Im done with women, but forget being gay

About Me

I had a conversation once with a great friend of mine
about how life was a river and there was no time
this ebb flowing forth toward its own decided end
only to flow towards the beginning again
now I know why I fear such a change
some of us are being dragged by this constant slow lane
beaten on the bottom by our own simple minds
never do we see the top of this wind
this river moving quickly leaving any behind
who are so slow to realize its about the motion
not the tide which carries in an out like clockwork
raising and lowering for the new spawn to join
this comprehension slowly slipping away
we never seek our true paths until its too late
our lives completed by the recess
of moderate water of rapid digest
our struggles known only to our senses, ourselves
we seek the top of the depth, yet know only its bounds
yet there are those among us who float
in these perfect rafting boats
so we who are dragged are here to pull them down
to the deep dark bottom, the cold moving ground
all to again we are stuck in this
yet we can choose our course
wiether it is dragging or floating
we never know until it has become our source.
Poem understood and interpreted on 08-17-2006 at 8:21am.
I am poet, a dreamer, a creator, an inventor, an innovator, a facilitator of reason, a student of all thought, a distance interpretationalist, a social animal, a hominid existent in its own uncertainty, a musician, a performer, a good judge of character, a helpful precense, a shoulder to cry on, an ear to listen, and much more than anything I can put into a form of symbolic expression. As I am sure we all are, in some form or another. This soup has purpose which is understanding. Driven to the brink of intospective collective perspective we are left with only one option, accomidate for multiple contingencies with logic, both emotional and interpretational. Fear is the most plausable dissemination of a scanty recollection of bioelectrical linear decay, yet it is tangible if properly understond.
If you want to hear the music that I create, which I call Adaptive Electronic. Check it out at http://www.myspace.com/industry56 on myspace!!

My Interests

Music, Philosophy, Sociology, Art, Cosmology, Mathematics, Creativity, Love, Living, Swimming, Poetry, Reading, Camping, Exchanging Ideas and of course Cooking.

I'd like to meet:

I am searching for people who are interesting, intelligent and willing to express themselves in some form or another. I prefer to meet people whom are honest with themselves and those around them. Musician's, writers, students, philosophers, optimists, artists, poets, dreamers, hipsters and good drivers may all apply. Anyone else may try, but its going to take some convincing ...... I am sick of peoples mind games.... I am here as myself and nothing more or nothing less. Its all about Honesty and Respect. If you want to play games, goto an Arcade. If you can't respect yourself, you will never respect others. Plus I dont use Myspace to try and "hook up" with anyone. If you want to hang out with me after talking to me on here for a while, im down, but ive met way too many people from the internet to try and have sex with any of them... those days are WAAAAAAY behind me. Oh and btw, if you are a pornbot, I dont want to see your webcam.

Music:

Underworld, Orbital, Prodigy, Chicane, Pearl Jam, Future Sound Of London, Faithless, System 7, Industry 56 (hehe), Dj Tiesto, SquarePusher, John Digweed, Astralasia, Cosmic Gate, Front 242, Apoptygma Berserk, Covenent, Nirvanna, Rage Against the Machine, Talla2XLC, Thrasher, DJungle, Afrika Bombatta, Josh Wink, Phat^Trance, Astrix, Atomic Pulse, Radiohead, U2, REM, Depeche Mode, AK1200, DieselBoy, GrooveRider, Paul Van Dyk, Sublime, Garbage, NIN (nine inch nails), 311, Tool, Dj Shadow, VnV Nation, Weezer, Sepultura, System of a Down, Roni Size, Aphrodite, Mozart, Handel, Hamm, Stravinsky, Chopin, BT, Particle, Smashing Pumpkins, Smash Mouth, Stoned, Red Hot Chili Peppers, Beethoven, Cake, The Doors, Jimi Hendrix, Postal Service, Led Zepplin, Sneaker Pimps, Sublime, Reel Big Fish, Dropkick Murphy's, AFI, Rancid, Aphex Twins, Beastie Boys, Outkast, Ludicris (in whatever hes in), MDammit, Apollo 440 (fourforty), Jean Michael Jarre, Bjork, KMFDM, LTJ Bukem, Robert Miles, Yes, The band, Linkin Park, Acid Pranksters, the list goes on....

