Rotten

8.27.08
You say abomination?!?

I say Obama-Nation

7.19.08
Things are changing for the better.
And I usually hate change.
Imagine that... :D
<3<3<3<3

7.09.08
I've read what you wrote for me atleast 30 times. It's beautiful... I thought you should know that.
I just wish you had written it for someone else. Someone who could say the same nice things about you.

7.07.08
Last night I drank enough alcohol to kill a skinny girl...
I think I'll take it easy for a hot minute.

7.05.08
Have you ever stopped to think that maybe I'm not interested in you because you're TOO interested in me? Back off baby cakes... It's all going to be ok. :D

6.30.08
I'm doing a fantastic job of being a fuck up.
Jello shot photos coming soon.

6.19.08
I'm going to be a fuck up.
I deserve it.
Being out of control isn't bad as long as it's a goal.
:D

Wanna join me on my spiral down?

5.23.08
I'm seeing now that nothing is ever going to be the same. I need a new crowd.. and it doesnt feel fair. :(

5.08.08
I need more...
Love
Dancing
Sing alongs
roof top jam sessions
Drug related creativity
Long lost friends
Beer related black-outs
5 A.M. heart-to-hearts
endless parties that melt together
3 day weekends
orangepinkyellowbluegreen dolphins

I'm done with...
Arguing
Stress
hang-overs/coming down
Cigarette smoke
debbie downers
Haters
passing judgement
Shitty relationships

It's almost the Summer of "No Hate in '08" You can either join me in making this the best fucking Summer we have ever had...

Or you could take a first-class train to lame-town.

4.24.08
something is going to have to change.. Very soon. I've been having a hard time keeping my cool lately.

4.21.08
I've had a life changing weekend... I feel like a new person.
Plus I think I've finally found someone as intoxicating, fun, and addictive as I am... I can only hope he got a high dose of me too... he'll be back for more. Atleast I hope so.

4.06.08
From now on...
I'm sorry all the time.

4.02.08
Oh, JOY, where have you been?
God, my God, where have you been?

3.29.08
what the FUCK is going on here?
what have I done?

3.13.08
Greyson and Logan are gone... :(
I'm going to miss those little pussy monsters.

2.27.08
Fuck cheah... It's mah birfday. Make me feel like a goddamn princess.

2.22.08
So today makes atleast 2 weeks that I haven't put on any makeup... I never thought I would make it. I feel really good... all the time. I'm not saying I'll never wear it again... I'm just saying I don't need it. I'm thinking that lipgloss and eyeliner are going to be my only weapons for a while.

And also... My birthday is in like 5 days. :D

2.18.08
For the record... I hate being set up, blind dates, and high pressure situations. Especially when alcohol is involved... So now you know.

2.12.08
Sobriety week went off without a hitch... and I'm proud to say I wasn't sober for even one day. HAHAHAMy birthday is on the 27th and I already have the best present. My party is on the 29th... but be prepared.. If I invite you.. have the respect to ask if you can invite someone else. Because you know me... I will be a cunt to whomever I don't like.

2.05.08
Sobriety Week is killing me... and I'm not even participating. :(

1.30.08
I am Repulsive...

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1.27.08
I'm dead. D-E-A-Ddead and confused.

1.26.08
I'm becoming an alcoholic.

Next week.

1.23.08
In a world where you're only as good as the last dick you sucked... I am queen of the world.

1.10.08
Before you judge me... look at yourself. You're so naive. I feel sorry for you. :/

1.05.08
Yesterday was... great, cool, fun, AWESOME. First I made rent money with 25 dollars to spare... Then I spent that 25 on booze. I got drunk and I pissed in someones sink. I ran into some people I haven't seen in a very long time. I was almost on "Girls Gone Wild- Logan's Edition." I played mommy to my drunk lady friends. I made friends with a girl I'm supposed to hate because... well frankly I don't remember why I'm supposed to hate her. I embarassed myself in front of a sober girl. And I may have pissed in that sink again.

But here's something that should go without saying. If you're at a party and you're shut up in the only bathroom because you're vomiting.. I AM going to pee on you or in the sink. So try handling your drinks better. :D

1.03.08
It's a new year... So why don't I feel any better about this situation?

12.31.07
So it's New Years eve.. Does anyone have plans? I might.. just not sure yet. I don't really make new years resolutions... but you should tell me yours... So I can call you out when you fuck up on the 3rd. :)

12.20.07
So... "A Shot at Love with Ruthie Rotten"
You interested??

12.17.07
I'm sick as hell today.. come feel sorry for me please...

And also... just wondering... When is the Christmas keg party? I'm in need of some major alcohol consumption.... Hopefully leading to a night of hugging the toilet. Yeah.. that sounds nice. :)

12.14.07
1:41 am: I just noticed that my internet box is called a "SURFboard" and my garbage disposal is an "IN-sinkerator" Also... I know I have to work in the morning. I just wish I knew what time.....

12.09.07
Chance took his first steps today... In my house. Under my care. I'm so happy now.

12.03.07
6:20 p.m. Kiss my ass. Kiss my ass. Kiss my ass. Kiss my ass. Kiss my ass. Kiss my ass. Kiss my ass. Kiss my ass. Kiss my ass. Kiss my ass. Kiss my ass. Kiss my ass. Kiss my ass.
But seriously. Get a fucking grip... your melodramatic bitchiness and holier than thou attitude are getting on my nerves.

