D "Life" Wrex

Hi Hi Hi everybody. My name is Derek. I love punk music, and could give a fuck less what people think about me. I am very open. I wear my emotions on my sleve. I am blunt as hell. Previously I was very trusting but I always seem to get fucked over so now I kinda have some trust issues. I am very calculating and use that to my advantage. I am terribly stubborn. I do not get frustrated very easily like some people I know. It takes a lot to make me angry, but there are some things that really push my buttons and could make me snap. I could basically talk to anyone and make friends with them. I love people. I am a very good judge of character. I do not lie ever, basically I say what I have to say, if you dont want to hear the truth or cant handle the truth well then you should not have asked me. I think things through before I act or open my mouth. I would like to think that I am wise as I have been through a lot in my life and have learned a lot of life lessons.
I am currently a recovering addict. I was assualted November 6th 2006 and shattered my leg and ankle. So I was on pain meds for about 13-14 months. I knew that after my final surgery that I would need to get off the pain meds. So 2 weeks after the final surgery I checked myself into Delwood Treatment center in Cambridge MN December 10th 2007. It was the right move. I had no clue what treatment was and did not know what to expect. But it gave me everything I needed to get off that wicked shit and get my life back. Now I am extremely happy and I love life. Even though my life was pretty fucked for a while I wouldnt trade it for anything. I learned a shit ton of lessons that I needed to learn. I was in treatment for a total of 18 days. I have been sober since December 10th and would never go back. I would not give up my sobriety for anything. As many of you probably know previously I was not a Christ follower and despised God to some point. However now to the surprise of many I have turned my life over to the hands of God. I could not live my life without knowing that God is handling all my problems. I could not do it without him.
The 2 loves of my life are m fiance Amber and my daughter Teagan. I have been with Amber since June. Our relationship is everything I could ask for. We are perfect for eachother. I love her more than I ever thought I could love another person. I thought I knew what love was before, I was wrong. I now know what love is. It is understanding a persons needs, thier flaws, and defects of characther and loving them even more for not being perfect. I have my daughter 50% of the time and she is the light of my life. I love her so much. She is just too fucking cute, I just melt when shes near me. Amber fell in love with her as well, and she loves when TT is with us. We do so much fun stuff when we have her. We actually applied for a 3 bedroom apartment and we should get that shortly. I am currently looking for a good job that I can turn into a long lasting career. Hopefully I can find on that pays 45-60k shortly. I do not foresee a problem finding a job soon.