Glittery texts by bigoo.ws
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well, I guess, if you really wanna know.... you read all that. I'm just a young woman trying to make it in a cold and dirty world.. but the trick is to brighten someone’s day. Honestly, people wonder why I’m happy and can keep a smile in hard times. It's because I'm strong. Strong like the wind in your hair on a soft summer's day with a breeze that just tickles your neck... but still gives you chills. So I guess I’ll tell you why sometimes I ::glow:: more than others~ I could have died... when I was born i could have died, plus my mom was 43 years old, she's 63 now. The cord was wrapped around my neck and I could be the most handicapped person on this earth. And for that I appreciate the life that was given to me. The life that could have passed by and never existed. Never got to meet other interesting people across the globe. I mean... honestly i think we can communicate for a better reason than just to bitch about your life. I have had it pretty rough at times but always pull through.... I make stupid decisions just like the next one. But I’ve learned that once in a while it does real good to take advice from someone else. A non biased opinion can change your whole outlook on a situation, plus sometimes, there really is someone out there who probably learned the hard way. And thrust me, it is much smarter the listen and learn, than hear and have to do it the hard way. Not only should you try and talk to ::strangers:: but you should try to make contacts and maybe one in a while you'll stumble upon a really good friend. True friends are hard to find nowadays, you NEVER REALLY know who your true friends are and who just wants to try and pull you down.... Usually i'm a really good judge of character, but theirs always those people who try to throw you off, stab you and fucking take you down on your climb to the top. I really hate it when people try and stop me, because they don't ever see a bigger picture. The big plan of how the world should be. Not this crime chamfering, stealing, cheating, screw you "I love me", kind of attitude that everyone’s got. You know, i mean fucking cut things out of your life that make you unhappy, and try to do what does make you happy. Don't put your self in bad situations and always have a back up route.... always. Cuz you never know what mutha fucka is afraid of you being better than them. But the thing is, when i climb to the top.. i pull thousand being me. Because u, me, and everyone else is what really makes the world go around. But it might come to a stop when we cant climb anymore because we killed each other on the way to the top. Point being, there is always room at the top, its just a matter of working together that will help us climb faster. I just had my whole firkin purse stolen from me in good ol' a town. Imagine fuckin that. Seems like more and more shit gets ganked daily in that town than dollar general. I people really are resorting to stealin one dollar nowadays. That’s how bad the world has become. I had my wallet stolen for two dollars that was in it... WTF! I spent charismas canceling all my credit cards, bank accounts, phone service. I had irreplaceable contacts in my wallet that are meant to help Alton. No one knows what i could do for them because they are always afraid of the truth. Have you thought about the truth lately... the whole truth and nothing but the truth.... REALLY! Have you thought about lately what you should have done differently that day and learned from it, and changed the next day? ........ People are prone to be creatures of habit, because in society things are there for your security. But in an amazing world, things don't really matter unless they make you AND SOMEONE or many others feel great. So great that you want others to feel what you feel, and spread the goodness.... I mean I honestly want to be president one day because i have so many thoughts and opinions on how to help others... and i LOVE TO DO IT! I think its better than sex.. yeah, the feeling in my heart and soul is better than the best sex I’ve ever had and its even better than the love I’ve received from guys who have been in and out of my life. Honestly.... an ultimate happiness can come from good things... happy... good.... i mean... its all on the same level..... just like.. hatred, darkness, deep, sad, angry , frustrated, discouraged... all freak u out for a reason... THEY SUCK... Your meant the feel the stuff you do everyday, meant to experience as much as you can every day. Meant to see as much as you can everyday... So what if the world went around and you got paid to smile... a dollar a smile for a whole day..... See how much money you could make... I wish there was a smile counter like a pedometer~n e ways... if you need rescuing.. i'm the person to talk to... i can hook u up... but if you fuck it up.. that’s your own problem! Peace out~ message me~