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Spike

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About Me

-- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- --t--My score on -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- --/t-- The What's Your Signature Weapon Test :

Shotgun
(You preferred a weapon with 60% power over speed and 74% range over melee.)


You use a Shotgun. While not the fastest gun in the west, a shotgun's raw power and ease of use make it an extremely potent weapon. Some shotguns can also be loaded with many different types of ammunition, providing a versatility many guns don't have. Choosing your shots, you fell your opponents immediately and without pause.

My name, is Spike. I am small and sing big. I help people daily by feeding their addiction, also known as Barista. I love my people, the many males and females that have become close friends. If you fuck with them, you've fucked with my boots. And that's just a bad idea. ^.- I drop things a lot.. I lose everything. I'm not a people person, but I love humans.. If I had the option, I'd rather be non-human. Most likely a wolf. Or an octopus.. People have been known to describe me as "cat-like". I adore getting dressed up to go out and dance. The music emenating around me (louder than Brett ^.-) is transcendant, and the feeling of love that grows in my heart as I dance with friends, is something that I will cherish forever. (not on x, by the way.) I love long rambling sentences made up of obscure words to describe simple things. I like singing along to musicals while cleaning, having "deep" conversations while sitting on the floors of book stores and drinking coffee (or while drinking beer on a stranger's kitchen floor). I love meeting new people as long as they smile back, and at least attempt a conversation. I have no idea what tomorrow holds, but I do know what I like, most of the time. I fear nothing, embrace everything embraceable(^.-), and adore diversity. It's difficult to really upset me, and I rarely argue. I don't get angry often, because when I do, it's usually a week long feeling. Or close to insane with rage. Not something I feel with impunity. I tend to forget what I'm doing and that reality exists if I day dream for too long, and the far off look in my eyes generally means that I'm somewhere far, far away, cuddling with monsters and wolves in my mind, exploring rivers and forests. Anyhow. If you're still interested, you get a cookie for reading all of this. Indeed.

My Interests

Music is my .life. sharp knives, tai chi, Crowley, Fortune, DuQuette, dancing, aesthetics, animal liberation, animals, apocalypse, aromatherapy, art, aurora borealis, bauhaus, beauty, beethoven, bell bottoms, big sur, black berry shisha, black clothing, black lip gloss, blood, bright colors, broadway, butterfly messiah, candles, cats, celtic magic, chi, coffee, covenant, cradle of filth, crowley, crystals, culinary arts, deadsy, deities, determination, Deutsch art songs, dragons blood, drumming, earth spirituality, energy flow, epistemology, eucalyptus incence, Europe, feeling bodiless, felines, flying, frisco, full moons, gardening, gemstones, long useful conversations, awesome stereos, grey skies, Hayden, Heidegger, hippies, homeopathy, hookah, ill will press, imagica, imagination, incubus, intense feelings, Italian arias, Italian opera, john duke, Khant, keys, knives, kung fu, Lao Tzu, London after midnight, lucid dreaming, lunarclick, marine biology, massage, meditaion, Monterey, mortiis, Muse, neat walking sticks, *nerds*, Nietzsche, nightwish, Norse mythology, Norway, onyx, open minds, opera, ornately carved things, oxymorons, pacifica, pale skin, panthers, passionate people, paul williams, piercings, performing, peter singer, phantom of the opera, philosophy, photography, pink, platform boots, plato, poetry, portishead, rabbits, rain, rasputina, saul williams, scarification, Schubert, shisha, singing, staircases, storms, strauss, strong wills, sub cultures, tai chi, taoism, tcm, tempestuous wind, tenacity, the birthday massacre, the cure, the ocean, the smell of rain, theatre of tragedy, thelema, tigers, travel, vegetarianism, violet, violin, vnv nation, , will, wolfsheim, wolves, working class revolution, world domination, world of warcraft, writing, zeralina's arias

I'd like to meet:

Intelligent people, good people. Anyone who has respect for another and compassion. Anyone who can look at an animal and see intelligence and life, not JUST food... and anyone that can look at a woman and see her eyes, first. I greatly enjoy the company of drug addicts and sinners, so if you happen to enjoy those things, we'll work well together. ^_^ If I don't know you IRLs, please email me first, I tend to deny people I don't know. If you'll be my computer geek, I'll be your goth girl.

