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Jana Aestheticâ„¢[SV][?]

its funny when people jack my profile =]

About Me


As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventu ally lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back. Don't be afraid that your life will end, be afraid that it will never begin.I'm lazy, I go to school like every other millions of kids out there, and no I don't hate it, even though it gets tiring after awhile. It's just the simple fact that I want my education. Yes, I'm a dork. =] I hate labels, even though i use them, which pretty much makes me a hypocrite, but whatever. I hate people who try to act all hard core over the internet, sending hatemail as if they're all badass, people like that QUIT IT, you guys sound like fags. It's hard for me to trust, so if I trust you, consider yourself lucky. If you screw up your chance, you won't have another. I know its a sign of character to give someone a second chance, but screw that, if they cared about you, they wouldn't have messed up the first chance. I like drama, especially when it doesn't have to do with me(or my close friends) and I know everyone else does too, it's fun to watch in a weird way, why? Because it's life.It wouldn't be the same without it. I like arguing for no absolute reason, don't ask. My friends think I'm random, i dont know what the they're talking about,well maybe just a little. I'm also a sarcastic person, i like sarcasm, so people who takes everything seriously, just STFU.I wish I could honestly say what I want to do with my life, but I don't. I thought I did, but it that has drastically changed. Now I'm just confused.

My Interests

reading, hanging out, being bored with alyssa, chatting, thinking, chatting with alex about things most people wouldn't understand, anime, ayashi no ceres, gummi bears, sour patch kids,
agnosticism

I'd like to meet:

I want: A boy who doesn't lie or break promises. He'll take random crazy pictures with me, and he wouldn't be embarressed to call me sweet names in front of his friends, no matter how corny or ridiculous they are. He'll talk to me late in the night about the most random things,and he would be able to hold an intelligent conversation with me. He'll be able to make me laugh under any circumstance. He would call me at least 3 times a day just to tell me he loves me. He'll be able to make me feel better when I feel like absolute crap. He'll hold me in his arms and make me feel like the world has stopped. He'll be able to make me feel like no one else in the world mattered but the two of us.
I think I've found him.
[Some]GOALS FOR THE YEAR: -raise enough money to go to ALASKA with alyssa.
-actually go to ALASKA and have the time of my life.
- go to the philippines with skanky. [not gonna happen anytime soon]
-teach the eskihoe how to speak "my" language ;).
-get a job.
-go to THE TASTE OF CHAOS with candice, aly and other peeps [sunk]
-get to 20k by the end of the summer.
- pass all classes with A's [probabley not gonna happen either]

That one night with alyssa and alex... blood , sex , and booze ..

Music:

Breaking Benjamin
The Fall of Troy
Family Force 5
PlayRadioPlay
Hellogoodbye
T.A.T.U
Bullet for My Valentine
All American Rejects
Maroon 5
Green Day
Drop Dead Gorgeous
Linkin Park
Taking Back Sunday
The Pink Spiders
Radiohead
Hollywood Undead
Shiny Toy Guns
Scary Kids Scaring Kids
The Devil Wears Prada
Chiodos
Coldplay
Relient K
The Killers
Tegan and Sara
Armor for Sleep
Enter Shikari
Pillar
The Used
Falling Up

Movies:

Harry potter, LOTR, MY SASSY GIRL, Disturbia, Raising Helen, Closer, Cold Mountain, Brokeback Mountain,The Notebook, break up, The Stewie Movie, Vanilla Sky, Alfie, Bend it like Beckham, The Sweetest Thing, The Sandlot, The Nightmare Before Christmas, Apocalypto, The Hills Have Eyes, The Core, Scary movies 1234, Anime movies, etc.

Television:

Degrassi, South of Nowhere, Real World/Road Rules Challenges, boy meets world, Friends, Anime, Will and Grace, Family Guy, Simple Life, ayashi no ceres, Naruto, gensomaden saiyuki, other anime..

Books:

Harry Potter, LOTR, SVU, books by mark twain, charles dickens, john grisham, the hero and the crown, the blue sword. etc..

Heroes:


LOVES:


Alyssa [The Best Friend whom I love]


Candice
[The Homegirl

Alex

[The Sexy Slut whom I also Love dearly]


Eddie [The Best Guy Friend Forever]

My Blog

Countless Memories

 [Roadtrips=PRICELESS]   -The night that everything seemed to go wrong(no gas, no money, 2 flats) =/ but still pretty fun...thats Sanderson for yah...  [ahh, journalism, FAVE ...
Posted by Jana Aesthetic"[SV][] on Thu, 26 Apr 2007 08:11:00 PST

Signs =]

If you want to sign4sign, just ask =] just tell me:your name and what you want it to say... as for mine, put whatever you want, as long as its nice and had my name on it =]     ...
Posted by Jana Aesthetic"[SV][] on Fri, 29 Dec 2006 08:14:00 PST

Poems

Immersed In Death I wish someone would justCame and take controlI've lost my body and mindAlong with my heart and soulSo many thoughtsRun through my headI hate myself beyond beliefGod I wish I were de...
Posted by Jana Aesthetic"[SV][] on Tue, 31 Oct 2006 06:09:00 PST

Lies

Lies make it betterLies are foreverLies to go home to Lies you wake up toLies from the alterLies make you falterLies keep your mouth fedLies till your death bedLies...
Posted by Jana Aesthetic"[SV][] on Sun, 29 Oct 2006 06:17:00 PST