Ashli Sara Faye

I am lost,
So i am cruel.
But i'd be love and sweetness if i had you.
I'm Ashli.
I am a Alternative Model, a Artist, a Writer,A Dancer, and one hell of a pretty mess.
Each star knows her by name.I'm fatal to others, but also myself. I will be everything you fear. Because i have become everything i wish i wasn't. I will be everything you wished to have. I'm Something you'll long to hurt, but you wont understand why. I'll become your sweet obsession. I will make you beg for more, even if its just a glance. You will regret ever speaking to me.
This kiss will be of something,
You have never tasted.
Aged with the suicide of beauty,
still dripping with his name.
She wears a gown of dirt
Her bed violated with maggots
She'll make you want
to choke those sweet words out of her.
Note: I'm
I'm
Dangerous.
I am a hopeless romantic.
I'm deep.
I'm a wine-o.
I smell like jasmine and how angels aught to smell.
I'm naturally Blonde
I'm an addict.
I love the beach.
I'm sometimes spoiled.
I'm a collector of dead birds, bones, bugs, and broken things.
I'm a Secret.
I'm a Painter.
I can sometimes where to much jewerly.
I can scuba dive(i have my lisence). I can surf. I can snow board. I can ride horses. I can Ski. I can ice skate. I can ride dirt bikes and 4 wheelers. Ect.
I shoot a Cannon Rebel EOS 300
I love Fashion.
I've been on 9 cruises.
I love guns.
I listen to britney spears.
Im the most movie deprived person you'll ever meet, i dont know shit. I need to be on couch arrest for 15 years.
I use victoria secret laundry detergent.
I grew up on Ramen noodles and Mac n' cheese.
Jonathan Davis, Nikki Sixx, Tommy Lee = hotties.
I use my heart, not my eyes.
I have 24 piercings and One Professional tattoo.
I drink alot of coffee and smoke alot of ciggerates.
I like scars, bruises, and bloody noises.
I want to live somewhere in the Middle East, India, Palestine, ect.
I like my guys old, I like my women young.
I have a deep love for romance movies.
I'm Suicide that's been perfected.
I'm the type of person to never think you know, cause you don't.
they would tell her 'Shh little girl',
and she would give in so easy.
I have yet to have someone to be able to understand and know me for who i am. And its not easy to get to the real me either. It's not due to me being so sheltered inside myself, I'm guessing people either don't have the drive or time for it, or that they have tried and i'm just to god damn hopeless. Either way, internally i'm a mess. I won't ever ask for help or comfort. I don't trust anyone.
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