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About Me

Myspace Graphics
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-sarah silverman
basically, i'm kind of a big nerd.. but i'm okay with that.
i'm a lesbian, feminist, artist, massage therapist, vegetarian, hippie. (and apparently a cliche)
i like listening to the rain, but i'm scared of thunder. i'm completely idealistic and quite naive. the hardest lesson i've ever had to learn is that not everyone is like me and i can't trust everyone like i want to. i like drinking fancy wheat beers from countries i've never been to, but i cannot however, swallow a shot. i'm a lightweight. my friends like to pick me up and swing me around whenever they see me. i carry a knife with me everywhere i go that i affectionately call 'stabby'. i am often told i look like a 12 year old girl. i swear like a sailor, especially when i'm not supposed to. i work nights in a warehouse and also in a chiropractic office doing massage. my dream someday is to do massage almost exclusively for old people because they are the best. i like being alone and watching porn, although they don't have to go hand in hand. i have a soft spot for a pretty face and i blush often.
and not to fall short of anyone's expectations, i'm pro-choice, anti-bush, anti-capitalism, pro-gay marriage and otherwise just a huge fuckin liberal.
AOL: xxclovergrrlxx
yahoo: cloverneko

My Interests

making comics, painting, playing ddr, having discussions over coffee, smoking, meditating, qigong, reading, protesting, drinking, traveling, discussing spirituality, and doing whatever makes me happy at the moment. i like going to clubs, but i really dislike dancing to rap/r&b and prefer either techno or punk. i 3 mosh pits, and believe me, i get the shit kicked out of me.

I'd like to meet:

i hate that this is necessary, but...
guys, i am seriously gay. i only date/fuck women. you're not going to "turn me". i don't need a dick. i'm not going to send you naked pictures of myself or my "friends". i'm not going to give you a detailed explanation of what "two girls do together". so seriously, if you're looking for more than a friend... go find a bi girl. i'm a fucking lesbian and i'd rather cut off your dick than suck it. got that?

best band in the history of music.

"like stars, so small.
like us, when we fall...
like beggars, like whores,
like lovers, GET UP!"

Music:

sleater-kinney, rilo kiley, radiohead, le tigre, the yeah yeah yeahs, bikini kill, tsunami bomb, pj harvey, imogen heap, regina spektor, the postal service, tegan and sara, fabulous disaster, the lunachicks, gorillaz, ani difranco, joni mitchell, bjork, bonnie pink, the cranberries, sheryl crow, M.I.A., dixie chicks, mary timony, kinnie starr, L7, bad religion, mindless self indulgence, portishead, three mile pilot, tupac, 7 year bitch, the shins, the decemberists, tori amos, jimmy eat world, nofx, more stuff.

Movies:

amelie, DEBS, eulogy, kill bill, eternal sunshine of the spotless mind, garden state, prey for rock and roll, hedwig and the angry inch, superstar, titus, ghost world and fried green tomatoes.

Television:

the L word, sarah silverman show, six feet under, veronica mars, family guy, xena, survivorman, wonderfalls. i like to watch documentaries about things i'm not really interested in too, because i'm a nerd.

Books:

books that have deeply influenced me:
"the buddha in daily life" by richard causton, "the women's room" by marilyn french, "cunt: a declaration of independence" by inga musico, "the perks of being a wallflower" by stephen chbosky and "summer sisters" by judy blume.

Heroes:

eve ensler, gloria steinem, xena, debbie harry, susan b. anthony, margaret sanger, kathleen hanna, and carrie brownstein.

My Blog

vanish away.

i wish i could control my brain. then i could keep it from thinking dumb thoughts.maybe then i could also keep my body from doing dumb things and my mouth from speaking dumb words.i am really going to...
Posted by just made for love. on Fri, 22 Jun 2007 06:24:00 PST

party like a- party like a rockstar.

fuck my kidneys are angry at me today. i've pretty much been drunk since 6pm friday night.jon and i started drinking...went out to some boat thing at st. claire shores. our goal was to break up a rich...
Posted by just made for love. on Sun, 17 Jun 2007 11:47:00 PST

the beatles were wrong.

happiness is not a loaded gun (bang bang shoot shoot)happiness is driving down the highway on a warm summer night with a rockstar between your legs (the drink), the windows rolled down, a cigarette in...
Posted by just made for love. on Tue, 12 Jun 2007 06:40:00 PST

public service announcement.

love is like a sickness that you just need to let run it's route and get out of your system. seriously, it's like the flu or something.-haidieveryone keeps telling me i'm not a terrible person, but i'...
Posted by just made for love. on Sun, 10 Jun 2007 01:39:00 PST

i never want to go back...

...to work.that place is fucking haunted. i thought i was the only one who sees them...but no... like 5 other people who work close to my department do too. i seriously just always put it off on being...
Posted by just made for love. on Tue, 05 Jun 2007 06:00:00 PST

typical girl gets the typical boy.

so i'm pretty sure my new song is awesome. hey, let's kick itstop, just lick itlet you start it'cause 'cause it's so easyyou like it my wayand i know itso let's do itdo it do it real goodbest lyrics e...
Posted by just made for love. on Mon, 04 Jun 2007 07:27:00 PST

singing again. sing. sing. sing again.

i miss something but i don't know what it is...because what i miss doesn't exist anymore. how strange. it's all gone but something lingers on. a place i used to call home. now me, you, and the ghost.....
Posted by just made for love. on Sat, 02 Jun 2007 06:21:00 PST

infinite.

just wanted to say that today very well might have been the most amazing day of my life. anyone who has read perks of being a wallflower.... yeah, i was pretty much infinite for 8 hours. couldn't help...
Posted by just made for love. on Sun, 27 May 2007 01:28:00 PST

happy.

i am so fucking happy in my life right now...even though it's all falling apart. i think this uncertainty is a good thing. my new plan is to go out and find myself and that could be anywhere. maybe ev...
Posted by just made for love. on Sat, 26 May 2007 11:10:00 PST

i'm dying.

my appendix is going to burst and i'm going to die. i have this really weird pain in my right side..but the symptoms didn't progress like appendicitis. sooo idk. i broke into a cold sweat and all sort...
Posted by just made for love. on Wed, 23 May 2007 07:42:00 PST