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~*MerBear*~

Each time I miss you, a star falls down from the sky. So, if you looked up at the sky and found it d

About Me

I am in college!! YaY for me!!!!!!! I KNOW WHO MY BIOLOGICAL FAMILY IS AND I LOVE THEM!!!!! (im adopted if you were wondering why in the heck i JUST met my biological family.... ) I am jealous I have been in love I cant stand people who are fake I accept who I am and weither you do or not... doesnt bother me a bit I joke around alot... A LOT I love to talk on the phone I love to help people I want to be a Pediatric Occupational and Developmental Therapist when I "grow up", but i dont want to grow up yet... i want to live before i have to settle I also want to study forensic psychology I am a good listener I love to make people smile and laugh I like to play in the snow... it is fun because well i live in alaska what can i say? I love friends..to the fullest...Procrastination is just like Masturbation... in the end you just end up screwing yourself!Layout Provided By FreeCodeSource.com - Myspace Layouts
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: Meredith
Birthday: April 14th
Birthplace: Little Rock Arkansas
Current Location: Springfield TN
Eye Color: they change, but mostly light brown with a gold ring on the inside and a black ring on the outside
Hair Color: brown
Height: 5'7 3/4
Right Handed or Left Handed: RIGHT!!!!
Your Heritage: um i know i am like 1/16 indian and that is all i know
The Shoes You Wore Today: flip flops... black ones
Your Weakness: love
Your Fears: water i cant see through, bugs, spiders, snakes, mustard, failure, etc
Your Perfect Pizza: peperonni and pineapple
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: success and love
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: LOL
Thoughts First Waking Up: what the F time is it and do i have enough time to hit the snooze
Your Best Physical Feature: eyes
Your Bedtime: depends on when i have to work the next day
Your Most Missed Memory: the night i hung out with HIM
Pepsi or Coke: pepsi
MacDonalds or Burger King: BK
Single or Group Dates: single
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Lipton
Chocolate or Vanilla: Chocolate
Cappuccino or Coffee: Coffee
Do you Smoke: yes
Do you Swear: fuck yes
Do you Sing: all the time
Do you Shower Daily: yes
Have you Been in Love: yes
Do you want to go to College: yes
Do you want to get Married: yes and have 3 kids
Do you belive in yourself:
Do you get Motion Sickness: sometimes
Do you think you are Attractive: sometimes
Are you a Health Freak: not really
Do you get along with your Parents: not my dad
Do you like Thunderstorms: like you wouldnt believe
Do you play an Instrument: yes viola
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: yes i have
In the past month have you Smoked: cigarettes? haha yes
In the past month have you been on Drugs: no
In the past month have you gone on a Date: kinda no not really
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: i work at the mall so i am there almost daily
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: hell no sick!!!
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: hell no i hate fish
In the past month have you been on Stage: no not really
In the past month have you been Dumped: kinda
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: no
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: NO
Ever been Drunk: yes
Ever been called a Tease: yes
Ever been Beaten up: haha does by siblings count
Ever Shoplifted: when i was young young young
How do you want to Die: peacefully in my sleep
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: a country music STAR
What country would you most like to Visit: italy or spain
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: brown or blue
Favourite Hair Color: brown
Short or Long Hair: short
Height: 6 feet or more
Weight: any
Best Clothing Style: anything. i love hoodies though. haha
Number of Drugs I have taken: is this for me or the other person
Number of CDs I own: if this is for me then like 250
Number of Piercings: again if its for me... 12
Number of Tattoos: none yet
Number of things in my Past I Regret: one
CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS!its about me, deal with it go take the quiz about me

My Interests

I am interested in a lot of things if my list doesnt do it for you then ask me and i will tell you what else i like. Fancy that! But for now my lust will have to do. I like...Socks Underwear... haha clothing jeans Pretty dresses flowers sun pencils pens markers highlighters... love the highlighters shoes phones music singing stuffed animals rings necklaces art Arguing friends binders with cool decorations yes i am a nerd rain dancing in the rain the smell after it rains rainbow chip icing sleeping stars cars movies comedy making jokes making people laugh coloring books pictures i like kissing, kissing is good for you i like dancing handcuffs cats i like writing poetry reading kids love kids they are way cute and adorable elliptical excercise machine...my favorite cards chocolate boys trampolines computers family and last but not least i like playing in the snow like a little penguin!!!!!!!!

I'd like to meet:

My brother, my grandfather, Lots of famous people... haha.... God, so i can hug him Our President so i can kick him in the shins... HARD Robert Hamburger... so i can meet my hero... NINJA! Someone who will love me, and treat me right, and who will know they have every ability to make me cry, but wont because it hurts them to see me hurt and maybe just maybe i have found him!When it rains it reminds me of you. Although 4000 miles away is so far I still always walk outside in the rain and kiss it just for you. It never fails me. The rain will always come and I'll always love you. Next time you see a storm on the horizon please don't fear it's just heaven doing me the favor of taking you my kiss. Walk outside and kiss the rain whenever you need meThese lonely nights are hard to get through. I will keep you in my eyes by making you a dreamUp in the skies, I look very carefully to see your face. I wonder if you're there, I wonder if tonight you're thinking of me. I just want to tell you that looking at the stars makes me think of you.

