Fred(the ipod)
Harold(the computer)
Ruby(the Phone)
Daryn(the boyfriend)
music
art
creative things and people
Driving to Goldsboro for something worthwhile
swinging
baking
imagining
day dreaming
Experiencing new things
Laughing hysterically
smiling
being allowed to be myself
piercings/tattos
other things
the smell of books
castles
decorating my walls
crafts
blue walls and orange curtains
oodles of other nifty and fascinating stuff.
Pretty things
the way a car feels after sitting in the sun for a long time
new pencils
glass flowers
receiving gifts :]
germ-x
brand new art supplies
STRAWBERRIES
shopping
bright colors
my-hamster[Cosmo]
when people sparkle
MyHotComments
"[She] was just a book with a couple of pages, read it and you're through. Babe, you're a fuckin' novel with chapters being added all the time." --My Fella ♥
Anyone I can. People to love, to hate, to be loved by, to be hated by and everything in between.
A lot of people have walked in and out of my life,
some I miss terribly and others I've been relieved to see go.
I've learned that some are cancerous
some are wonderful
some make impressions that I wont want to wash away
some do.
some become strangers
some become family and
others become the reason I smile when i wake.
Right now I have someone in my life that has made me realize how wonderful a relationship can be. It's not one sided, and it's so much more then what I'm used to. Daryn and I had the advantage of being simply friends for close to two years and I don't doubt for a second that our friendship was the reason we click so wonderfully. The majority of our time together is filled with smiles and laughter, I feel protected and taken care of, wanted for all the right reasons and I know I can depend on him. Even if things change between us, I know it will never end bitterly.
Paul Varjak: I love you.
Holly Golightly: So what.
Paul Varjak: So what? So plenty! I love you, you belong to me!
Holly Golightly: [tearfully] No. People don't belong to people.
Paul Varjak: Of course they do!
Holly Golightly: I'll never let ANYBODY put me in a cage.
Paul Varjak: I don't want to put you in a cage, I want to love you!
"You know what's wrong with you, Miss Whoever-you-are? You're chicken, you've got no guts. You're afraid to stick out your chin and say, "Okay, life's a fact, people do fall in love, people do belong to each other, because that's the only chance anybody's got for real happiness." You call yourself a free spirit, a "wild thing," and you're terrified somebody's gonna stick you in a cage. Well baby, you're already in that cage. You built it yourself. And it's not bounded in the west by Tulip, Texas, or in the east by Somali-land. It's wherever you go. Because no matter where you run, you just end up running into yourself." -- Breakfast at Tiffanys
Nothing beats Rock in its various forms.
A.F.I.
Atreyu
The Agony Scene
Avenged Sevenfold
Between the Buried and Me
Bleeding Through
Buckcherry
Bury Your Dead
Darkest Hour
Disturbed
Evanescence
Flyleaf
Godsmack
He is Legend
Hinder
It Dies Today
Korn
Lacuna Coil
Lamb of God
Lit
Live
Marilyn Manson
Mudvayne
Nickelback
Nonpoint
Panic! At the Disco
Pappa Roach
Pat Benatar
Project 86
Rage Against the Machine
The Red Cord
Red Hot Chili Peppers
Rise Against
Shinedown..
Staind
Stone Sour
System of a Down
Third Eye Blind
Three Days Grace
Tool
Trivium
Unearth
Vanessa Carlton
36 Crazy Fists
Plus A Few Others
Sweeney Todd
Phantom Of the Opera
Across the Universe
Rent
The Sound Of Music
Hairspray
Moulin Rouge
Any Musical
Harry Potter (all)
The Goonies
Ever After
Marry Poppins
The Little Mermaid
Snow white and the seven dwarves
Aladen
Cinderella
Sleeping Beauty
the sward and the stone
Chitty Chitty Bang Bang
Beauty and the Beast
Fast and the Furious
Gone in sixty seconds
Quite A few others.
Dirty Jobs
Mythbusters
Buffy the Vampire Slayer
The Golden Girld
The Fairly Odd Parents
Spongbob Squarepants
The Nanny
Hell's Kitchen
American Idol [I've been infected!]
Frasier
Charmed
Grounded for Life
funny stuff
Thoughtful stuff
adventurous stuff
Anything that catches my attention.
Harry Potter 1
Harry Potter 2
Harry Potter 3
Harry Potter 4
Harry Potter 5
Harry Potter 6
Harry Potter 7
Blood and Chocolate
Gingerbread
Shrimp
Cupcake
Strange Highways
Attention.Deficit.Disorder
The Face
Cold Fire
Intensity
Odd Thomas
Forever Odd
Brother Odd
By the Light of the Mood
Vampire Diaries
Holes
Be More Chill
His Dark Materials
The Series of Unfortunate Events
The Dark is Rising
Turnabout
1984
The Green Mile
The Lost Years of Merlin
The Seven Songs of Merlin
The Fires of Merlin
The Mirror of Merlin
The Wings of Merlin
The Vampire Kiss
Many others that the titles have slipped my mind.
the lesson of the moth by archy (Don Marquis)
i was talking to a moth
the other evening
he was trying to break into
an electric light bulb
and fry himself on the wires
why do you fellows
pull this stunt i asked him
because it is the conventional
thing for moths or why
if that had been an uncovered
candle instead of an electric
light bulb you would
now be a small unsightly cinder
have you no sense
plenty of it he answered
but at times we get tired
of using it
we get bored with the routine
and crave beauty
and excitement
fire is beautiful
and we know that if we get
too close it will kill us
but what does that matter
it is better to be happy
for a moment
and be burned up with beauty
than to live a long time
and be bored all the while
so we wad all our life up
into one little roll
and then we shoot the roll
that is what life is for
it is better to be a part of beauty
for one instant and then to cease to
exist than to exist forever
and never be a part of beauty
our attitude toward life
is to come easy go easy
we are like human beings
used to be before they became
too civilized to enjoy themselves
and before i could argue him
out of his philosophy
he went and immolated himself
on a patent cigar lighter
i do not agree with him
myself i would rather have
half the happiness and twice
the longevity
but at the same time i wish
there was something i wanted
as badly as he wanted to fry himself
archy