i chose death over life
wanted to meet my maker i was dying inside
pain too great to deal with made me try to take my life
but now ive seen the light ive got a second chance at life
im not retracing my old tracks im never going back
to the locked doors and the blinding lights
to the uncertainty of whether the next will be a good or bad day i never want to wonder what life would be like without me in it cause im alive im done wanting to die
im taking what ive learned with me and all i know
and ill be kicking my old shit out the front fucking door
cause i dont need it anymore im taking steps forward one foot at a time
making sure not to fall itll be the last trip of my life
reaching up while the ship sinks to the bottom of this dead ocean
a thousand stars couldnt shine through all the shit weve been through
in this world that has no meaning
im never going back to locked doors
im never going back to blinding lights