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Ayus Bija Veda

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About Me

I wear my heart on my sleeve for the world to see. The pieces may be held together, but is still fragile to the touch. I don't look at people faults, life is tough and we have to make drastic decisions sometimes. I try to have a general love for humanity, and a belief of the goodness in us all. I give my all no matter what im doing, and my friends are more important to me now than ever! I don't judge anyone no matter what decisions they have made in thir life.I don't see myself like the rest of the world, some seem to be callused soo much they don't know when someone has touched them until it too late. A good song to describe me is "Eye" by Smashing Pumpkins.Also, I am looking for the best sounds of Texas, and Myspace even, for potentially great things, and im looking for the real deal. Im talking about that band that just blows your mind away, and you find yourself singing along to lyrics you don't even know! Are you one of these bands, do you know one that is? Then please contact me via myspace or e-mail at [email protected]
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My Interests

Im very polically oriented, I like to see them squirm! I love music, it has been there for me when no one else would. I love my family and friends more than anything in the world, if you are lucky enough to be one of the two then you can understand what I mean.Find out the truth for yourself! http://www.serendipity.li/wod.html
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You're wild. You're an extravert that likes to have fun and enjoys the clublife!
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I'd like to meet:

A woman who isn't afraid to show who she really is. That can open up without fear of being shot down. A child at heart, but with the words of an adult! Someone who is willing to run out in the rain with me, holding my hand the whole way. Not tainted by the trespasses of others before. It may be too much to ask for, but I won't go through those things again! Someone who loves themself enough to be totally honest.

Music:

All things nails....... Nine Inch Nails that is.There needs to be an all NIN Radio station, mabye with some tool and Tapeworm Project thrown in the mix.Im a grunge addict, all that misic from the early 90's makes me remember a time more simple. Some new stuff im getting into-- Porcupine Tree, Opeth, The Mars Volta, and some Three Days Grace. The progressive movement is taking hold now! YAY!!

Movies:

Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas, What's Eating Gilbert Grape, The Virgin Suicides, The newest version of Romeo and Juliet, and The Crow.Free Myspace Graphics

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Television:

The only thing worth watching is the Daily Show with Jon Stewart, and Scrubs!Free Myspace Graphics

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Books:

Any and all written by Anne Rice. Don't you love her work? Whe'll you have to imagine that one of the males is female when homosexual sex is involved, and that happens quite often. But she is a genius!

Heroes:

My Dad, for never giving up on me.Of course this goes back to my facination with the Grunge Era, But Kurt Cobain, Trent Reznor, Maynard Kennan James, and Billy Corgan are held in high regards in my heart of hearts!.. width="425" height="350" ..

My Blog

So screw the drama

So no lare than 2 hours went by after I posted the blog before this one did I find out that Stacy has been screwing around with me this whole time. She ended up getting back with her ex-girlfriend...
Posted by Rain on Sat, 06 Jan 2007 05:20:00 PST

Whatever it should be.

   So it looks as if I might just get what I asked for, A girl with minimal issues in East Texas. It might be that she isn't from this shit hole that makes her shine.   We all ...
Posted by Rain on Fri, 05 Jan 2007 01:51:00 PST

A reach away,

It just seems like every time I find someone that I click with, it doesn't turn out right! Ok, to recap.------>  This girl that I knew a while back has just recently came back into my life again....
Posted by Rain on Sun, 31 Dec 2006 04:04:00 PST

A reach away,

It just seems like every time I find someone that I click with, it doesn't turn out right! Ok, to recap.------>  This girl that I knew a while back has just recently came back into my life again....
Posted by Rain on Sun, 31 Dec 2006 04:07:00 PST

It's time!

So it's been quite awhile since I wrote a blog, and it's about time I think. I see a change in me again. This time its my mind changing. Im starting to see that everyone's reality is independant t...
Posted by Rain on Wed, 20 Dec 2006 08:31:00 PST

A day to rest, finally!

So it's been non-stop work for the past two weeks! There isn't much for me to do other than work. I want to find someone to spend my extra time with. I think i've know where she is for the longest tim...
Posted by Rain on Mon, 27 Nov 2006 07:32:00 PST

Poor neglected Myspace of mine.

So I havn't written anything in a little while. Just thought that I would keep it up to date! So I have been working wayyyyyyy too much lately! Although I don't mind the checks every week, it's drivin...
Posted by Rain on Fri, 24 Nov 2006 11:24:00 PST

Some serious venting

Ok, look, there are things in my life that I don't like to talk about. I will, but with great restraint. There are some issues that im not fully over. There are some events that have torn me soo deep,...
Posted by Rain on Wed, 15 Nov 2006 11:00:00 PST

Stupid girl

I was just thinking about my favorite person, and some of the words that she has said the last month or so. You know, you can't almost cheet on someone. You either do, or you don't! Is telling someone...
Posted by Rain on Wed, 15 Nov 2006 12:00:00 PST

Breakfast of champs!

Is a Coors Light and a piece of cherry pie!
Posted by Rain on Wed, 15 Nov 2006 10:27:00 PST