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Driver

What.

About Me

After sex:
(her) "Oh God.. That was amazing.. You're totally moving up on my myspace friends list!"

http://profiles.bangme.net/Seal

I just became single. 08.05.08, 2:43PM

If you want to ride bikes send me an email. :)

more to come, Stay posted. :D

My Interests

Friends, cute girls, sex, music, movies, I think I already mentioned cute girls, but they're definitely worth mentioning again, alcohol, bikes, cars, alcohol and sex are definitely worth mentioning again, too..

I'd like to meet:



The one person I would like to meet, (We’ll call her Jane) does not exist, can not exist. It is humanitarily (yes I made that word up.) impossible for Jane to exist. I have seen bits and pieces of her in many different women throughout my life. However all of these individual traits and descriptions I speak of could never actually exist in one single entity. Jane would be a contradiction to herself as well as to that of any known typical or atypical form of social acceptance or non-acceptance.

The way that global society shapes and develops young malleable children into strong grown adults would also keep Jane from existing. Society itself as well as daily interaction with various forms of said society would tear apart any sort of individuality and shape Jane into something other than the person of which I speak well before she was mature enough to develop the persona that would be required to deny society its requested metamorphic transition from human larva into the tainted butterflies so many of us hopelessly try and catch.

If Jane were to actually exist she would be of such importance to society as a whole that the chances of her and I meeting (and interacting to a point acceptable by myself.) would be of such non-significance that it would be trivial to pursue.

Also, the fact that society and those that dwell within it have already had thirty three years to mold and shape me into the individual that I am today would also play a large role on Jane’s non-existence. I would inevitably fail to control the things about myself that I try so hard to keep in check. One day I would open my clenched fist to see the lifeless remains of the untainted butterfly I have unintentionally crushed to death while trying to protect and keep hold of.

So there you have it. The one person I would like to meet, in all honesty, is the one person I hope I never have the pleasure of introducing myself to.

-Driver

Music:

Bush Mouth .. Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com

Heroes:

Jane, Me

My Blog

A dream I just woke up from - 10:08pm, 10.08.08 -

OK, I just woke up and started typing this. This was typed in sleepyface mode to document what I remember about a dream I just had and save for spelling I'm not going to do any editing to it. It's how...
Posted by Driver on Thu, 09 Oct 2008 08:42:00 PST

Wisdom vs. Intelligence

Well, I just finished off all the Jack and it's only 10:40PM.. Listening to Metallica's cover of 'Turn the page'.. Good shit. Sitting here thinking, the mind is spinning like a top. Damn I'm pissed I ...
Posted by Driver on Mon, 15 Sep 2008 09:32:00 PST

Third - 08.24.08 - 2:24AM

Renée ? I met her at the same pool hall. I don't remember the exact circumstances; I think we were both drunk? I was 18 and she was younger. A very gorgeous girl, she had long straight sandy blond hai...
Posted by Driver on Sun, 24 Aug 2008 12:24:00 PST

Second - 08.22.08 - 1:43am

Tammy P, I'd frequented a pool hall across from the Northpark mall in Joplin Missouri called 'Spookys'. I'd had many friends there and I'd go there quite often to play pool, just about every night act...
Posted by Driver on Fri, 22 Aug 2008 11:46:00 PST

First. - 08.22.08 - 1:13am

Jennifer G, I saw her in the hallways between classes. She was so undeniably beautiful. I wasn't her type, I was sure of that. Between classes, if I noticed she was looking at me I would loo...
Posted by Driver on Fri, 22 Aug 2008 11:13:00 PST

Acceptance. - 08.19.1:35AM

An elaboration, Jack's a great friend. I found out a long time ago that in times of need he's always there for me. Ready to create an emotional bond when no one else has the time or energy. I know I c...
Posted by Driver on Tue, 19 Aug 2008 11:33:00 PST

Sadistic

sadisticOne entry found. sadism       Main Entry: sa·dism  Pronunciation: ..Ès-Ìdi-zYm, Èsa-.. Function: noun Etymology: International Scientific Vocabulary, from Marquis de...
Posted by Driver on Wed, 06 Aug 2008 09:43:00 PST

masochistic

masochisticOne entry found. masochism       Main Entry: mas·och·ism   Pronunciation: ..Èma-sY-Ìki-zYm, Èma-zY- also Èm-.. Function: noun Etymology: International Scient...
Posted by Driver on Wed, 06 Aug 2008 09:42:00 PST