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(if you can read this). So you got this far I commend you for what your about to sit through/ Seriously tho If you really dont wanna know who I is then please mind yo biz an keep it pushin/ Im about to break down my life in ryhyme so I hope you got some time.So! A new year requires a new =ABOUT ME= sector so allow me to explain letter by letter: Allot of people have doubted every step I take/ Steady Prayin I fall before My balls even dropped/ I got caught between Violence an Abuse while holding on to silence/ I witnessed my family go through numerous calamity/ Love gave no heed it was Greed, Vanity, Hate, Jealousy, An wait theres more I spent many nights in tears on the floor flooding my hands untill My eyes were sore/ After I turned thirteen it was all grow up or die young an getting attention from bullies just aint no fun/ Especially if that someone is your own sister(I wonder how she is?) so How I can I miss her./ Just like Jackie she hacked at me physically as a child an mentally as a teen wanting nothing more then to crush my dreams/ But I dont have to tell you what happen with the fam lets just say that Jackies daughter Sakinah extended her hand an pulled me out of a chaos land/ Touched down in Seattle/Dam!/ I got remorse in one hand and pride in the other / No Mother/ No father/ I slaughtered them both In my thoughts for never giving me what most children got/ I could Spend the rest of my Days in a bLind rage, but found that pain entertained a short frame of mind/ I was blind to the fact that my Cousin was under attack/ Selfish within myself you couldnt imagine the Devils I Helped/ HAd to Get a spine or all would Melt/ I will never understand the feelings I felt/ Thinking of Jumppin out a window goin smack on the curb/ Represssed my emotions puffin on herb/ So nowadays its hard for me to deal with crap/ But Fuck THAT/ I couldnt back down I had to stand tall an stay sound/ KEpt my head up so even after I moved up to the sound I rep The reallie real an this is how I feel/ Wont Give uP/ Tell the Voices in my head to shut up/No longer a a youngin I realized the mishaps of self destruction an decided my worth couldnt be nothin/ I fought with myself over the negative feelings I felt About life plus comlexities of Fate/ But since I shape My future Now I proudly Acknowledge Im justified in steady having a cow cuz my president got to be president.... HOW?/SO Im FUCKEN PISSED NOW!/ Onry cuz a holocaust is gotta cost me an arm and a leg plus im pegged as guilty cuz Im born an raised in this uncrtain American haze/ Tax days grow but not with proper wage/ We struggle to legalize sage cuz we all at times cheif like Shaman/ Dependence grows cuz bombs are steady droppin/ I couldnt be more sick of this SHIT!/ Ill never Use a strap unless faced with a strap/ Ill never bust a cap unless Im bustin raps In which case those bullets make you close ya trap!/ Talk this, talk that, talk all you want/ Im just gonna keep walkin While I puff this blunt/ Dont front I know Your Guilty/ I pity your notions they left my face distained/ Green in my face Puking out my brains/ Let me explain: Im well aware of the happy dagger you attract, Gripping it tightly dont nobody like me so go ahead an pretend like you dont intend to plunge it into my back/Fakers,hacks,actors,Liars snakes, cheaters, wife beaters, beaners, fools, tools an anybody who Conciously drools/HELL NAW Punk BItches we aint cool/ Sucubi, Ghouls, goblins/Just DIe/ Sinners, foster parents fuckin off/ Just try!/ Bigots, ignants,an children who should have been better off/ Lost in the eye of the storm need sex cuz it warm's my cold heart/ Every minute feels like my pereception is falling apart/ People pay attention/ We all should start flag burning one Planet One people one purpose of peace no more west versus east no more being a feast in the belly of the beast/ I seek this Utopia, If you dont......then its probably not worth knowing ya/ We can wait another couple decades sit by while military raids equals soilders pay/ Bitching to my friends Screaming in my Cell Phone: Fuck this situation I wanabe a Rolling Stone!!!!Layout Provided By FreeCodeSource.com - Browse Layouts