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About Me

Small, fit, always pushing my limits.
She is the incarnation of haughty high-mindedness, raging with the impatience of a mettlesome dominative character paralysed by the inexperience of her youth... she is all passion and the conflict of her passion with her obstinate pride and intense fastidiousness results in a freezing coldness of manner. In an ugly woman all this would be repulsive; but Gloria is attractive. A dangerous girl, one would say.
George Bernard Shaw
With lingering love she gazed at the dispersed
Colors of dusk. It pleased her utterly
To lose herself in the complex melody
Or in the cunous life to be found in verse.
lt was not the primal red but rather grays
That spun the fine thread of her destiny,
For the nicest distinctions and all spent
In waverings, ambiguities, delays.
Lacking the nerve to tread this treacherous
Labyrinth, she looked in on, whom without,
The shapes, the turbulence, the striving rout,
(Like the other lady of the looking glass.)
The gods that dwell too far away for prayer
Abandoned her to the final tiger, Fire.
Jorge Luis Borges

My Interests

poetry, philosophy, psychometry, photography. aesthetics, athletics, animalism, auras.

I'd like to meet:

athletes. muscles. minds.

Music:

arvo pärt, antonin dvorák, azam ali, billie holiday, benjamin biolay, björk, cabaret jazz, carl maria von weber, cinema strange, cranes, denali, depeche mode, devil doll, edvard grieg, erik satie, elysian fields, estonian philharmonic, felix mendelssohn, frédéric chopin, gustav mahler, hildegard von bingen, johannes brahms, ludwig van beethoven, nina simone, niyaz, north indian classical, peace orchestra, peter ilyich tchaikovsky, portishead, richard wagner, the cure, tori amos, valentin silvestrov, various choirs, vincent delerm

Movies:

lost in translation, virgin suicides, waking life

Books:

anaïs nin, arthur rimbaud, arthur schopenhauer, charles baudelaire, comte de lautréamont, e. a. poe, friedrich nietzsche, fyodor dostoevsky, james joyce, johann wolfgang von goethe, knut hamsun, lord byron, margaret atwood, milan kundera, nicolas hartzell, oscar wilde, "pauline réage", sylvia plath, t.s. eliot, virginia woolf

Heroes:

“I have known uncertainty: a state unknown to the Greeks.”