Movies:

Fight Club, Waking Life, Shawshank Redemption, Equilibrium, Bowling For Columbine/Farhenheit 911, Donnie Darko, V for Vendetta, A Scanner Darkly, Any of the Star Wars, any of the Indiana Jones.... I love the classics and I love movies that make you think.

Television:

Who has time for anything OTHER than Famliy Guy?? I mean seriously??

Books:

Hyperspace - Michio Kaku
The Autobiography of Anthony Ketis (RHCP)
A brief history of time - Stephen Hawkins
Harry Potter books.. yeah I know its lame
The Truth Machine - James L. Halpern
Dood, Where's My Country? - Michael Moore
the Audacity of Hope - Barack Obama
The Universe in a nutshell - Stephen Hawkins
The Face - Dean Koontz

Heroes:

Albert Einstein, Stephen Hawkins, Albert Schwietzer, Schroedinger, Descartes, C.S. Lewis.... the list goes on.... please be aware that there people are my hero's due to thier achievements and not thier personal lives....

My Blog

snowing, snowing, showing

time has taken hold again, working its path, pushing me along alone I sunder my time passed it seems only do I know what to feel? when Im alone i am lonely from this for my time is granted give...
Posted by Andrew on Tue, 13 Feb 2007 06:15:00 PST

also a note

it should be told to everyone who knows me well enough, there is an interestng period ahead in my life once again where i get to decide the outcome of the rest of my life. I cherish...
Posted by Andrew on Mon, 18 Dec 2006 09:09:00 PST

a moment of pondering

Drifted and sorted i find it, wotrh while to try and fall, victim to what is only knownthere is a second that we have to glimpse, a dreamyet we can not contain our enthusiastic actionwe fall as if a v...
Posted by Andrew on Mon, 18 Dec 2006 09:03:00 PST

stuck, but.... strange

Yeah so Im in a crazy strange mood today.... I seem to have a depression stuck inside me about being lonely and all, but at the same time its like I dont really care.... weird..... Im just glad I have...
Posted by Andrew on Wed, 11 Oct 2006 04:22:00 PST

hmm once more?

I have seen my path, never ending its course, pushing itself, Ive seen that, done that been there, known where, I have understood my course and known its failings, I cant begin to describe what I have...
Posted by Andrew on Sun, 10 Sep 2006 05:43:00 PST

At this moments notice

So as it seams right now I have made a choice. I have decided to once again treat my ADHD as a mental illness and regain control of my wayword mind by taking a prescribed chemical medicine designed to...
Posted by Andrew on Fri, 25 Aug 2006 12:46:00 PST

And so it snows again.......

It had been raining now for almost 2 days, the roads that the already weary nomad was travelling were becoming increasingly icy. Much like the uncertainty of what this nomad's next journey entailed. ...
Posted by Andrew on Mon, 30 Jan 2006 01:29:00 PST

and its snowing

so subjective it seems our interpretations of time. WHy am I so concerned with the seasons change when I need a change in myself? Its obvious that this world has shown me a path and I have chose the o...
Posted by Andrew on Wed, 23 Nov 2005 04:24:00 PST

...... Interesting I write....... hmm.....

Its is strange the way we all relate to one another. We quarrel and our fury is directed. We cry and our torment is reflected. We play and our joy is unnerving. We share and our kindness is squandered...
Posted by Andrew on Mon, 05 Sep 2005 11:47:00 PST

Under this showered sky

Time is dead Only alive are we to seek this shelter we must survive to find only ourselves reliant my mind is distant now seen through the eyes of torture observed this formation a character ...
Posted by Andrew on Wed, 31 Aug 2005 04:07:00 PST