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About Me

BRYANNA / A DAY OUT WITH THOMAS THE TANK ENGINE / CHATTANOOGA RAILROAD MUSEUM,TN. APRIL 2007 ______________ ______________ ......... ......... Our most basic instinct is not for survival but for family. Most of us would give our own life for the survival of a family member, yet we lead our daily life too often as if we take our family for granted. ~PaulPearshall ......... ......... When we are alone on a starlit night, when by chance we see the migrating birds in autumn descending on a grove of junipers to rest and eat; when we see children in a moment when they are really children, when we know love in our own hearts; or when, like the Japanese poet, Basho, we hear an old frog land in a quiet pond with a solitary splash - at such times the awakening, the turning inside out of all values, the "newness," the emptiness and the purity of vision that make themselves evident, all these provide a glimpse of the cosmic dance. ~Thomas Merton ____________________________________________________________ ________ Alice came to a fork in the road. "Which road do I take?" she asked. "Where do you want to go?" responded the Cheshire cat. "I don't know," Alice answered. "Then," said the cat, "it doesn't matter...." ____________________________________________________________ ____________`Who are YOU?' said the Caterpillar. This was not an encouraging opening for a conversation. Alice replied, rather shyly, `I--I hardly know, sir, just at present-- at least I know who I WAS when I got up this morning, but I think I must have been changed several times since then.'_________________ _________________ ...... .................. ............ I am not who they think I am. I try to explain, but people around me don't seem to get "it". Very frustrating .... .... ........................ ....................... I AM JUST A PAWN IN THE GAME EVERYONE ELSE IS PLAYING. ....... .......

My Interests

Music... guitar...singing... reading books... writing poetry, songs, lyrics, stories, whatever is on my mind... raw nature, questioning life and death, philosophy, the human heart vs the human mind, singing, dancing,did i mention singing? Finding answers and meanings to my qyestions which are too many to list (I'm a truth seeker) / i looking for reason, & needing to find purpose ... but MOST of all, my daughters Bryanna Grace and Madison Faith they are my biggest poassions & my biggest interest in this life.

I'd like to meet:

More open minded people who are not afraid to talk about the crazy shit.I'd like to meet... you know... them. * looks up slowly* ........ ........My Map...Click it ___________________ Click here to view a bigger version of my map!
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Music:



Get this widget | Share | Track details .... .... LIMP BIZKIT~LONELY WORLD .......... .......... EAGLES~WASTED TIME .........................SHERYL CROW ~GOOD IS GOOD ....... ....... I listen to a lil bit of everything. I feel genre's are for closed minded people who stereotype music...you miss ot on alot when you do that.

Movies:

The Da Vinci Code; Eteranl Sunshine of the Spotless Mind; Alice In Wonderland; A Love Song for Bobby Long; Anne Of Green Gables; Girl Interupted; Star Wars; Napoleon Dynamite; Gothica; Lost In Transaltion; What Dreams May Come;

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Television:

.I HATE IT ...... ...... I COULD BE WRONG ( naaaa)

Books:

The Heart is a Lonely Hunter(Carson McCullers)...Black Coffee Blues (Henry Rollins)... Alice In Wonderland... I am a sucker for good romance novels I've read a million , and counting ****** CURRENTLY READING******Linda Lael Miller McKettrick Series ( about 4 to 7 books i think )............... 1st book McKettrick Luck [FINISHED READING] The first installment in Miller's new trilogy features the present-day descendants of the heroes from her earlier McKettrick novels; fortunately, the new generation fills in admirably. Cheyenne Bridges makes a reluctant return to her hometown of Indian Rock, Ariz., her job hinging on whether she can persuade her high school flame Jesse McKettrick to sell some of his land for her employer's condo development deal. Jesse, a confirmed bachelor and committed poker player, refuses outright to sell his land—at the same time he refuses to acknowledge the feelings that Cheyenne stirs up in him. Miller's ability to bring a cast of characters to life is on full display here, as Cheyenne must decide whether to use whatever means necessary to get Jesse to sell the land or surrender to the hunky rancher and join his team. Though her plot twists are somewhat predictable, the veteran romance author doesn't disappoint in her sizzling love scenes and fine sense of place__________________2nd Book McKettrick Pride [Now Reading] Miller enthralls, once again, in the second entry of her new McKettrick Men series (following McKettrick's Luck), an engrossing, contemporary western romance starring Rance McKettrick, a handsome, successful businessman and cousin to the last volume's hero, Jesse. Having buried himself in work since his wife's death five years earlier, Rance gets a wake-up call in the form of a blonde newcomer to the small ranching town of Indian Rock, Ariz. Riding up in a hot pink VW Bug, eccentric Chicagoan Echo Wells sparks the whole town's interest when she opens up Indian Rock's first bookstore. Echo sets up shop next to the Curl and Twirl, a beauty parlor and baton-twirling school owned by Rance's kindly, nosy mother-in-law, Cora Tellington. Echo quickly befriends Cora and Rance's two daughters, whom he leaves with Cora during his frequent business trips. Once Rance meets Echo, their mutual attraction stirs feelings of love the stolid, scarred man thought he'd put away forever. Miller's masterful ability to create living, breathing characters never flags, even in the case of Echo's dog, Avalon; combined with a taut story line and vivid prose, Miller's romance won't disappoint.