Music:

"Words are flying out like endless rain into a paper cup They slither while they pass They slip away across the universe Pools of sorrow waves of joy are drifting thorough my open mind Possessing and caressing me Jai guru deva om Nothin's gonna change my world.. nothing's gonna change my world Images of broken light which dance before me like a million eyes That call me on and on across the universe Thoughts meander like a restless wind inside a letter box they tumble blindly as they make their way across the universe Jai guru deva om Nothin's gonna change my world.. nothing's gonna change my world Sounds of laughter shades of life are ringing through my open ears exciting and inviting me Limitless undying love which shines around me like a million suns It calls me on and on across the universe Jai guru deva om Nothing's gonna change my world Nothing's gonna change my world Nothing's gonna change my world Jai guru deva Jai guru deva"Imagica. Nick Cave-Red Right Hand Emilie Autumn, Ladytron, Seabound, Covenant, Assemblage23, Wolfsheim, Apop. Berzerk, Fictional, Psychlon Nine, Velvet Acid Christ, TOOL, Deadsy, Orgy, Lunarclick, Wumpscut, Combichrist, Suicide Commando, Kittie, VNV Nation, AFI, Slayer, Skinny Puppy, APC, Faith & The Muse, Ministry, Dresden Dolls, Imperative Reaction, Juno Reactor, Hocico, Portishead, Tiger Army, Bad Religion, Matisyahu, Delerium, Front 242, Haujobb, The Birthday Massacre, Project Pitchfork, Funker Vogt, Massive Attack, From Autumn to Ashes, Billie Holiday, Lacuna Coil, Dead Can Dance, Frontline Assembly, The Beatles, The Sisters of Mercy, Bauhaus, Switchblade Symphony, Combichrist, Bloodhound Gang, Cradle of Filth, Thrice, Lether Strip, Alkaline Trio, Social Distortion, Gunther & the Sunshine Girls, The Cure, She Wants Revenge

Movies:

Pride and Prejudice, Vanity Faire, Emma, The Seventh Seal, Cowboy Bebop, Boondock Saints, Escaflowne, Pulp Fiction, Our Mutual Friend, Read or Die, Lolita, Live Freaky! Die Freaky!, Pan's Labyrinth

Television:

if you can stand the song, this video is ubar 1337 display of Edward. The Colbert Report, The Daily Show, Cowboy Bebop, Escaflone, Scrubs, The L Word, The West Wing...

Books:

Crowley, Kabbalah, Isreal Regardie, Lon Milo DuQuette, Dion Fortune, Blake, Das Energi, Illusions, Emily Bronte, Sherlock Holmes, Anne Bishop, Plato, Jason Newcomb, Tennyson, A. Conan Doyle, Saul Williams, etc..

Heroes:

Dare I aspire?

My Blog

"we’re all dancing to the same, sad, sound....."

I love everyone, btw. ^.^ even you, yeah, you. :p anyhow. i'm buzzed at school. unfortunately for me alchohols are only a release so i have to admit that i don't hate anybody and just talk shit to ppl...
Posted by Spike on Wed, 31 Oct 2007 01:41:00 PST

words are flowing out like endless rain

"into a paper cup."  "erase the past nine years of my life" "you can't breathe, without coughing at day time, neither can i.. so what do you say? your coffin or mine?" "nothin's gonna change my w...
Posted by Spike on Mon, 29 Oct 2007 10:45:00 PST

across the universe

Words are flying out like endless rain into a paper cup They slither while they pass They slip away across the universe Pools of sorrow waves of joy are drifting thorough my open mind Possessing and c...
Posted by Spike on Mon, 22 Oct 2007 03:01:00 PST

frustra - in vain

"We dissapoint, we dissapear, we die, but we don't." -Into the Woods   Erweitern Sie Ihre Fassade in Ihr persönliches Leben.  Then QQ about it.
Posted by Spike on Tue, 02 Oct 2007 02:01:00 PST

I had

the chance to dance naked with an awesome girly today, and we swam naked in the rain. it was lovely. there are, indeed, two other ladies that i would have wished could accompany, but as it is that i a...
Posted by Spike on Sat, 22 Sep 2007 02:51:00 PST

Regarding "Status" on Myspace

Apparently to some people, the pixilated images on this screen are a direct window into someone's life. To a certain extent they are, but if you are too willfully ignorant of my status in real li...
Posted by Spike on Fri, 21 Sep 2007 03:33:00 PST

Personality Test - think psychology, not myspace

It's longer than "quizes" online usually take, but if you're into doing the interview like questionares that float around I highly suggest you take it. Esp. since it will actually make you think about...
Posted by Spike on Fri, 21 Sep 2007 04:16:00 PST

All You Need Is Love

they were more right than they had scientific evidence to prove. ^.^ go Beatles   ..> --> --> --> --> --> --> --> --> ..> --> --> ..> The Power of LoveLove is the best antidepressant...
Posted by Spike on Thu, 20 Sep 2007 09:22:00 PST

stuff i guess

It's true -- you just can't go home again. Sure, moving home or back to where you came from is always a legitimate option to choose, but you can't confuse a geographic return with an emotional return...
Posted by Spike on Wed, 05 Sep 2007 10:57:00 PST

so, being back in school

has brought me back into contact with several old friends. i saw Micheal today in the student center, he got pwned by the vending maschine. lol. this is surreal. almost like, i actually did die in LA...
Posted by Spike on Wed, 29 Aug 2007 11:40:00 PST