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Midnight Eyes

The blood jet is poetry and there is no stopping it.

About Me


"Deep into that darkness peering, long I stood there wondering, fearing
Doubting, dreaming dreams no mortal ever dared to dream before ..."
- Poe

In a world governed by semantics, interpretation guides fickle perspectives. I can try my best to explain my beliefs, what I am, who I am, why I am the way I am, but they're all futile attempts to manipulate perception. (And I do not have to prove myself to anyone or ever answer to anyone but myself.) You will assign whatever meaning to my words that you wish and whatever purpose you wish to yourself and to my actions, all regardless of my attempts to formulate my thoughts in a coherent and relevantly expressive manner. Think of me what you will, but I would rather be hated for who I am than loved for who I am not.
The enlightened will formulate their own realities. We will know that there are endless choices. The rest will be victims of social conditioning, will always be at the mercy of those around them and outside circumstance.
I LOVE philosophy and intelligent people but HATE intellectual snobs. You're not better than me just because you convince yourself you are.
"The trick is to combine your waking rational abilities with the infinite possibilities of your dreams. Because, if you can do that, you can do anything. "
-Waking Life
Don't close your eyes. Never stop asking questions. Find something that resonates in your soul and stick with it; everything else is just background noise.
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“I want out of the labels. I don't want my whole life crammed into a single word. A story. I want to find something else, unknowable, some place to be that's not on the map. A real adventure. A spinx. A mystery. A blank. Unknown. Undefined.”- Chuck Palahniuk----------------------------------

My Interests

singing, modeling, intellectual humor, photography, meditation, astral projection, conjoining pleasure and pain, BDSM, fem-domination, composing songs and poems, listening to music, watching movies, dining out, socializing, reading, tattoos, piercings, body modification.
I am a nomadic, free spirit which is why I love to travel and dream of seeing all the world with a kindred spirit. I adore people-watching, especially when I go to Manhattan....observing human behavior. It's so erratic, so puzzling, so intriguing, how you all behave sometimes. Why were soap operas or "reality" shows created? There is enough drama and chaos in the waking world, right in front of your eyes - so much to learn, if you only pay attention. Abre los ojos.
"Pretty soon, we'll all have the same thoughts at the same time. We'll be in perfect unison. Synchronized. United. Equal. Exact. The way ants are. Insectile. Sheep." - Survivor, Chuck Palahniuk

I'd like to meet:

I want to know those enlightened beings with self-awareness and ambition, misfits, revolutionaries, beatniks, those who appreciate a balance of lightness and darkness, iconoclasts, outcasts, rebels, free-thinkers, cynics, nihilists, sexual deviants, those who exhibit intelligence and a sharp wit, those with an old soul and appreciation for past eras.

Those who are not afraid to be gritty, real, and expose themselves for what they truly are. Anyone intelligent, honest, real, fun, kinky, witty, musical, ambitious, open-minded. Rebels, outcasts, iconoclasts, unique personas. I love intellectual depth with a hearty dose of humor and the ability to improvise."The only people for me are the mad ones, the ones mad to live, mad to talk, mad to be saved, desirous of everything at the same time, the ones who never yawn or say a commonplace thing but burn, burn, burn like fabulous roman candles exploding like spiders across the stars and in the middle you see the blue centerlight pop and everybody goes 'Awww!"
-Jack Kerouac, On the Road

Music:

Nine Inch Nails, Emilie Autumn, Dresden Dolls, Nirvana, VAST, The Cure, Orgy, James D. Stark, Depeche Mode, Bella Morte, AFI, HIM, RENT soundtrack, Mankind Is Obsolete, Evanescence, Regina Spektor, Third Eye Blind, Fiona Apple, Counting Crows, Stabbing Westward, Soundgarden, Marilyn Manson, The Cure, Nightwish, Within Temptation, The Queen of the Damned Soundtrack, Hedwig and the Angry Inch, MSI, Orgy, Apocalyptica, The Rasmus, Aimee Mann, Anna Nalick, KT Tunstall, Norah Jones, Alanis Morrissette, 30 Seconds to Mars, Pagoda, Garbage, Beth Hart, Ryan Adams, Lullacry, U2, Ego Likeness, JET, Damien Rice, The Mars Volta, Atreyu, Audioslave, etc.

