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My Paradoxxes

Misery Does love company... but Pity Hates it

About Me

I am a solo musician from a small town.... All Of the music here was completely written, performed, programmed, recorded, and mixed by me.... Except the female backup vocals on Deep Down.... which was performed by Michelle Richards. I've been writing music for most of my life, but have always had bad luck working with other people in local bands. Finally I am at a point where I have the equipment to record and produce my music by myself. this is my first demo release. I do not perform live currently because I don't have a band and feel it would be silly to go on stage by myself with a computer. I am currently working on another demo release, and looking for musicians in the saginaw area to create a live band.

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Music:

Member Since: 12/1/2005
Band Members: Just me Daniel Carlton.... and my computer.. Oh Yes, and Michelle Richards provides the female background vocals on Deep Down
Influences: PigFace, Einsturzende Nebauten, KMFDM, Tool, Depeche Mode, The Cure, Nitzer Ebb, BauHaus, Dead Can Dance, Pink Floyd, Nocturne, Marilyn Manson, Foetus, Nick Cave and The Bad Seeds, White Zombie, The Birthday Party, 16 volt, Skinny Puppy, The Swans, NIN, Faith NO More, MR. Bungle, The Damage Mannual, The Revolting Cocks, Ministry, David Bowie, The Faint, Leather Strip, Sister Machine Gun, Prick, Meg Lee CHin
Sounds Like: not really sure, you tell me
Type of Label: Indie

My Blog

It has come to my attention

That human beings are terrible creatures. We live lives filled with confusion, anger, guilt, depression, doubt, greed, and fear. So we reach out at any little thing that makes feel mildly whole, accep...
Posted by My Paradoxxes on Sun, 15 Jun 2008 11:26:00 PST

for those of you who do not know already

It will be far easier to pass along this information this way, On wednesday night my father passed away from a heart attack in his sleepI am currently on my way back to my mom's house and will not be ...
Posted by My Paradoxxes on Sat, 01 Mar 2008 05:22:00 PST

For some odd reason

I feel like I am on the verge of something bigsomething earth shakingdon't ask me whyall I know is so much weird shit has been happenning in my lifethat I am simply left to think what is next...
Posted by My Paradoxxes on Mon, 07 Jan 2008 12:01:00 PST

i want

A womanwho will leave a scenton my pillow caselong after the morningsoon the nightsthat i have to lay alonei can wrap my arms around itpull it to my facerub my cheeks against itand remember the love s...
Posted by My Paradoxxes on Thu, 01 Nov 2007 01:55:00 PST

have you ever

had the feeling that you must have done something really fucked up in a past life
Posted by My Paradoxxes on Thu, 25 Oct 2007 05:14:00 PST

Perhaps

I have over stayed my welcomeamong the beastsI know I am not onebut i am becomingand I hate thatit leaves a taste in my mouth that can only be compared to the after flavor of vomitit really doesn't ma...
Posted by My Paradoxxes on Mon, 13 Aug 2007 12:57:00 PST

I should really

know betteri shouldn't allow myselfto get caught up in this fantasybut to put it simplyi am far to gulliblesometimessomething as simple as the right smileor a certain look in somebody's eyesis all it ...
Posted by My Paradoxxes on Thu, 19 Jul 2007 07:04:00 PST

some days

and some things just seem to make no sense at allthese vibrations i feel that don't exist to the rest of youwhere do they come fromthese dreams i havewhy do they taunt meleaving me to wake just when t...
Posted by My Paradoxxes on Sun, 01 Jul 2007 12:49:00 PST

Does a Dream

make a soundwhen it dies...does it thrash aroundgasping for a breathand using what little it has leftto cry for helpto begand plead for lifeOr does it simplyjust slip awaysilentlywhile you rub th...
Posted by My Paradoxxes on Mon, 25 Jun 2007 02:11:00 PST

Its a Sad Song

that i sing todaywellreally i am not singing at allbecause I have long since forgotten the wordsso i just sit herewith my face planted in my palmsmy fingers burried in my hairand  I hum...
Posted by My Paradoxxes on Thu, 07 Jun 2007 10:41:00 PST