I Reject Your Reality and Substitute My Own

About Me

Greetings to all who have the fortune (or is that misfortune) of seeing what is me.I am a poet (or at least I like to think I am) and am trying this blogging gig on here. Take a minute to read a couple of my blogs, and see what you think. If you like what you see, or have a something to say, please leave a comment. If you really like what you see, you can subscribe to my blog and read all my new stuff as I post it.um, i'm not too sure of what to say about myself... i have a spontaneous personality, and love to do things on the spur of the moment. i am in college studying to go to uni for forensic science and psychology. i have a blast with my friends, and i am really into listening to music. i have a four and a half yr old little boy who is the joy of my life, and am engaged to a guy that I love dearly. i've moved from grove city, pennsylvania in the usa, to a small city in england. i was married, and technically i still am, but i'm not sure where he is, so i can't file for my divorce, but not knowing where he is, is a good thing... believe me!! between school, the baby and housework i don't have much free time, but what little i do have i make the most of. stupid people really get on my nerves, that and people who have never met me and try to chat me up just to get a greencard. i don't know what else to say, so i'll end it here. go out, have fun, and hey maybe i'll see u out there some time!!Check out this site, it's really cool, and if you have any pictures of cemetaries or graves that you would like to be added just let Tabitha know, she's always looking for new pics to add for her site... http://www.tabithadark.com/GET A NEW CONTACT TABLE + MYSPACE LAYOUTS
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My Interests

pretty much the normal ones, clubbing, hanging out with my friends, listening to music, and missioning in the middle of the night to stupid places to do stupid things. i write poetry, but not too sure how good i am, just do it mainly as a release of anything shit that has happened to me, if u wanna see any, just let me know and i'll email u a couple, not that anyone would but hey... at least i offered

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I'd like to meet:

You scored as Mopey goth.. You are a mopey goth, go buy some good music. :D you like moping around and being sad. but thats okay.

Mopey goth.

85%

goth geek

80%

Romantic goth

75%

Pagan goth.

75%

Fetish Goth

70%

vampire goth.

60%

Raver goth.

55%

Perky Goth

50%
What kind of goth are you?
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Music:

i'm not too picky about my music, i like mostly indie, rock, goth and alternative. The only person i can't stand is britney spears, she should be drug out into the street, tarred, feathered, shot, and then burned, well that might be a bit excessive but hey you get the point. at the mo i've mostly been listening to marilyn manson, suicidal tendencies, kristian leontiou, panic! at the disco, green day, insane clown poose, eve6, korn (the old stuff), limp bizkit, placebo, marron 5, system of a down, nine inch nails, bush, our lady peace, bloodhound gang, rem... just to name a few

Movies:

i like most movies, my faves have got to be all the kevin smith movies, like mallrats, chasing amy, jay and silent bob, ect. i also like phantom of the opera, dirty dancing, the newsies, despardo, pitch black, the chronicles of riddick, space balls just to name a few

Television:

my favourite tv programs are charmed, csi: crime scene investigation, csi - miami, mythbusters, brainiac: science abuse, Qi, nevermind the buzzcocks, red dwarf, and blue's clues. i also watch/listen to the music channels.

Books:

as you can see... laurell k hamilton is my favourite author, her series on anita blake, the vampire executioner is brilliant, and i highly recommend them to anyone who likes action and mystical beings. i also like hemmingways a farewell to arms.

Heroes:

Call me a sissy, but I don't care. My hero is my mum! If it wasn't for her I don't know where I'd be right now.

My Blog

"Numbers to Live (or Die) By"

A single rose lays on my bedNo way to tell whats ahead Two white doves circle in the skyTelling me im soon to die Three fireflies light up in the airGiving me no time to care Four bees are buzzin...
Posted by I Reject Your Reality and Substitute My Own on Thu, 15 Jun 2006 12:45:00 PST

"Ashes To Wood and Diamonds To Coal"

Silence heard from the angels criesWhile the child inside of me slowly dies Heartache kindles more blessed flamesAdded people to the game of blames Peace and love are not to be found Before I'm placed...
Posted by I Reject Your Reality and Substitute My Own on Thu, 15 Jun 2006 12:38:00 PST

"Oh-So-Sweet Memories"

My heart cries out for youMy soul yearns,Desires to see you again I would not blinkJust let your looks flood in So I can always remember The look in your eyes - Mirroring the love I feelThe small smil...
Posted by I Reject Your Reality and Substitute My Own on Thu, 15 Jun 2006 11:49:00 PST

"Law Of This Reality"

I was doing a clear out and I found a notebook that I used to take with my when I did my laundry at the laundimat. This poem (and probably the next couple I post) come from that notebook. T...
Posted by I Reject Your Reality and Substitute My Own on Tue, 13 Jun 2006 04:57:00 PST

"Why Push It?"

WHY PUSH IT? Passive loveHeated passionNot of this worldBut of anotherYou are convinced you are rightYet you have no proofI commend your faithBut why push itPush it on himPush it on herPush it on...
Posted by I Reject Your Reality and Substitute My Own on Sun, 21 May 2006 03:33:00 PST

"One Last Kiss"

ONE LAST KISS I ache I yearn for this life to end If only i could stop this pain in my heart If only my past could be forgotten I could live my life so much Instead, i sit at home ...
Posted by I Reject Your Reality and Substitute My Own on Sat, 20 May 2006 02:27:00 PST

"Wishes of Simplicity"

WISHES OF SIMPLICITY I fear not love But what love brings forth Its not love that I hate And its not hate that I love No one can understand how I feel These emotions, too shallow M...
Posted by I Reject Your Reality and Substitute My Own on Sat, 20 May 2006 10:27:00 PST

"Masquerade Parade"

MASQUERADE PARADE Born too late What impact can I make? Colours to separate Colours to bindMy passions run deep March in this masquerade parade While charisma characters caress my soul Loss of lo...
Posted by I Reject Your Reality and Substitute My Own on Fri, 19 May 2006 04:10:00 PST

"The Storm"

THE STORM Trapped in this room I scream Let me out Let me out into the storm When I am in the storm I am welcomed No one will see these tears I shed. Once I am in the storm I ...
Posted by I Reject Your Reality and Substitute My Own on Thu, 18 May 2006 03:02:00 PST

"The Point"

I can't take the credit for this one. It was written ages ago, by my friend JoJo. One of those times that we stayed up all night at Kermie's having really deep conversations. Th...
Posted by I Reject Your Reality and Substitute My Own on Thu, 11 May 2006 10:14:00 PST