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soheila

..speakers push the air.

About Me

i like people. mostly. i love the written word. i am easily confused. i have a tendency to break things. or lose things. or both. i am rubbish with money and tend to spend it on the ridiculous and thus cannot properly live for weeks. i like to sleep. i can cook. i have a goldfish. i also have a cat called winston. he generally sounds like a cat/bird/frog hybrid. he's not quite right. my friends are everything. i like to hope. i like to write. letters are good. when i want to say something important i put it in a letter. constructing sentences within seconds generally doesn't do justice to what i'm trying to say and things can get muddled and lost. i hate it when my words get lost. i like to read. i hate getting up early. or just generally getting up. nap time is the best. i have a wonderful boyfriend called george. he makes me smile constantly. i anticipate far too much. i hate to disappoint.


"All times can be inhabited, all places be visited. In a single day the mind can make a millpond of the oceans. Some people who never have crossed the land they were born on have travelled all over the world. The journey is not linear, it is always back and forth, denying the calendar, the wrinkles and lines of the body. The self is not contained in any moment or any place, but it is only in the intersection of moment and place that the self might, for a moment, be seen vanishing through a door, which disappears at once."
Paul Mah is my brother.xonce upon a time this made me laugh non-stop for approximately half an hour..

My Interests

These treats are my life... and this boy. he is my favourite...

I'd like to meet:

susan sarandon

Music:



Movies:


- A Beautiful Mind
- Betty Blue
- The Virgin Suicides
- Vanilla Sky
- Lolita
- Fight Club
- Igby Goes Down
- Waking Life
- The Big Lebowski
- High Fidelity
- Requiem For a Dream
- Oliver
- The Basketball Diaries
- Dogma
- The Lost Boys
- Home Alone
- Cinema Paradiso
- Trainspotting
- Garden State
- American History X
- Memento
- Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind
- The Wizard of Oz
- Elf

Television:

- DAWSONS CREEK
- miami ink
- greys anatomy
- americas next top model

Books:

- Vladimir Nabokov [Lolita]
- Djuna Barnes
- Luke Rhinehart [The Dice Man]
- Emma Forrest [Namedropper.Thin Skin]
- Jeoffrey Eugenidies [The Virgin Suicides.Middlesex]
- Sylvia Plath [The Bell Jar.Ariel]
- John Keats
- Tennessee Williams [The Glass Menagerie]
- Dave Eggers [A Heartbreaking Work of Staggering Genius]
- Oscar Wilde [The Picture of Dorian Gray]
- Janet Fitch - [White Oleander]
- Lewis Carroll [Alice In Wonderland]
- Nick Johnstone [A Head Full of Blue]
- Chuck Palahniuk [Invisible Monsters.Fight Club.Survivor.Lullaby]
- Milan Kundera [Unbearable Lightness of Being.The Book of Laughter and Forgetting]

Heroes:

my gran, my mum & my sister.

My Blog

laurens birthday week/propagaydance

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Posted by soheila on Fri, 26 Jan 2007 11:02:00 PST

watch it all change.

Time is slipping, like buckles on shoes coming loose, like dresses falling to the floor, to crumpled piles of thin material, dark red and white. Time comes and goes, disappears like a season. And as s...
Posted by soheila on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

ramble

she shoots arrows and stars from her fingertips, better get out of the way, but i think i'm going to stay 'cause I'm one in a crowd that won't fight. she can pierce into my open arms...but the girls.....
Posted by soheila on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

I WAS TRANSFIXED...

... oh how i forget. you know it all. throw me aside, negate my feelings, thoughts and replace them with your version of events. implications can destroy even the strongest of foundations..so tell ...
Posted by soheila on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Textbook Red

There should've been stars, but there weren't. It reminds me of a dream now looking back - I forget sometimes, feelings like those. I go back and read them as someone who had never experienced them. B...
Posted by soheila on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

....

You were right when you said I could have anything, expcept you. But I'm finally understanding how I should've felt all along...and I don't even think I want you anymore.
Posted by soheila on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

...if only i could be dancing...

Don't let me be gone. Slipping peacefully into loneliness, but still entirely dedicated to the cause. How can a goodbye mean so much? How can a simple farewell be so hard? Is this it? The ways you've ...
Posted by soheila on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST