Postmortem Nightmares

Drinking
Love Making
Painting
Video Gaming
and
Metal.

The desolation and utter failures of my life are more beautiful than i could ever be.

My self destruct sequences are complex mathmatical equations that take months to unravel.

My gauges are at 1" 1/16, they're quite ample in size.

I have a double septum and my lip pierced

I have 2 tattoos at the moment, more when i get paid.

I dont have huge boobs, B CUP get over it!

I talk about sex a lot, so keep away if you're offended by my premarital sexual crusades.

I enjoy being independent and self made

I like boys, its in my blood...i hunt for them.

I LOVE GORE and ZOMBIES, its not to be cool, i find them arousing.

I like to film and especially love editing footage.

I sell artwork, mostly paintings.

I miss actual pen pals. I love writing letters to people.

I also sell hand painted clothing.

I enjoy playing, watching, and thinking about video games.

I want to travel to London, Rome, Athens, and Amsterdam. exceedingly so. Id love to see different cultures and get to know people in other countries.

I've come to learn that most people are incompetent.

People like me easily and usually without actually knowing anything about me.

I have a lot of secrets i dont tell many people about for a reason, dont expect me to ingenuously share them with you.

I AM IN LOVE with Johnny Pettibone. i have had so many sex dreams about him i cant even count.

I'd rather keep to myself and have morale than exploit myself to others.

I will NEVER surender to love and give up my life. I want to be someone, and make something out of my life. And i've learned that love brings more pain than jubilation.

Nikki Sixx, Tommy Lee, and Axel Rose are my idols.

Long live Metal.

Elliott Smith and my cat Elliott are my life. I could not and cannot live without them.

I like to sing and dance, especially when not sober.

Certain songs instantly gratify me. Such as Sweet Child O' Mine, or Megan by the Smoking Popes.

I need new cowboy boots. desperately...