About Me
I SHOULD HAVEI should have turned my heart away,
That second, that minute, that hour, that day.
When from your lips I heard you say,
You really cared, you were going to stay.Always by my side, I thought indeed,
Amazed I guess , the winner was greed.
How easy, it seemed to me, my pain you crave, from what you feed.
Not a single sorry, no action put forth, to make your wrong just another part,
Of a game you play, with a wounded heart, a bad idea from the start.I should have left that wall alone,
That stood between me and waylong.
To good to be true, blinding myself to protect,
I continued to ignore, just to hope I would get.
An open opportunity to let love take affect.I should have known, you didnâ??t give a fuck,
And for this I am sorry, you really do suck.
In a heartbeat my ignorance would take you back.
But why? What for? Trust is something It would lack.I should have taken two steps back, Instead of joining you in the sack.
So scared that how I feel will allow me to make,
The same mistake my heart wont be able to take.
Maybe you can be the man this time and somehow prevent this for heavens sake.I should have never cried a tear,
Knowing you would return to Heaven, a painful fear.
What she has, I havenâ??t a clue.
But really hope that its worth the bill due.When you , the only thing I get up for each day,
Be turned around to make me act,
Like I am bed ridden, on my death bed I lay.
Hope you can sleep each night in peace,
Knowing you destroyed my heart, it lies deceased.I should have kept your curiosity aroused,
Let you assume that I was just playing around.
Not to let you touch me deep down inside,
And use your heart and feelings for a free ride.My feelings right now are lost and forlorn
Not sure if I hate you or if I created a love storm.
Just to be the better person I am
Take a piece of advise, cause I know you can.If ever you read this please keep this in mind.
Never, no matter where you look, a bind like we had will you find.
The person to blame, they do not exist.
But just to let you know, your name made the list.
