bryon

dec 9th, 2005:So todays another fucked up day!!!! Its seems like yesterday we were on the sport court playing basketball. not one day goes by where I dont think about you! I wonder what you look like and where you've been, If you've discovered a broken heart or just love.... I know its stupid but everyday I have to listen to "helena" just to hear your voice in the music! I never liked that dumb ass band until I realized that was the only connection I could get to you w/ out words... funny how music reaches the soul... I think of you everyday and think of that blonde haired blue eyed boy in the california sun. Remember as a infant you set the apt on fire. or the last time I saw you at owens beach? Dad was a coke addict and of curse the alcohol, dad was as bad as our bio mom. I wonder why dad said he'd feel no remorse if he put a gun to my head, I wonder if it was to brain wash you... Ive written poems but havent had the chance to put them on here. I just hope one day you'll realize how much I love you even though we're apart!!!!--------------------------------------------------- ------------------------------------------------------------ ------------------------------------------------------------ ------------------------------------------------------------ ------------------------------------------------------------ ------------------------------------------------------------ ------------------------------------------------------------ ------------------------------------------------------------ ------------------------------------------------------------ ----------------------------