Update on "Just Something" |
I went to the doc. today, I have anxiety, which is already known. He prescribed me some antianxiety medicine, to take as needed. I feel like a cheater taking it. We'll see how things...
Posted by Janie on Fri, 17 Aug 2007 03:03:00 PST |
Tonight |
I'd like to snuggle some vodka...mmm
Posted by Janie on Sat, 11 Aug 2007 05:41:00 PST |
a quick blog |
going to corpus until monday...hope y'all miss me. hope i stay sober : ) i'm sure it will be great!
been having some crazy assed dreams...and my hormones are all out of wack! it's ki...
Posted by Janie on Fri, 25 May 2007 08:59:00 PST |
something fun for me, boring for you |
DO YOU SNORE? Sometimes I think i do...when i'm sick or something...i'm sure...LOVER OR A FIGHTER? I love sex.WHAT'S YOUR WORST FEAR? Having a fuckin' kid.AS A KID, WERE YOU A LEGO BUILDER? I dabbled ...
Posted by Janie on Wed, 23 May 2007 10:13:00 PST |
self pity |
I'm so not ready for this. Fuck me, why did I ever stop drinking? That's what I keep saying to myself...and I always thought I wouldn't take that decision back for anything in the fu...
Posted by Janie on Mon, 21 May 2007 11:02:00 PST |
It's always a new day |
I am so fucking greatful to be sober today. It's been 45 days since I've last had any alcohol.
I woke up in the worst of moods, hating life. Mostly hating myself. It feels as ...
Posted by Janie on Wed, 16 May 2007 09:15:00 PST |
so |
The guy and I broke up last thursday...I'm staying at a friends until I can get my own place...which should have been today, but I had too many plans...so hopefully thursday I will get it, as that's m...
Posted by Janie on Tue, 15 May 2007 06:47:00 PST |
37 days of sobriety |
sobriety is kicking my ass. i'm bitter and restless. if i haven't returned your calls and talked to you in too long, i'm sorry. i'm really busy, i guess. going to work, then meetings...
Posted by Janie on Tue, 08 May 2007 08:18:00 PST |
Ten minutes short of one month! |
Today has been a fuckin' shit assed day! I dreamt that Brandon commited suicide, then I woke up late for work. Which means that I'm going to be placed on phase three...which means I have t...
Posted by Janie on Tue, 01 May 2007 09:57:00 PST |
Here I go again |
This constant dry mouth...that forces me to swallow all the time, which makes me feel choked...does this feeling go away? Bc it's day two of this shit...and it's a constant fuckin' thing...
This...
Posted by Janie on Wed, 18 Apr 2007 01:10:00 PST |
