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Amanda

They taught you how to feel but you just feel numb

About Me


I got a really good heart
I just can't catch a break
If I could I would treat you like you want me to
I promise

My Interests

Geophysics/Seismology.

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I'd like to meet:

People to play poker with. People to adventure with.

A tattoo artist who is really good at Japanese art. I have an idea or two.

These two people:Even though Tim Sale looks strikingly like Milo Ventimiglia.

Yer on my profilez, gettin yur shit tracked.

Music:

Ryan Adams.
Placebo.
Neil Young.
IamX.
Gram Parsons/The Byrds.

Television:

Black Books.
Heroes.
House MD.
Weeds.

Books:

Vonnegut, Bradbury and Ellroy are my main men.

Heroes:

The best person in my life, Kristian

My Blog

Haiku blog

July 2007The reason I amA peaceful hermit unbound - -Trust in man's err.I will put stops to - -I will make all emotionBe unexpecting.
Posted by Amanda on Fri, 06 Jul 2007 11:13:00 PST

I write to overcome my thoughts.

We all have times in our life that we wish we could forget but we learnt so much from these desperate trials. Times where we felt so much heartache and loss that we felt like our chest was going to ca...
Posted by Amanda on Wed, 25 Apr 2007 03:04:00 PST

Then again, we dont believe in the truth.

There is something that is absolutely corrosive to my being. Something that always will eat away at my very soul. And I would like to say that one person knows this but unfortunately  this is not...
Posted by Amanda on Fri, 08 Dec 2006 02:47:00 PST

Ballad of the Lackluster and Lonesome

I can feel the glaciers are melting from within and protecting the stale core has become grueling. What makes a tear a fearful affliction - - can turn one from rigid to disarray.There are no words to ...
Posted by Amanda on Thu, 07 Dec 2006 08:35:00 PST

The Rocks and the Dirt of October the Sixth

I am a mess but completely sane. I am thinking that sometimes my mind runs loops around itself. Some people make me think that I make up things, but I realize that they just might be too slow to see w...
Posted by Amanda on Sat, 07 Oct 2006 11:05:00 PST

In the interest of living life

I think for a long time, I have struggled between two ways of looking at or living life.One being the idea of living life to the fullest everyday, finding whatever or whomever makes you uncontrollably...
Posted by Amanda on Tue, 15 Aug 2006 08:36:00 PST

Good Morning

And this is about the time where life becomes painfully real again.Goodbye my tortured idyllic dream....
Posted by Amanda on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Ive been lost in a dream

I almost forget how it feels to know someone really well anymore. It seems with my cycle of burning bridges and traversing, I havent had the time to care for anyone for an indefinite length of time.An...
Posted by Amanda on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

sometimes... you break.

Sometimes even stone falls apart. Everything looks so stable. But a melody breaks everything down. It rains and tenses up. That feeling creeps up, again. Just hold on to me; cause alone I break.I cant...
Posted by Amanda on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST