[CARA "chainsaw to the throat" CHAOS]

About Me

BRING THE

MOTHERFUCKING

RUCKUS

the name is cara
the crime is violence

fate. karma. astrology.
its a way of life..

i really need to find balance in my life. everyday just seems like im waisting away a perfectly good chance to do something real. i find myself getting caught up in everybodys lives and caring too much about people, to only find out its almost pointless. people are who they choose to be.. i myself cannot change that.. i need to learn to rely on myself.. and not give a fuck about what anybody else wants.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

I WOULD REALLY ENJOY MEETING;
bitches down to chicken fight in metal moshes
people who stay true to their beliefs.

Music:

As Blood Runs Black
Knights Of The Abyss
Rose Funeral Waking The Cadaver
Job For A Cowboy
Cattle Decapitation
Skinless
We Came With Broken Teeth
Abigail Williams
Faceless
Winds Of Plague
Last House On The Left
Sea Of Treachery
Bring Me The Horizon
Haste The Day
Belay My Last
I Declare War

Movies:

STAR WARS.

Television:

UFC [mixed martial arts]
L O S T.

Heroes:

ande i love you.. even though we fight too much, i know we stay together with good intentions of fixing our problems. you are often the only person i can really depend on to be there for me.. i adore you too much to let you go.. so please... help me fix this mess we've made of things?

you had me at BREE BREEEE baby together we stand, divided we fall.
im not myself without you..

& THEN THERE IS:
Shane Patrick Crosby
-"born in a world, raised in hell"
bro&&sis for liiife.

My Blog

to my friends

[COMPLETLY RANDOM ORDER]1.] Do you remember how we became friends? How we promised that those circumstances we going to make us so close.. we would never fight.. and always be true to eachother....
Posted by [CARA "chainsaw to the throat" CHAOS] on Thu, 13 Mar 2008 11:28:00 PST

FAKE PROFILES

PROOF! this is my only account.FAKE 1FAKE 2FAKE 3FAKE 4FAKE 5FAKE 6FAKE 7FAKE 8FAKE 9FAKE 10FAKE 11FAKE 12FAKE 13FAKE 14FAKE 15FAKE 16FAKE 17FAKE 18FAKE 19FAKE 20if you find anymore please let me know...
Posted by [CARA "chainsaw to the throat" CHAOS] on Fri, 08 Feb 2008 07:19:00 PST

Second helpings.

With handfuls of chances,we will get by through hope.Can suckers be blamed for mistakes?The mistake of leading you into me...Into my arms, my heart,to only leave by a scene.Baby put on a show to remem...
Posted by [CARA "chainsaw to the throat" CHAOS] on Wed, 30 Jan 2008 02:52:00 PST

just remember to put up a fight.

i realized this one day.. and decided to write it down... i hope i can remember this when feeling down...jealousy is such a waste of time. there is always going to be somebody prettier, smarter, sexie...
Posted by [CARA "chainsaw to the throat" CHAOS] on Thu, 06 Dec 2007 03:07:00 PST