Music:

Everythingexcept emo.... sometimes... i mean its like... "hey i stubbed my toe, it hurts... lets sing about it"but i am mostly a country girl. What can i say i am from texas! i love it i want to be it!

Movies:

Happy Gilmore Big Daddy Billy Madison Napolean Dynomite Clerks Mallrats Jay and Silent Bob Strike Back Chasing Amy Dogma Rushmore Fast Times at Ridgemont High Half Baked Scary Movie 1,2,and 3 Not Another Teen Movie American Pie 1 and 2 and Wedding Van Wilder Old School Road Trip Emperor's Club Miss Congeniality The Sweetest thing Freddy Got Fingered Meet the Parents... and the fockers Mr. Deeds Waynes World Dumb and Dumber Black Sheep Theres soemthing about Mary Cheech and Chongs up in Smoke Blue Collar Comedy Tour Blue Collar Rides Again Kings of Comedy Queens of Comedy Out Cold My Best Friends Wedding Dodgeball Attack of the Killer Tomatoes (stupid ass movie) Dude Wheres My Car Bean Grandma's Boy Waiting Boondock Saints and any other fuckin hilarious movies. Yea!....... His teeth were made of wool. Wood? Sorry, sometimes I mix up D and L. Rocky Horror Picture Show 8 Mile Good Advice Cruel Intentions Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles Alice in Wonderland (1985) Chicago How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days The Notebook Phantom of the Opera 13 going on 30 Princess Bride Canadian Bacon Ferienheit 911 Bowling for Columbine Martial Law The Terminal Raising Helen And a bunch of other stupid movies! I love movies!

Television:

Queer as Folk The L Word 7th Heaven Stargate SG-1 Stargate Atlantis Monk Law and Order Law and Order: CI Law and Order: SVU Cold Case Medium Without a Trace CSI: Las Vegas Next Real World Road Rules Real world/ road rules challenge Nashville Star etc... random but... WHo would i be if they werent

Books:

I love books on how to read!!!!J/K Huked on Foniks Wurcked Fir Me!but seriously there are way to many to name!!!!

Heroes:

THIS IS SOOOOO FUNNY GO BEN!!!!!!!!!!! THIS KIDMy mother My Dad...sometimes

My Blog

sometimes it still hurts.

I used to think it was all in the drinkIt made him the way he wasHe swore he'd change, poured it all down the drainAnd finally he'd given upBut tonight in the kitchenI sat there and listenedTo words h...
Posted by ~*MerBear*~ on Fri, 30 Mar 2007 03:48:00 PST

FAMILY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

A new hope of mine has been fulfilled! i found my birth family! here is way to much to describe so if you have questions ask me... and i will let you know! it is way to exciting for me!!!!!!! YAY
Posted by ~*MerBear*~ on Tue, 27 Feb 2007 09:07:00 PST

I ALMOST GOT KILLED BY A MOOSE!!!! TWICE!

So yesterday i was walking to the bus to catch it for school and you will never guess what happened though i am sure from the title you have ti figured out.... i almost got killed by a moose. for...
Posted by ~*MerBear*~ on Wed, 24 Jan 2007 09:00:00 PST

wow! omg...

so i am checking my email... and then i was all hey lets check this other persons... (a person whos password i have) haha... and someone i have desperately been wanting to talk to and missing... proba...
Posted by ~*MerBear*~ on Fri, 17 Feb 2006 12:59:00 PST

The short lived Era of Me and Tarek

    Yeah... that is over though.... it sucks but oh well... BASTARD haha.... thats mean...
Posted by ~*MerBear*~ on Wed, 01 Feb 2006 11:19:00 PST

because i can

This hurts so bad to write and post right now, but i feel like getting it out... so deal with it!       The Tomorrow That Is Yesterday   I wish that tomorrow had never come Then ...
Posted by ~*MerBear*~ on Wed, 18 Jan 2006 05:57:00 PST

GRADUATION! BIAS!!!!

Today at school we got our Caps and Gowns, we voted on senior fun day sponsers and tshirt designs, we voted for class speaker and faculty speaker at graduation. I am getting scared and nervous. THough...
Posted by ~*MerBear*~ on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Poems i wrote, and felt like posting!!! WHAT!

MAN OF MY DREAMS Love What do you do with it? How do you get someone to love you or better yet, Love you back. How do you get used to it? Someone tells you they are in love with YOU, Wh...
Posted by ~*MerBear*~ on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Lies

All this time i felt as if iwere the one, the only. I thought that you had changed, that you had learned the pain behind all of your silly lies. Why did you have to lie to me. You try to cover up some...
Posted by ~*MerBear*~ on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Pictures

No one comments on my pictures :( How sad! Oh well... thats okay though i must say that i would like some one to at least leave me a comment... come on guys!!!
Posted by ~*MerBear*~ on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST