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Ember Wishes - Love Costs Too Much These Days

I never said you were a low-life maggot which should be stepped on and scraped up with a dirty spoon

About Me

I AM: Heather. 16 years old. In Cambridgeshire. In college. In Love. Studying Psychology, Media and Citizenship. Quiet. Shy. Respectful. Understanding. Mostly nocturnal. A future writer. Calculating. Caring. Bisexual. Watchful. Aware. Content. Emotional. A night time girl. Driven by success. Equal to everyone else. Playful. Creative. Artistic. Spontaneous. Organised. Poetic. Full of life. Instinctual. Loyal. Determined. A participator. Sceptical. Level headed. Down to earth. Self-conscious.LOVES: My cats. My brother. My family. Music. Sanguinarians. Poetry. Stories. Writing. Reading. Drawing. Psychology. Japan. Respect. Rain. Storms. Cold. Dark. Night. Thinking. Black. Red. Chopsticks. Friends. Words. Making people happy. Success. Money. Forgiveness. Love. Solitude. Sophistication. Class. Intelligence. Art. Being random. Being in new situations. Emotion. Talking to people I have things in common with. South Park. Uniqueness. Independence. Understanding. Apologies. Being reserved.HATES: People tucking their trousers into their socks. Excuses. Egocentricity. Being called smart. Living in the past. Stupid people. Proud people. Prejudice. Drawing attention. Disrespect. Unnecessary speech or actions. Pretentious people. Complaints about fixable things. Uninvolved people getting involved. Sleeping. People who get laid with a different person every week. Wasting time. Those afraid to die. Shallow people. Opinions getting mixed up with fact. Offending people. Those who are nice to people when they are mentally ‘slagging them off’. Slobs. Snobs. Hurting people. People who complain about not learning anything when the reason is because of their lack of participation. Pity. Letting people down. Being helpless. Wanting to be in Canada but not being able to go back. Those who are so obsessed with popularity, they have 400 friends on MySpace, half of which they don’t know.I WILL: Try to piss someone off if they are needlessly harsh. Get to know others before I come to a conclusion. Try my hardest at a task. Watch people I don’t know to get to know their behaviour. Always put others before myself. Treat new friends as nicely as the old. Bite back if you are a bitch to me. Watch the rain for hours. Sit in the rain or a storm. Stay up all night. Speak my mind. Not open up easily. Never give up on someone who asks for my help. Overlook flaws. Try not to waste people’s time. Check people’s profile before I approve the add. Treat you like you treat me.Myspace Graphics
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My Interests

Reading, writing (poetry and stories), music, movies, romance, drawing, anime, Japanese, psychology, philosophy, and loads more. I love form and appearance, like art and creativity.

I'd like to meet:

People, preferably. Bill Bailey would be nice to meet, he's class.

Music:

Alot. I'll listen to pop, rock, Japanese pop, and IDM. I'm always wanting to try out some new stuff though. Ask me.

Movies:

Also loads. I love horror; final destinations, stay alive, 28 days later, resident evil, dawn of the dead, all class. I also do chick flicks.

Television:

OK all the comedy! 8 Simple Rules, Takeshi's Castle, My Family, Fawlty Towers. Sitcoms... Will and Grace, Malcolm in the Middle, My Wife and Kids, Fresh Prince, All the rest: My Super Sweet Sixteen, Simpsons, Desperate Housewives, Nip/Tuck, South Park, Angel... lol just ask me.

Books:

Did I mention I'm a book lover? Ask. I especially love the Sweep/Wicca series, particularly the earliest books, 1-6, and the Darren Shan Saga.

Heroes:

Bill Bailey!! "They say to me is the cup half full or half empty, and I say dunno, depends on what's in it; is it liquid, maybe gravel perhaps beetroot, prawns maybe blood.. Is it used in a sacrificial context? And they say it's alright we'll ask someone else". Gotta love it.

My Blog

Vicious Society

Disturbing hearts, sickening mindsThe cause of society's many lost lives.Infection is spreading, lethally coldFor power other's welfare is sold.Another murder, another con Won't stop until everyone ha...
Posted by Ember Wishes - Love Costs Too Much These Days on Wed, 21 Mar 2007 02:20:00 PST

To Cry With You

I'm left alone with my despairI turn my head and you are thereWhy are you here away from the public eye?My sobbing eyes fixed on your subtle smile.Before I can state in my solitary toneThat I pre...
Posted by Ember Wishes - Love Costs Too Much These Days on Wed, 21 Mar 2007 01:37:00 PST

Good Company

I can't really call this a poem in my own eyes, just some thoughts of a situation today at college:"Good CompanyToday, an unexpected friendBought me coffeeMuch needed along with a hug.I never asked bu...
Posted by Ember Wishes - Love Costs Too Much These Days on Tue, 20 Mar 2007 02:49:00 PST

Tomorrow

Tomorrow When something is steadily worseningOne learns to appreciate today.For tomorrow brings more terrible horrorsAnd takes them closer to the grave.She wishes for it to be simple,So she can stand ...
Posted by Ember Wishes - Love Costs Too Much These Days on Mon, 19 Mar 2007 10:59:00 PST

Unnamed

One day I'll find the courageAlthough you disagree.One day I'll grasp my strengthAnd I'll walk away so free.I'll practice when your back is turnedAt finding my own two feetI won't lie, I care for youB...
Posted by Ember Wishes - Love Costs Too Much These Days on Mon, 19 Mar 2007 10:57:00 PST

One Sense

One Sense - Rhyming CoupletsI don't need to see your faceOr your body in perfect graceI'll never need to check you're okayAnd won't need to hug you every day.This is all fine because all the whileI'll...
Posted by Ember Wishes - Love Costs Too Much These Days on Mon, 19 Mar 2007 10:54:00 PST

The Perfect Ragdoll

The Perfect Ragdoll - Rhyming CoupletsMy moments of happiness are so very fewI must escape to reality while alive and in viewThere is a brutal dangerous placeI go to when I see love's other face.Surel...
Posted by Ember Wishes - Love Costs Too Much These Days on Mon, 19 Mar 2007 10:51:00 PST

Worldly Egocentricity

Worldly EgocentricitySex, drugs, money, liesConspiracy, instinct, will to survive.Spin doctors, bribes, blackmail, hateCan't change our world, it's too late.Nukes, guns, death, machines,Rapists, abuse...
Posted by Ember Wishes - Love Costs Too Much These Days on Mon, 19 Mar 2007 10:47:00 PST

Panic

Panic - ExperimentalThese words blur in my eyesNothing I can read, just inkGive me time to think!All the hurtful lies,It's all they can beNothing more than passing timeJotting down a cheap rhymeOf lov...
Posted by Ember Wishes - Love Costs Too Much These Days on Mon, 19 Mar 2007 10:42:00 PST

Steady Unbalance

Steady Unbalance - Rhyming CoupletsIt's just physical attractionWrithing with every actionDetermined to conformJust a puppet to performIncapable of thoughtIn vicious winds you're caughtAnother battle ...
Posted by Ember Wishes - Love Costs Too Much These Days on Mon, 19 Mar 2007 10:39:00 PST