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Handsome Awkward

But the first to cast a stone.

About Me

What can I really say about myself? Well I'm on an endless search for myself and my true purpose in life. I have the greatest group of friends anyone could ever ask for. They support me and constantly push me to better myself. I've made some bad choices in life but those are in the past. I've spent so long trying to fit in everything seems surreal. For the most part I'm just a fun loving kid who is completely obsessed with music. So if you are up for the challenge come hang out and enjoy the ride. The only thing that really matters to me is life.

My Interests


TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: Mikey Fucking Balls
Birthday: Nov. 13th 1985
Birthplace: West Covina Ca.
Current Location: Uptown
Eye Color: Brown
Hair Color: This week or next week?
Height: Average
Right Handed or Left Handed: Right
Your Heritage: Mexican
The Shoes You Wore Today: Vans as always
Your Weakness: I'm not saying
Your Fears: Heights and clowns
Your Perfect Pizza: Cheese
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: Not die?
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
Thoughts First Waking Up: Fuck already?
Your Best Physical Feature: Some say my eyes
Your Bedtime: Whenever I want
Your Most Missed Memory: The first few shows with the guys
Pepsi or Coke: Dr. mutha fuckin pepper
MacDonalds or Burger King: Chipotle
Single or Group Dates: single
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Real iced tea
Chocolate or Vanilla: Both
Cappuccino or Coffee: Both
Do you Smoke: Ummmmmmmmm
Do you Swear: What the fuck do you think?
Do you Sing: If you can call it that
Do you Shower Daily: Yesh
Have you Been in Love: Unfortunatly
Do you want to go to College: Yes
Do you want to get Married: I don't know
Do you belive in yourself: And only myself
Do you get Motion Sickness: Only when I'm drunk
Do you think you are Attractive: Hell no
Are you a Health Freak: Nope
Do you get along with your Parents: No
Do you like Thunderstorms: Hell yea
Do you play an Instrument: I hold it down from the bottom end
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: Yes
In the past month have you been on Drugs: No
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: Yea
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: No and now I want some
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: No. Kabuki anyone? NO well fuck you then
In the past month have you been on Stage: No
In the past month have you been Dumped: No
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: No
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: No
Ever been Drunk: Yea
Ever been called a Tease: No
Ever been Beaten up: Yea
Ever Shoplifted: Yea
How do you want to Die: Some kick ass way
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: Me
What country would you most like to Visit: Italy
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: Green or brown
Favourite Hair Color: Black
Short or Long Hair: Ummmmm
Height: Not taller than me
Weight: Ummmmmm
Best Clothing Style: Comfortable
Number of Drugs I have taken: IDK if u smoke and/or drink anything else and u can fuck off
Number of CDs I own: Alot
Number of Piercings: Your choice
Number of Tattoos: See above
Number of things in my Past I Regret: None

CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS!

Movies:

Any Tarantino flick

Television:

Throw that fucking thing out the window!!!!

Books:

Catcher in The Rye

My Blog

Deception

Isn't it amazingEveryone thinks I'm happyIt hidden so wellWith plastic smiles and hollow wordsThe art of deceptionJust another specialtyAnother service I offerThis one is freeNo one needs to knowNothi...
Posted by Handsome Awkward on Tue, 12 Jun 2007 10:49:00 PST

Normally these things remain nameless

Alot of you have noticed some changes in my personality recently.  Some would say I have become an asshole truth be told I have begun to see things the way they really are.  I know who my tr...
Posted by Handsome Awkward on Fri, 08 Jun 2007 12:20:00 PST

Hidden in Plain View

I'm sitting here for the last timeI feel I'm losing itAlone in my roomAnd everything is shitYou'll never leave  my mindI'll hold you in my heartHow could I be so blindYou tore me in twoTiny piece...
Posted by Handsome Awkward on Sun, 25 Mar 2007 12:42:00 PST

Rich Kids

Who am IOnce again I ask myselfThe same old questionsWhere are the answersI may never knowSo I'll just live my lifeLike the story it isWritten in blood and tearsA new battle everydayJust to keep my sa...
Posted by Handsome Awkward on Mon, 19 Mar 2007 11:37:00 PST

When I Said It

You think you killed meI'll let you believe itI was killed by my weaknessBut forced to returnStronger than beforeReady for anythingAt the edge of the worldOnly one way to goI can't give upIt's not an ...
Posted by Handsome Awkward on Sun, 18 Mar 2007 09:37:00 PST

To: The Face

So here I am againToday was a good dayJust chillin with The FaceLike old times again Daye like todayRemind me of whyI stuck around for so longIt's just so much fun Over the yearsFriends became familyS...
Posted by Handsome Awkward on Thu, 15 Mar 2007 10:31:00 PST

It's All Bullshit

Do nice guys finish lastIs it all trueEveryword they sayTailor made for youI tried to hold my tongueBlend in with the crowdMy silence is the diseaseKilling me slowlyYet I can't speakFear holds me back...
Posted by Handsome Awkward on Tue, 13 Mar 2007 02:55:00 PST

untitled poem i did not write

We held hands on the last night on earth. Our mouths filled with dust, we kissed in the fields and under trees, screaming like dogs, bleeding dark into the leaves. It was empty on the edge of town bu...
Posted by Handsome Awkward on Mon, 26 Feb 2007 04:13:00 PST

Noctus Incruente

Through the wallsI hear her wordsYou are worthlessA lifelong failureI only have one choiceProve her worngGrab another penFill another notebookHer fists do their damageAnother night bleeding aloneOne d...
Posted by Handsome Awkward on Mon, 05 Feb 2007 01:21:00 PST

the real story behind the tattoos on my wrists

Here is a little something for your reading pleasure.        &nb sp;   We begin our story,  more reality than fiction. Mine or yours, who knows?&n...
Posted by Handsome Awkward on Fri, 02 Feb 2007 05:59:00 PST