Ms.Jade ♥ - ProfilesArchive

About Me

You see me - I see through you
You say fuck me - I say fuck you
You don't love me - I don't love you
I rise above and I say "Fuck You Bitch"

My name is Ariana Jade
Learn it. Live it. Love it.
I hate ignorance.
Religion isn't very important to me, although sometimes I wish I could believe.
I have a really great boyfriend
I have a big heart and would do anything for someone close to me
I need more friends
I smoke, sorry.
I'm 18, but I'm not even close to being an "adult".
I forgive but never forget.
I have a huge belief that lifes too short.
I'm a big goof ball

important message:
if you could feel my heart
& know my thoughts
you probably wouldn't judge me so harshly
you just might forgive me
& we could be friends, maybe

My Interests

laughter
kissing
smiles
pictures
music
love ♥

I'd like to meet:

I've already met some really amazing people, but go ahead, try me.

Music:

_-I WIN-_

I loved you, you made me, hate me.
You gave me, hate, see?.
It saved me and these tears are deadly.
You feel that?
I rip back, every time you tried to steal that.
You feel bad? you feel sad?
I'm sorry, hell no fuck that!
It was my heart, it was my life, it was my start, it was your knife.
This strife it dies, this life and these lies.
And these lungs have sung this song for too long, and its true I hurt too, remember I loved you!

I've , lost it all, fell today, It's all the same
I'm sorry oh
I'm sorry no and
I've , been abused, I feel so used, because of you
I'm sorry oh
I'm sorry no

I wish I could have quit you.
I wish I never missed you,
And told you that I loved you, every time I fucked you.
The future that we both drew, and all the shit we've been through.
Obsessed with the thought of you, the pain just grew and grew!
How could you do this to me?
Look at what I made for you, it never was enough and the world is what I gave to you.
I used to be love struck; now I'm just fucked up.
Pull up my sleeves and see the pattern of our cuts!

Seems like all we had is over now you left to rest.
And your tears are dried up now, you just lay without a sound.
Seems like all we had is over now, you left to rest.
And my fears are over now, I can leave with my head down.

I've , lost it all, fell today, It's all the same
I'm sorry oh
I'm sorry no and
I've , been abused, I feel so used, because of you
I'm sorry oh
I'm sorry no

Movies:

Almost Everything :]

Television:

grey's anatomy
heros
friday night lights
the first 48
crime 360
house

Books:

i ♥ books

Heroes:

My Blog

if you mess with my man, I’m gunna be the one to bring it to ya

I've been really low at some points this last week. I feel really alone, really friendless. I just need to find some more people to talk to. I'm really confused as to why I get so fucked over by my fr...
Posted by Ms.Jade ♥ on Fri, 06 Jun 2008 12:47:00 PST

I don’t care.

Things haven't been so great these past few weeks. I'm neglecting school work, although I have picked up in it within the past few days, a lot. I'm almost done with an english packet as well as Americ...
Posted by Ms.Jade ♥ on Wed, 28 May 2008 05:34:00 PST

I learned...

So I'm surprised about what happend yesterday. It was one of the best/worst experiences that I've ever had. I'm not really going to go into it completely because its just one of those things that I wo...
Posted by Ms.Jade ♥ on Sun, 18 May 2008 01:06:00 PST

its just my heart hurts

So the past month has been a real bummer. First my car gets totalled by my boyfriend, then a week later some dipshit decides to run a stop sign and hits my mother's 40,000 dollar car, which I happend ...
Posted by Ms.Jade ♥ on Thu, 15 May 2008 12:06:00 PST

2008 is a fucked up year

So far this has been almost the worst year ever. Shit just keeps getting FUCKED UP. I'm tired of it. These past three weeks especially have been SHIT. I'm getting fed up I just can't seem to catch a...
Posted by Ms.Jade ♥ on Sun, 04 May 2008 08:26:00 PST

systems failed they’ve got control

I guess things are going pretty well. I mean no I'm not all happy about life or whatever, more so content. I'm really tired lately, I think some of it is because of what happend between david and I, e...
Posted by Ms.Jade ♥ on Fri, 25 Apr 2008 11:59:00 PST

quick update

A quick update for people I guess. I got a new pair of glasses today. I also found out that I have a stigmatism. They should be here in 7 days at the most she said. Hopefully they'll get in a bit quic...
Posted by Ms.Jade ♥ on Thu, 17 Apr 2008 06:35:00 PST

:(

I’m so stressed about school it isn’t even funny. I’m rushing to get all of these stupid elective credits in, when without them being on my record I would only need around...10 credi...
Posted by Ms.Jade ♥ on Thu, 10 Apr 2008 03:37:00 PST

sticks and stones

So Brittany messaged me tonight and said the following: I know you are desperately making attempts to hurt and piss me off Ari, but I don’t care. You can’t hurt me anymore and whatev...
Posted by Ms.Jade ♥ on Thu, 27 Mar 2008 10:42:00 PST

.....my other friends don’t like you

Me: I know that your journal entry the part that says your upset with your friends that didn’t say happy birthday I know thats pretty much about me, I just want to let you know I’m equally...
Posted by Ms.Jade ♥ on Tue, 25 Mar 2008 02:32:00 PST