suffer through various trials, so that the genuineness of your faith, more precious than gold that is perishable even though tested by fire, may prove to be for praise, glory, and honor at the revelation of Jesus Christ. although you have not seen him you love him, even though you do not see him now yet believe in him, you rejoice with an indescribable and glorious joy, as you attain the goal of your faith, the salvation of your souls." 1 Peter 1:6-9 New American Bible.