11.30.07
Where is the Christmas party going to be this year? I think I want to throw it... Interested?

11.28.07
The internet and the phone work both ways. I hang out with the people who ask me first. Don't get pissed if I don't call you when you don't call me either. Don't get mad that I don't hang out with you... show some initiative and ask me to make plans. Don't call me 15 minutes before you want to hang out and get pissed because i'm with someone else. I'm tired of having to be the one that makes the friendship work. If you're too lazy to ask... then I'm too popular to hang out with you.
That is all... fuck you, have a good night.

11.11.07
I don't update this as much as I should... But I never have anything to say anymore. Except for the fact that I hate Christmas. But even more than I hate Christmas... I hate seeing Christmas decorations before Thanksgiving and listening to fucking Christmas songs for 3 goddamn months. Maybe Christmas wouldn't suck so bad if we celebrated it as one day and not a season. CHRIST

11.05.07
2:06 am:
I love my new house... I'm home. Come check it out please.

10.29.07
God... the first is really sneaking up on me.. I'm moving in three days. Yet it feels so much farther away than it did 2 weeks ago.
I work today... off at 4.. you can call if you want to.
but you don't

10.25.07
Circle Takes the Square rocked my fucking face off last night. Completely worth the 2 hours of sleep I got before work. I'm really glad I decided to go.... :D
Today is my LAST day at Dunkin'... Come see me and stuff.
P.S. Goblins are coming and they're better than you, Smarter and faster, bow to your master... you get it.

10.20.07
I'm really excited to move to seagate. I'll finally have a room...
With a door THAT LOCKS !! ;) I love my new job, Everyone there is so nice. I'm still sad about leaving dunkin' My Iced coffee addiction is nothing to joke about. Even if it is funny.
I should be so happy now. Everything is going my way... and yet, I still feel something big coming. Something bad. As if October hasn't been hard enough on me with all the death and destruction so far.
let's just pray I'm wrong.

10.16.07
9:36 am: The funeral is today. I managed to get the day off so that's nice. I need to go buy something to wear. Is it wrong to wear brown to a funeral? If i buy a black dress I'll never wear it again. Black is a stupid, bully of a color.

10.13.07
11:33 pm:
Rest In Peace Vaughn Taylor (10.4.07)
I can't believe I just found out... How could this happen?
I'm going to miss you. Your fetus jokes still fill my head with.. fear.
This is not helping my sad heart situation.

3:44 pm:
Rest In Peace Christopher "Scooter" Jones
I think we all saw this coming. Yet it never makes this any easier.
My heart hurts so bad right now. I want to be with my family. I want to go to that funeral. I want to feel the love and grief. Everyone feels so far away right now.
I WANT TO HUG MY FAMILY But instead I'm stuck. Working. I feel so fucking useless. I'm a terrible Daughter/Cousin/Friend and just a shitty family member all together.

10.12.07
(EDIT)
I've decided that I AM going to see CTTS on the 24th and I would like to see you try and stop me. I don't care who I piss off. I WILL see O->[] in Charleston... and Valery better be there too.

I put in my 2 weeks notice at Dunkin' yesterday. I'm going to miss that place. I start working at Giti tomorrow. And I'm so excited to move into the new place.... and yet the month of October is so much worse than september ever was. My cousin is still in the hospital and I can't be there. My family reunion on my dad's side is Sunday and I can't be there. Circle takes the Square is playing on like the 24th. I can't be there. And Robin is getting married on the 27th. I can't be there. At this point I'm sure you all know that Halloween is also out of the question. Atleast until after 10. I still don't even have a costume.
Fuck it... Bring it on November. I'm ready.

10.11.07
I really suck at life. Bridget and I made plans last night to go bother the kids at the Acad. today. After that I left my phone in Mandie's car and didn't wake up until like 1. Doooodie.
In other news... I start my new job on Saturday, and I'm still at dunkin for now. Just for now.

10.10.07
Foody Call (noun) a phone call, page or conversation aimed at getting free food from a partner in a no strings attached, no conversation meal."I was so broke and hungry I had to make a foody call last night. He brought me SubWay and It was amazing."

10.07.07
Dear Santa,
Remember last week? When you told me that I was a very good girl and you said I could have anything I wanted for Christmas?
Well I know I said I wanted world peace... but if it isn't too late.. I want to change my mind.
I've decided i need one of these.

He doesn't have to be the same make and model... But do try for a cute one. And don't worry, I'll take REAL good care of him. I'll feed him and clean up after him.
Please Santa? I've been an extra good girl this year. :D

10.04.07
11:15 am: "You're telling me your secrets as if I should never know, The lights have all gone out and now my breathings getting slow. For a moment I forget that this was never meant to be. I forget that you're in love with someone else and that someone isn't me" -The Fascination <3
The story of my fucking life....

1:44 am: Here's a list of the top things I need want to accomplish in the near future.

+ Save $585 for deposit on our new place.
+ Perfect my "rainy day" skills
+ Write an 'epic' metal song about one or more of the following... Goblins, Dragons, Pirates, Aliens, or Trolls.
+ Create a Halloween costume that, upon sight, will make you want to 'slap yo mama'

10.02.07
Today I'm running away. Keith and I will be in Charleston all day. I don't know what time we're coming back but call me if you wanna hang out.

9.29.07

Last night I drank for the first time in a long time. And I'm sorry if I was a bitch to you. And i'm sorry if I smoked your last cigarette. And I'm sorry if we woke you up when we were in the parking lot. But I had a blast. Let's drink again soon. HAPPY BIRTHDAY DELANEY!!!