I'M PETER PAN...LIKE NEVERLAND!!! That's my new saying for when you feel like you done all you can in a relationship, but it still doesn't seem to be workin. Be like " I'm Peter Pan" and fly up otta there.How did I come up wit "Peter Pan"Peter Pan was a young man who din't want to grow old. He always wanted to stay young and to always fly and have fun. Neverland was his home where he'd fly to and just use his imagination to create a world of entertainment. He could always go there to get away. And in that world he didn't have to worry about growing old and dying.The same thing applies to me. I want always to be able be free and to fly whenever I want and have lots of adventures. I called myself Peter Pan cause right now I'm in a situation with my girl that I am not able to understand. She isn't doin a good job of helping me to understand it either. I feel like I could either stay in the situation and let it stress me out and eventually it would start to show. Or I can just keep focus on my dream and fly away to my world of entertainment ( Neverland) and not worry about it.There is much work to be done and I can't do it if all I'm thinkin about is me and her, if there is still a " me & her "I'm about to sign onto J1 Productions as a solo artist and record my debut album. The first concept I wanna work on for my debut single is the idea of how me and my girl can't see eye to eye right now and I be feelin like she don't even want my love, like it just goes into one ear and out the other. The shit hurts and I be feelin like I should just move on and persue my dreams and try to get over her. Sometimes I feel like she don't want me around and other times she make me feel like she does want me around. Sometimes I be thinkin she found someone else and just don't wanna tell me. I bet I'm not the only one on the planet who is goin through this. I think I can make a hit single based on this concept. Watch how I do my album project. Whass goin own world!!! Hope Styles, Styles Entertainment. Myspace.com/hopestyles. This is my business myspace page. Yes I did run away from my record company. Yes I was reported missing for the last month and a half. I am okay and I have let the important people know that I am still alive. I just want to explain my actions. I've read the reports and it mensioned how I may have been goin through some problems wit my girl. That is correct but there were a few other things tied into it as well. Right now me and my girl are having some problems communicating and there has been a few misunderstandings lately. I felt like I could'nt deal with the thought of breakin up wit her at the same time as releasing my art to the world. I needed to get my head together, so I ran away from both. I don't know what's gonna happen between me and her but I love her and I just want her to come back home. At this time I would like to appologize to all who's lives were affected due to my disappearance. I've taken this time to meditate on the situation and I've come to realize one important thing, and this is what now motivates me and fuels me to see this dream come alive. I came to the realization that life is gonna be what it is and sometimes there is nothing you can do about it. Everything is everything and that sucks. I hate the feeling of not being able to change a situation. It makes me wanna scream and fight. I'm gonna scream and fight, but in a different way. I'm makin a record. The only way I know how to express the way I feel is through the power of entertainment. I want to move people. Make them feel what I feel. Sometimes when you goin through the worst times in yo life, some music can control you, it can make you wanna do stuff. I want to show them that the art of dance can bring joy to the soul. It can make you feel a whole lot better about life. Styles Entertainment Television is coming in August at which point I will give a personal appology to the world. Like I said this is my myspace page,. I plan to go back and make up with J1Productions as well, so that I can record my solo album project. I want to sign on as a solo artist and move the world. You'll see it all on Styles Entertainment Television as well as me tryin to work it out wit ma girl. Thank you for comin to ma page. Read the bulletins I post. And read my blogs too. And ya'll can hit me up too 612 558-9608. I be needin somebody to talk to.I'm just very thankful right now to be me and to be blessed with the opportunities to finally be seen and heard. I'm thankful to be able to work on a computer. I'm thankful for the internet. I'm thankful my momma was able to afford to buy me a video camera when I was 18. As far back as I can remember, I've always dreamed of being in the world of entertainment. She could see that I had a dream. I thank all who are supporting me and I continue to ask for more support. My dream is actually coming alive. I also would like your permission to post my videos as a comment on your page. I just want millions of people to feel my energy. I'm gonna make dance music for the club and for them basement house parties we be havin up in Minnesota. It's gonna be that type of music you don't want yo momma to catch you dancin to. The theme of my solo album is like "She hurt me, so now we all finna have some fun." I just be thinking that I might feel better if I just yell and get out all the anger and pain inside." I'll do it in rhyme form to some hott tracks produced by Joey Hustle of J1productons. I'll tell ya'll right now, it's gonna get a lot of people in trouble. That's just how I feel right now. The first concept I wanna work on for my debut single is the idea of how me and my girl can't see eye to eye right now and I be feelin like she don't even want my love, like it just goes into one ear and out the other. The shit hurts and I be feelin like I should just move on and persue my dreams and try to get over her. Sometimes I feel like she don't want me around and other times she make me feel like she does want me around. Sometimes I be thinkin she found someone else and just don't wanna tell me. I bet I'm not the only one on the planet who is goin through this. I think I can make a hit single based on this concept. Watch how I do my album project. Every song is gonna touch on something we go through everyday. Like... if you just listen to my words, you gone understand exactly what I mean and feel cause you feel the same way inside too. Ohh wait, and I'm thinkin of changing the name too for this project. But we'll talk about that a little later. I ask that you always come back to my page because without you, I'm nothing. Thank you all. Hit me with a messege or somethin. I bet I'll hitchu back. I want people to see I'm real. And hit me up on my new personal cell phone. 612 558 9608. Ya'll gone be scared when I really answer.
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