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Capt. R.P.S.

I am here for Friends

My Interests

Music:

Metal and Game music.

Books:

LULLABY, SURVIVOR, FIGHT CLUB, ANYTHING BY CHUCK PALAHNIUK, WHERE THE RED FERN GROWS, AND AN ARMY SURVIVAL BOOK THAT MY DAD GAVE ME.

My Blog

At Large...

I like songs about drifters- books about the same. They make me feel a little less insane. Walked on off to another spot. I still havent gotten anywhere that i want. Did I want love? Did i need to kno...
Posted by Capt. R.P.S. on Sat, 07 Jul 2007 03:51:00 PST

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In the back of the room is where you'll find yourself laying on the table, crossed arms, opened eyesYour face is the only thing I cant see now.How can we find ourselves if all is already lost?Is there...
Posted by Capt. R.P.S. on Mon, 11 Sep 2006 07:56:00 PST

When the nights were long and the days didnt exist

Mud turns to clay, molded into bricks, buildings of stone built into ancient civilizations torn down from the inside like ourselves.We tare ourselves apart until theres nothing left but a shattered be...
Posted by Capt. R.P.S. on Mon, 03 Jul 2006 02:20:00 PST

So why try?

This is fish number six hundred and fourty-one in a lifetime of goldfish. My parents bought me the first one to teach me about loving and caring for another living breathing creature of God. Six hundr...
Posted by Capt. R.P.S. on Mon, 14 Nov 2005 11:03:00 PST

Some of my stuff.....

I have lost faith but have not lost hope, for us. Whats it gunna take, what will it take? Turning a blind eye is a trigger to a loaded gun, when will we realize we are all one? Seperate peices fall to...
Posted by Capt. R.P.S. on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Everyone who knows me should fill his out!!

01. who are you, what's our relationship: 02. how and where did we meet: 03. what's my middle name: 04. how long have you known me: 05. tell me one good thing about myself: 06. when you first saw...
Posted by Capt. R.P.S. on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Stand Your Ground

I know I'll never be good enough And I don't care 'cause I'm never giving up How does it feel when you can't hold your own? How does it feel when desperation has left you alone? It feels as if thi...
Posted by Capt. R.P.S. on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Everyones Favorite band!!!!!

And I will flail under these lights that seep down from the bitter sky tonight and I will kick and beat my wrists together and feel an ocean breathing waves, feel them licking at my face. Ceilings...
Posted by Capt. R.P.S. on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Closed Casket Requiem

dear diary, tonight will be our last my hands are itching for razors my angel, this knife shall carve thee wings consumed by sickness, i ache to see your blood the hour approaches when i shall lay...
Posted by Capt. R.P.S. on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

murder

The light cut you down and out Catastrophic behavior destroys everything close But leaves untouched everything deserving A strong feeling of ill will Dark purple-black That is the color of hearts...
Posted by Capt. R.P.S. on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST