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Richard Ludd (R.I.P.)

My plan for the future is to chill until I die, at which point I wish to be cremated.

About Me

I am not a monk in a potato sack and nor am I neither a drag queen with a megaphone but possibly instead six inches or six minutes from their point of intersection.

INFP: The Idealist or INTP: The Thinker ?
Healer (INFP) or Architect (INTP) ?
INFP or INTP ?
You tell me.
A shinto priest once said, "I think we don't have ideology. We don't have theology. We dance."

My Interests

preachers , pilgrims , and prophets ; book-learning, absurdity , IRONY, marlene dietrich , general mischief , redemption, linguistics , german, french , honesty, proper hydration , surrealism , cognitive and humanistic psychologies, memory , desire , camp , psychodynamic theory , communication , the genitive case , bastardisation and corruption , darling , the human condition , myself , my mother , the sorrows of your changing face , eternal hope, grotesqueries of love , vagaries of war , logorrhea, dashed hopes and good intentions , funny english , alyosha's onion , cheap sentiment , higher aspirations , natural skin tones, airports, authenticity, nothing but a fine-toothed comb , boys who don't party, erecting temples, building cities, cracking pedestals, mending bridges, countercathexis , juggling mosaics , working class heroes , beautiful smiles, wrinkled faces and jazzy showtunes, the sound of mandolins , straightforwardness, that kind of kitsch, sincerity is the new irony, jake's here alive , les amants d'un jour, sitting on cornerstones counting the time in quarter tones to ten , mining , tapping into the collective unconscious , the revolutionary spirit , bagpipes , salvation for beginners , l'ésprit d'escalier , shell art , stargazing, expiation, burlesquing ignorance, self-respect , mountaineering , peripatetics, social justice, tall-ish guys with nice lips and/or pretty eyes , dangerous propositions, derealization , brand's notorious crotch

I'd like to meet:

Come to me in your innocence and I'll show you back to the garden.Du bist so wild nach meinem Erdbeermund.

Music:

The hyperlinks, including the images, in this section are links to youtube videos , naturally.

Also: Marlene Dietrich , Sinéad O'Connor , Siouxsie , Bob Dylan , Billie Holiday , Laurie Anderson , Shirley Bassey , various electronica and rock and new wave and chanson , Kraftwerk , Malediva , Lena Horne , Marianne Faithfull , Billy Idol , Pat Benatar , Blondie , Liza Minnelli , Emmylou Harris , Dolly Parton , Loretta Lynn , Mahalia Jackson , Ike & Tina , Sonny & Cher , Concrete Blonde , Dionne Warwick , Lou Reed / Velvet Underground , David Bowie , Christian Death , Carol Channing , Pizzicato Five , Vitalic , Fischerspooner , Ellen Allien , Ella Fitzgerald , Etta James , Hildegard Knef , Stevie Nicks , Tom Petty , Meryn Cadell , Nico , Duke Ellington , Annie Lennox , Northern Lite , The Motels , Berlin , The B-52s , Tori Amos , Björk , Odetta , Peter Murphy , The Presets , Peter Gabriel , Harry Belafonte , Rilke Projekt , Morrissey , Squirrel Nut Zippers , Suzanne Vega , This Mortal Coil , Dead Can Dance , Leonard Cohen , Yaz , 2ManyDJs , Frankie Bones , happy hardcore , and even old Pete Tong essential mixes...

Movies:

I watch and have watched a relatively obscene amount of movies. I love all kinds of movies but I tend to avoid movies about children, animals, sports, or flatulence. I guess I like movies that are smart, or humanistic, or graceful , or bitchy, or weird , or what have you . If you haven't seen it, you should watch Hiroshima mon amour; it just popped into my head as an example of what film can aspire to. Let me know if you want to be my friend on Netflix.

Television:



Books:

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Currently Reading
Hermann Hesse- Der Steppenwolf
Hermann Hesse- Beneath the Wheel
Robert Musil- Five Women
My favorite book is probably The Brothers Karamazov.
The Most Recent Books I've Read, Starting with the Most Recent
Charles Dickens- A Tale of Two Cities
Hermann Hesse- Siddhartha—Eine indische Dichtung
Kurt Vonnegut- Slaughterhouse Five
Henrik Ibsen- A Doll's House
Robert O. Friedel- Borderline Personality Disorder Demystified: An Essential Guide for Understanding and Living with BPD
Eric Berne- Games People Play: The Psychology of Human Relationships
Karel Capek- R.U.R. (Rossum's Universal Robots)
Arthur Miller- Death of a Salesman
Cormac McCarthy- The Road
Joan Didion- Slouching Towards Bethlehem
Vladimir Nabokov- Laughter in the Dark
Edward Albee- The Zoo Story/The American Dream
Barry Heermann- Noble Purpose
Gregory Maguire- Wicked
Joan Didion- The Year of Magical Thinking
Horace McCoy- They Shoot Horses, Don't They?
Tennessee Williams- Suddenly, Last Summer
Edward Albee- Tiny Alice
Feodor Dostoevsky- Crime and Punishment
Erik Larson- The Devil in the White City
Gore Vidal- The City and the Pillar (Revised)
Gore Vidal- Myra Breckinridge
Abraham Maslow- Toward a Psychology of Being
Erich Fromm- The Anatomy of Human Destructiveness
Erich Fromm- The Art of Loving
Fyodor Dostoyevsky- The Brothers Karamazov
Thomas Mann- Death in Venice and Tonio Kroeger
Vladimir Nabokov- Lolita
Gore Vidal- Kalki
Joseph Heller- Catch-22
Neil Gaiman- American Gods

Heroes:

Gore Vidal, Catherine Deneuve, and Tania.

My Blog

nutritional troubles

So, I'm doing this veganish kind of thing. Like most things, I just kind of did it on the fly.It turns out you really actually need B-vitamins and if you're not eating animal products your body can g...
Posted by Richard Ludd (R.I.P.) on Sat, 20 Oct 2007 01:28:00 PST

catharsis

So, it turns out I am fully capable of the waterworks.I wept like motherless child last night as I finished A Tale of Two Cities.It were jes' so beautiful.All through the last ten pages or so I was so...
Posted by Richard Ludd (R.I.P.) on Wed, 17 Oct 2007 10:37:00 PST

Cheers!

Yesterday at work I was instant messaging with James on AIM on my phone and he said that he imagined my work being kind of a fucked up version of Cheers with regular customers and a certain rapport an...
Posted by Richard Ludd (R.I.P.) on Wed, 10 Oct 2007 12:00:00 PST

Albees Seascape / Suzanne Vega / Alive again, again

Edward Albee's Seascape is playing at the Rep's Stiemke Theatre through October 14th.The articles I read about it beforehand were pretty vague and I wasn't expecting what I found when Anastasia and I ...
Posted by Richard Ludd (R.I.P.) on Thu, 04 Oct 2007 10:35:00 PST

sunday morning

I'm on the guest list for that Sunday morning movie club thing you may have seen advertised at your local Landmark theatre. They preview a movie that's due out in theatres a few weeks out and then th...
Posted by Richard Ludd (R.I.P.) on Wed, 03 Oct 2007 12:12:00 PST

Sinead OConnor in Chicago!

OMG. I will be seeing SINEAD O'CONNOR tonight!I just saw this comment posted on the Sinead myspace and looking over the setlist, I just about cried. So frigging excited I'm frigging shrieking on the ...
Posted by Richard Ludd (R.I.P.) on Sun, 23 Sep 2007 12:18:00 PST

volunteering . mixing . cookies

I think I mentioned here I had signed up to do some volunteering. Of the places I signed up for, the one that got back to me was the Milwaukee Achiever Literacy Services. It's teaching English to im...
Posted by Richard Ludd (R.I.P.) on Thu, 13 Sep 2007 11:28:00 PST

production for use: my mama produced me so use me

I've achieved a fair amount of insight in the past few days from a number of unlikely places. One of the things I realized is that I had spent so much of my life insisting that I wouldn't live by any...
Posted by Richard Ludd (R.I.P.) on Fri, 07 Sep 2007 07:48:00 PST

addiction

I'm watching this HBO documentary on addiction that I have from Netflix.The expert people make too many excuses. Junkies know how to make their own excuses, thx.And I certainly would think these reha...
Posted by Richard Ludd (R.I.P.) on Tue, 04 Sep 2007 12:17:00 PST

sudden loss

The 31-year old boyfriend of a very dear friend of mine passed away suddenly and unexpectedly on Sunday. I guess I was never taught what I should do in a situation like this. It's such an awful thin...
Posted by Richard Ludd (R.I.P.) on Thu, 23 Aug 2007 02:56:00 PST