Tin Foil |
You would trade your best friend in for a piece of torn tin foil... just because it's shiny. Well shine baby, shine.
I'll stick with the dirt we both used to... Posted by Amanda Valentine on Sat, 25 Oct 2008 11:28:00 PST |
I’m getting better at talking. |
I'm getting better at saying nothing.
If I were to speak to certain professionals they would tell me to just forget about most of you, I'm sure. They'd tell me to stop avoiding the ones I'm affra... Posted by Amanda Valentine on Fri, 10 Oct 2008 08:56:00 PST |
"I’m great...thanks for asking!" |
This songs just came up on the "Cake Bake Betty" Pandora music station and I wish more than anything that I couldn't relate to it 100%.
So to those of you who wonder how I feel lately...this about sum... Posted by Amanda Valentine on Wed, 08 Oct 2008 08:59:00 PST |
Tell me how you really feel when you can’t feel at all... |
I woke up in the middle of a dream about Shadyn...and begged Justin to let me stay in bed longer, like a small child being woken for school, "just 20 more minutes please"...so he did. I tried to fall ... Posted by Amanda Valentine on Wed, 01 Oct 2008 02:08:00 PST |
Maybe I’ve changed too much... |
... maybe I was a terrible person at one point in my life. Or at most points?You know it's bad when everyone expects the worst from you. I swear I said I left drama behind awhile back... via blog. via... Posted by Amanda Valentine on Sat, 20 Sep 2008 07:36:00 PST |
The Machine |
I am a machine. Take me apart.It's time to rebuild this...a slow but going process half way done.Remove the parts that matter and replace them with what's left.Liver for a heart. Toes nails for tear d... Posted by Amanda Valentine on Wed, 17 Sep 2008 08:51:00 PST |
Sober Life Theory - A Plan for the Future PART 2 |
An updated journey to everywhere I'll ever go...So I know we have 11 months to sell everything we own...and I know that seems like A LOT of time...but we started two weeks ago just the ... Posted by Amanda Valentine on Sun, 07 Sep 2008 10:43:00 PST |
Sober Life Theory - A Plan for the Future |
I have been sober for over a month. I am less happy but more optimistic...if that makes sense. Honestly, I think I prefer this...but I'd like to find a happy-medium. I'd like to be a bit happier and a... Posted by Amanda Valentine on Wed, 20 Aug 2008 10:07:00 PST |
Sending out good energy. |
Things aren't exactly looking "up" just yet...but we are checking out an adorable apartment tomorrow...two bedrooms for $900 a month! All hardwoord floors...cutest kitchen ever. So let's all pray it's... Posted by Amanda Valentine on Thu, 17 Jul 2008 09:37:00 PST |
Nothing could ever be LOUD enough... |
to muffle out our last embrace...or these cries of fury
that wasn't suposed to really "mean" good bye, our "last" good bye, because I told you to take care of yourself...
..words ignored? wo... Posted by Amanda Valentine on Tue, 17 Jun 2008 08:09:00 PST |