Movies:

Hedwig and the Angry Inch
THE CROW
Breakfast on Pluto
MEMENTO
Edward Scissorhands
American Beauty
Seven
MIND THE GAP
DONNIE DARKO
Devil's Advocate
WAKING LIFE
Requiem for a Dream
Fight Club
Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind
Interview with the Vampire
RENT
Pulp Fiction
Rocky Horror Picture Show
Foreign films:
Abre Los Ojos
Maria Full of Grace
Run Lola Run
Amelie
Y Tu Mama Tambien
Motorcycle Diaries
I also love period pieces (Pride and Prejudice, Great Expectations, Les Miserables, Vanity Fair, Shakespeare in Love, Stage Beauty
My favorite actors: Cillian Murphy, Edward Norton, Johnny Depp,Jared Leto, Scarlett Johansson, Angelina Jolie, Michael Pitt, Audrey Tatou, Diego Luna, Gael Garcia Bernal, Grace Kelly, Bob Hope, Jimmy Stewart, Bing Crosby, etc.

Television:

Television is a deified box of wires and contrived images, revered for manipulating malleable minds; mental piracy passed off as art form. Likely one cause of the obesity epidemic sweeping across America, and lately a substitution for parenting.
One show I can't live without: 24

Books:

On The Road - Kerouac
Lost Souls - Poppy Z Brite
Choke - Chuck Palahniuk
Killing Yourself to Live - Chuck Klosterman
Collected Poetic Works - Sylvia Plath

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Heroes:

Dita Von Teese, Chopra, Palahniuk, and anyone else that is an independent thinker and represent what I deem admirable.

My Blog

myspace hiatus

I've come to the decision that I will be taking a hiatus from myspace. I'm fed up with the drama, with the myspace whores who collect me as their friend but treat me like a number, the people I've fel...
Posted by Lady Noir on Tue, 24 Apr 2007 07:00:00 PST

myspace hiatus

I've come to the decision that I will be taking a hiatus from myspace. I'm fed up with the drama, with the myspace whores who collect me as their friend but treat me like a number, the people I've fel...
Posted by Lady Noir on Tue, 24 Apr 2007 07:00:00 PST

I wonder...

Sometimes I sit and think about people from my past. But what makes me think of a certain person at a given time, someone I haven't thought of in years? It's like they've swum to the surface of my mem...
Posted by Lady Noir on Thu, 19 Apr 2007 04:30:00 PST

I have great dreams...

I close my eyes and feel the strangest sensation. Something is reborn inside me. A fire long extinguished by the tongue of the wind. The flames rise, turning my heart to ash but it is shortly replaced...
Posted by Lady Noir on Tue, 17 Apr 2007 07:10:00 PST

Amaranth - a poem

Amaranthby A.C.S. (me)Petals to your lipsa moment so delicatesighs sprout from nourished heartsbefore seams are yanked apartUpon your skin I left my markfervor traced into the spinescarlet rivulets sp...
Posted by Lady Noir on Wed, 11 Apr 2007 04:06:00 PST

My trip to Belgium (photo blog)

These are photos taken by me when I went to Brugge in Belgium for a day with two friends. There are no photos of me because I was half-dead ( it took two bus rides and a ferry ride to get there and we . ..
Posted by Lady Noir on Tue, 03 Apr 2007 06:01:00 PST

Showcased Abstraction

I am an abstract painting, composed of indiscernible shapes, a smattering of hues, scattered splotches.What will you see within my borders? A wreck? Chaos? A beautiful disaster? The intricacies of pea...
Posted by Lady Noir on Sat, 24 Mar 2007 08:41:00 PST

The Dismissal / The Abandoned

The Dismissal:I pity you. The tenderness behind your eyes imitate sincerity while I plot my escape. The window? The door? The sky? For you, this moment is embellished with the glow of hope's culminati...
Posted by Lady Noir on Fri, 23 Mar 2007 07:33:00 PST

stale

I am sampling so many things but all of them taste stale. I'm not sure what I'm doing here. Everything is unraveling again - everything I thought I wanted, what I thought I couldn't survive without, w...
Posted by Lady Noir on Thu, 08 Mar 2007 01:05:00 PST

come one, come all....

...come see the grandest exhibit of them all!...witness this broken doll, porcelain skin flaking off, gaping ocular cavities, tattered and soiled gown, loose eyelashes scattered down the rotted cheeks...
Posted by Lady Noir on Wed, 07 Mar 2007 05:11:00 PST