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About Me

I am me. I am so many things. I am happy when I am with my family and friends and I have a beer in one hand and a cig in the other. I miss my Pep Paw! I am sad when I have to say goodbye to the people I love and care about and I don't know when I will see them again. I procrastinate everyday... somedays its just one thing and other days its ten things. I love to sleep... And I wake up most mornings on the wrong side of the bed (literally). My dog always knows how to cheer me up anytime I am crying... I am an open book, people that don't even "know" me generally can tell when there is something wrong with me. I cry when my feelings are hurt, and I try not to make fun of people...I feel that revenge is one of my downfalls, I will get just as petty as you. I always forgive and NEVER forget. I am pushy and controlling, some refer to it as "knowing what I want". I love playing the guitar - to me you have to have a passion to live your life. I work hard and I have the dream job to show for it. Karma is the reason I am blessed. I have had people come and go in my life, some I want to always remember and some I am still trying to forget. I love watching my niece laugh and trying to figure out the humor she finds in anything. I love being at home, not having a care in the world, and I love people that love and appreciate life as much as I do. I enjoy deep conversations about anything... any passion that you have I want to hear about it, and learn from eachother how we know what we feel. I am versatile in most aspects of life... and closed minded in alot of my views. I am a hypocrite...but I am honest, and I am human, and I am me!I have learned some very important things in my 22 years.... life is definitely what you make it. Friends are not suppose to be needy. You don't have a time quota to meet with them... they are suppose to be there no matter what. People are going to say things about you whether they have facts or not... and if you ALLOW it to affect you then it will. People who don't give you a chance and judge you before they know you are generally very unhappy with who they are. Insecurities bring out the worst in people. But if you insist on being a bitch to me for no reason, I just hope that it makes you at least a little happy with yourself - just make sure its something that you can be smiling about tomorrow. Really, I just want you to be happy! Oh, and one more thing... No one has the RIGHT perfect answers... but mine have worked for me... (going by track records here...)

My Interests

I love TV... Its addicting, and I really love DVR! Everyone should have one. I love all of my friends, I try to make time for each of them, there are some that I see more often than others, but I love them all the same! I love to decorate, and go garage sale shopping!!!! I like anything with a personality, the normal things just don't suit me! My job! I have a dream job!!!! Playing the guitar.... one thing I have learned by doing it, you can do literally anything you set your mind to.

I'd like to meet:

Anyone... I love people and life... Famous people... I don't really care. Maybe Johnny Depp just to see how beautiful he is in person.

Music:

Alice in Chains, Miranda Lambert, Kelly Clarkson, Dixie Chicks, Kacey Musgraves, Cinder Cell, Disturbed, Sara Evans, Dave Barnes, Evanescence, 5 Bolt Main, Sublime, Alanis Morissette, Jewel, Melissa Ethridge, Reba, The Wreckers, Oh my gosh, so many! I like a lot of different styles... It just has to mean something to me and catch my ear to listen to it...

Movies:

I am more into drama and eccentric, independent films... For a good laugh, I love High Fidelity. Brilliant movie, and both the both Bridget Jones' movies... Oh, I love Little Miss Sunshine!!!!!

Television:

I grew up with 3 channels that were all fuzzy... so I have to say that I watch a lot of EVERYTHING... Love HGTV... and any craft shows. Also, I love anything that has to do with reality... something about it! ONE TREE HILL is my fave right now. I am so addicted to reality shows!

Books:

Well, I haven't read alot lately, but I would have to say some of my all time favorites are:She's come Undone - Wally Lamb This Place Has No Atmosphere Fahrenheit 451, To Kill a Mockingbird, I Know Why the Caged Bird Sings...

Heroes:

I would have to say I have 6 main Heroes... My Peppers... Such an amazing and loving man. He always loved me... no matter what! My Dad "Earl"... Even though some people may not look at him as my dad, he will always be that for me. I am who I am because of him... I am honest and loving because that is what I was always told to be. I get ran over and I always try to make others happy before myself, which is my downfall, but none the less, my dad loves me! Amber... She is my sanity, when I need rationalizing... she is there... and not afraid to put it right out there. She has been there, done that, and knows what I am searching for. Momma "Kim"... knows where my heart is, and was always so proud of me. She is amazing to me in so many ways. My Aunt Jimmye... She has been such a good example for me in my life, always going for whatever she believed in and never taking no for an answer. Bubba... he has come so far, and is so accomplished ... I only hope I can be half that he has become!