My Friends, My Family, Singing, Writing, Reading, being a nerd on my computer.
I've already met him. Someone who has a mind of their own. Someone who can be strong enough to stand up for what they believe in and have the humility to back down when they know they're wrong. Someone who can be funny and intelligent at the same time. Someone who can take being under pressure and does not run away when situations seem almost impossible. Someone I can trust with my secrets and will trust me with his own. Someone I can spend hours of time doing absolutely nothing with and still never get bored. Someone who can have fun just walking around giving running commentary on nothing at all. Someone I just can't say goodnight to. Someone who can giggle about the retarded way I turn into a teenager with the slightest hint of flirtation. Someone who is willing to fight for the amazing possibility of it all. Someone who can just be honest. Someone who I can be myself with and not feel like I have to put on a show to seem "cool". Someone who can be their self with me too. Someone who makes my knees go weak during that first electric moment when our lips touch. Someone who wants the same things as I do.... My Buddy Hawke.
The Smiths, The Ataris, MUSE, Chameleons (UK), Lost North Star, Dredg, Smashing Pumpkins, Taking Back Sunday, The Cure, Bright Eyes, Poe, Siouxsie and the Banshees, Rise Against, Avenged Sevenfold, Depeche Mode, Tenatious D, Matchbook Romance, Stellar Transit, LostProphets, Thrice, NIN, Bad Religion, Pearl Jam, 30 Seconds to Mars, Brand New, Ani Difranco, NOFX, Radiohead, No Use for A Name, Incubus, Pat Benatar, Circa Survive, Heart, Coheed And Cambria, Beastie Boys, Peter Murphy, Aquabats, millencollin, Pink Floyd, Led Zepplin, No Doubt, The Beatles, Pennywise, Strung Out, Unwritten Law, Rage Against The Machine, I Am Ghost, Guns N Roses, Foo Fighters, Dave Matthews Band, Tegan and Sarah, Morrissey, Rilo Kiley, My Chemical Romance, etc. :P..
Practical Magic, Amelie, He loves Me/He loves me not, Hedwig and the Angry Inch, PCU, The Notebook, Rocky Horror Picture Show, Goonies, Super Troopers, Boondock Saints, Pirates of the Caribbean, Sweet Home Alabama, Teen Witch, Office Space, The Wedding Planner, Ghostbusters, Wedding Crashers, Waiting, The Sweetest Thing, Spinal Tap, Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind, That Thing You Do, Superbad, etc...
The Office, My Name is Earl, The Simpsons, Family Guy, American Dad, Friends (RIP), Twin Peaks (RIP), America's Next Top Model, Friday Night Lights, Dexter, Weeds, Project Runway, My-So-Called Life (RIP), The "L" Word, Dead Like Me (RIP), Sex and the City (RIP), etc. Anyone else notice a pattern here? All of the good ones are fading fast!!!..
American Gods, Twilight, New Moon, Eclipse, Sweet Liar, Smoke and Mirrors, Death: The high cost of living, JPod, It, House of Leaves, Anything written by Patricia Cornwell, Nice, Addicted, Sandman Comics, The melancholy death of Oyster Boy and others, Wicked, The Left Behind Series, 100 Strokes of the brush before Bed, etc.
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My mother and my sister. The two strongest, bravest people I know. My Dad, Denny. He's the best Father a girl could hope for.