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Give me something to believe in

Cuz this chance seems like it could be my last. And the jar I've kept my dreams in has fallen, now I

About Me

I'm your average girl with your average problems. I'm slightly crazy, but that's expected from females. I like dressing up and feeling pretty, but I also love getting down and dirty playing football with the guys. I don't play games, so if you want something from me, spit it out. I'll return the favor.

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My Interests

Well, I'm an aspiring writer...I say "aspiring" because I wish I could write. Oh, and my Toby can kick your Toby's ass.


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I'd like to meet:

Having recently found out who my real friends are, I find myself lacking in quality friends. By "quality" I mean people who are there through the good times and the bad, people who are fun to be around, people who would rather have my back than kick me and spit on me when I'm down.

If you qualify, message me. If you don't...well, don't let the door hit your ass on the way out. I'd feel sorry for the door.

Awesome quote: "You may know where you are, and God may know where you are, but if your dispatcher doesn't know where you are, then you better hope you and God are on good terms."

Advanced Global Personality Test Results

Extraversion |||||||||| 40%
Stability |||| 20%
Orderliness |||||||||||||||| 66%
Accommodation |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Interdependence |||||||||||||||| 70%
Intellectual |||||||||||||||| 63%
Mystical |||||||||||||| 56%
Artistic |||||||||||||||| 70%
Religious || 10%
Hedonism |||||||||||||| 56%
Materialism |||||||||||||| 56%
Narcissism |||||| 30%
Adventurousness |||||||||||||| 56%
Work ethic |||||||||||||||| 63%
Self absorbed |||||||||| 36%
Conflict seeking |||||||||||| 43%
Need to dominate |||||| 23%
Romantic |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Avoidant |||||| 30%
Anti-authority |||||||||| 36%
Wealth || 10%
Dependency |||||||||||| 50%
Change averse |||||||||||||||| 70%
Cautiousness |||||||||||||||| 70%
Individuality |||| 16%
Sexuality |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Peter pan complex |||||||||||| 50%
Physical security |||||||||||||||| 70%
Physical Fitness |||||||||||||| 57%
Histrionic |||||| 23%
Paranoia |||||| 30%
Vanity || 10%
Hypersensitivity |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Female cliche |||||||||||||||||||| 90%

Music:

Breaking Benjamin, Shakira, Evanescence...a little bit of everything I guess.

Movies:

Pretty Woman, Donny Darko, Moulin Rouge, the Kevin Smith movies (Jay and Silent Bob...), Whole 9 Yards, Girl Next Door, Secret Window, Phantom of the Opera , Man on Fire

Your Heart Is Green
Love completes you, but that doesn't mean you seek it out.
When love comes your way, you integrate it peacefully into the rest of you life.

Your flirting style: Laid back

Your lucky first date: Walking around aimlessly and talking

Your dream lover: Is both enthusiastic and calm

What you bring to relationships: Balance What Color Heart Do You Have?

Television:

My Boys , Adult Swim, Simpsons, Invader Zim, Rugrats, Grey's Anatomy, Desperate Housewives...thank god for DVR ot I would never get to see any of these!

Books:

Anything by Iris Johansen, Jean M. Auel or Raymond E. Feist.

And the Chronicles of Narnia

Heroes:

Haven't met anyone deserving of the title yet...taking applications though.
The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Seventh Level of Hell!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:

Level Score
Purgatory (Repenting Believers) Very Low
Level 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers) Very Low
Level 2 (Lustful) Very High
Level 3 (Gluttonous) High
Level 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious) Extreme
Level 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy) Extreme
Level 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics) Very High
Level 7 (Violent) Extreme
Level 8- the Malebolge (Fraudulent, Malicious, Panderers) Extreme
Level 9 - Cocytus (Treacherous) Extreme
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My Blog

So what now?

So now that I've adapted this new way of thinking, things are running that much smoother for me. Got a new job awhile ago, and it turns out I'm actually pretty good at it. I was rather nervous, but ju...
Posted by I'll be okay. on Sat, 20 Jan 2007 08:19:00 PST

Ready to live again...

So it's been a little while since my last post. My situation hasn't really changed much, but my "system reboot" seems to have helped a bit. Life really is too short to waste it worrying about what cou...
Posted by I'll be okay. on Wed, 17 Jan 2007 03:15:00 PST

The best movie ever...it's called life.

I love to watch people. Not in any sort of sexual way, but just to watch their interactions with each other, and their reactions to their surroundings. I love being able to catch the fleeting look of ...
Posted by I'll be okay. on Fri, 08 Dec 2006 01:03:00 PST

Hooray for weddings

My job should really be better about where they send me...you're never supposed to send a woman to a wedding. Taken women start imagining their own weddings...single women start feeling even more lone...
Posted by I'll be okay. on Mon, 04 Dec 2006 09:07:00 PST

Drama, drama, drama, and *gasp* more drama!

So a lot has been going on these days...and I haven't taken the time to post much (although my other site gets updated more often).Drama at work, drama at home...apparently I can't get enough of it. I...
Posted by I'll be okay. on Wed, 29 Nov 2006 06:42:00 PST

Wow...I was actually wrong.

Sort of. My previous post said people were retarded. I was right about that...I was just wrong about HOW retarded.When you're willing to let someone else dictate your actions, you're being a fucking m...
Posted by I'll be okay. on Tue, 21 Nov 2006 01:08:00 PST

The cats are talking to me now...

So after working an 11 hour shift last night (not like I was doing anything but watching the cars sit there and convincing little old ladies that their cars would be safe there)...I come home and find...
Posted by I'll be okay. on Thu, 16 Nov 2006 11:24:00 PST

Lesson for today

"honesty means simply, stating facts and views as best one truly believes them to be. It includes both honesty to others, and to oneself and about ones own motives and inner reality." (wikipedia defin...
Posted by I'll be okay. on Thu, 09 Nov 2006 06:37:00 PST

Patience is a virtue...but so few are.

People really need to learn patience. Things aren't always going to be given to you when you demand them. People aren't going to automatically know how to do things the first time you try to teach the...
Posted by I'll be okay. on Tue, 31 Oct 2006 04:07:00 PST

Drama fo yo Mama

God I'm getting tired of the damn drama...don't you people have lives to live??? Guess not...you have to start shit you don't even have a clue about. Get the fuck over yourselves and grow the fuck up....
Posted by I'll be okay. on Fri, 27 Oct 2006 06:38:00 PST