Thank you for this day. |
I changed my page, and rearranged it, in retrospect myself as well. It's nice to hear some poetry, swallowing life instead of wallowing in self-pity. A little poke to remind myself to joke i...
Posted by Mai. on Tue, 12 Dec 2006 08:08:00 PST |
Oh love, how you rip into me and lead me so far from the truth. |
I can not count the number of times I have sought out despair, knowing it to be my only friend. In these times, I have stared out my window on to a blanket of whiteness, enchanted by the streetli...
Posted by Mai. on Sat, 09 Dec 2006 09:03:00 PST |
fast forward and rewind |
It's always important to have something to look forward to, otherwise there is little reason to move forward. The only funny thing about that is, having something to look forward to, can either make t...
Posted by Mai. on Tue, 05 Dec 2006 10:04:00 PST |
Another one. |
I dreamt about someone else's life last night, as if someone had been narrating the story and I had just been watching the whole thing. Like a movie. It was about a man, and I suppose I'll j...
Posted by Mai. on Tue, 28 Nov 2006 12:19:00 PST |
this wave, is hard to ride |
If I was ever an ocean at one point, my waves would be sporadic and difficult to judge in size. I have music in my ears to block out those waves of thoughts, that oddly enough I am conjuring up at thi...
Posted by Mai. on Sun, 19 Nov 2006 12:57:00 PST |
A tribute to my past and to you. |
It amazes me when I see how many people read my writing. I never started this blog with the expectation that people would read it. In fact, it was mainly because my typing skills got better, bore...
Posted by Mai. on Fri, 17 Nov 2006 01:03:00 PST |
"In the army," he said, "Your life is in someone else's hands. It creates a strong bond." |
I have written a few lines previously, though they are now deleted and unlike pen, the words are undecipherable. Today is a funny day, for I don't have much to say or rather I am not sure how to write...
Posted by Mai. on Sun, 12 Nov 2006 11:37:00 PST |
My dream |
I had a dream I was waiting for the world to end. I wasn't sure when it would happen, but I knew that it would, and I knew how. The world would be overcome with this tremendous heat and fire, and lite...
Posted by Mai. on Mon, 23 Oct 2006 07:13:00 PST |
it wasn't really raining at all |
I'm trying to practice the art of unattachment.. being attached to anything can really throw you off your course. I realized I was too attached to my pants, and the notion that I'm not young anymore. ...
Posted by Mai. on Wed, 18 Oct 2006 06:45:00 PST |
celebrating the good |
I painted my toenails two weeks ago. The paint is still on them, virtually unchipped. I took scissors to my hair. I had an artshow two days ago. My paintings remain in a plastic bag, wrapped in newspa...
Posted by Mai. on Sat, 14 Oct 2006 09:23:00 PST |