Heroes:

Average people, who have unaverage thougths, then find ways to fulfill them.... Those People who send off positive energy when you are in thier presence and you can't help but feel happy or at ease around them( Hard to find these days)... People who stand up in the face of judgements and adversities, instead of conforming to what is expected of them. Today there are not enough people who are true to themselves, and know how to be who they really are, wih out letting the world around them influence them. Be real, & true to yourself adn all those around you... To those people who can be that: You are my heros. You people who understand, and follow the codes of chivalry in life qre few and far between.... today the "good ol' boys are fading out, and those who know what i'm talking about understand. HONEST TRUTHFUL LOYAL POEPLE. Those are the true heros of today. .......... .......
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My Blog

I have decided to stay away from myspace

I hate to do this .. i love it here... this site  has so much of me in it... but it is time for me to dedicate to the importnant things in life.. which leaves me little / no time for this place.....
Posted by Twilight on Thu, 31 May 2007 07:03:00 PST

When The Music Comes Out / Written April 2006

( Just wanted to repost this.. it is crazy how much it means now...even more so than when i first wrote it.Right now its hard to explain myself to people, the thoughts, the eelings, adn all the crap t...
Posted by Twilight on Sun, 27 May 2007 07:00:00 PST

The passing of a TRUE friend.

to some this may seem silly... if your cynical your not welcome here. I don't want to sound bitter, but well right now i kind of am. that said i'll explain a lot and a little in one post. Yesterday se...
Posted by Twilight on Sat, 26 May 2007 05:28:00 PST

Today I have to attend a birthday party at....

CHUCKY CHEESE!!!!!!!!!!! ( God, help me...)  But i know my daughter will LOVE it, and little Ryans birthday party well, he deserves the best.... what we parents go through for our kids... sheesh....
Posted by Twilight on Fri, 25 May 2007 07:11:00 PST

What Is Real

Unconsciously conscious Floating through the walk ways Solidity Transparently& settles over me   What is real? In this life& Is it what we can see and touch? Or what we dream and feel?   ...
Posted by Twilight on Sat, 05 May 2007 07:09:00 PST

"TIME" (a chapter from section 4)

( i figured i'd give ya'll a small taste of some of my other forms of writing....hope those who come across it enjoy)     Jolted awake by the screeching sound of her brand new alarm clock, s...
Posted by Twilight on Fri, 13 Apr 2007 07:03:00 PST

Remembering Easter Sunday

I don't know the exact day any of the "bilical events" took place but i do recognized the assigned days to remember what came for me and before me. To those who do not believe as i do... this is not m...
Posted by Twilight on Sat, 07 Apr 2007 10:45:00 PST

"Why"

Why do I&.. Look for answers that I know I'll never find And why do I&. Try to hide the tears that sparkle in my eyes Why do I& Think I have to be so strong inside my mind And why do I& Silent-ly w...
Posted by Twilight on Fri, 06 Apr 2007 08:46:00 PST

"Stall" ( poetry and free writing)

The fight is over now..Nothing left to talk about We pass in the hall way with out a second glance I'm wondering if the fight is all that's over The feelings seem to have gone out with the tide Mundan...
Posted by Twilight on Wed, 04 Apr 2007 10:47:00 PST

"Not Yet Titled"

This is a new song i'm working on. I don't have it finished and these lyrics are subject to change as i go. I find it easier when i have a beat to work with, and put the music to it as i go...but it s...
Posted by Twilight on Sat, 31 Mar 2007 08:39:00 PST