Your lips,Your eyes,Your soul Are like a work of art The most creative thing of all Is your beautiful heart. If you were a painting No colors could express The beauty deep inside you A rainbow, nothing less If you were a sculpture The clay could hardly make Your figure of an angel Without one mistake If you were an euphony No choir could really sing All the beautiful music Your eyes could possibly bring So here i am, an artist With inspiration beyond belief But to capture such rare beauty Id have to be a theif
On August 31, 2006, Matthew Ortega, my bubby, took his life. Recieving that phone call was pobably one of the hardest things i have ever done. And after i hung up, i just thought oh my god, what is everyone else in the ortega family thinking and feeling? Why would he do something like that.. doesnt he know how many people love him and care about him.. But now that i go and visit his grave site and talk about him to my boyfriend.. i know understand why he thought he needed to leave us. Matt had alot of hurt and pain in his heart... But we need to remember all the good time that we had with him and remembering that he will always be there for us and looking down on us.
To everyone that knows matt on a personal level.. i know ur pain, but please dont think ur dealing with it worse... the Ortega family has more pain then u'll ever know, so please keep ur heads up... and know that everyone around u is there for u...And to Tawni.. I love you and miss you. I cant wait till spring break till we can have fun drunk moments and go and talk and visit and share memories...
One Life. Once Chance.
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Our Father,
Who art in heaven Hallowed be Thy Name;
Thy kingdom come, Thy will be done,
on earth as it is in heaven. Give us this day our daily bread,
and forgive us our trespasses, as we forgive those who trespass against us;
and lead us not into temptation, but deliver us from evil.
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Even though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death,
I will fear no evil,
for thou art with me;
thy rod and thy staff,
they comfort me.
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