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torn between two selves, shot by both sides

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About Me

I play guitar and listen to music. Love to hang out with my friends or even just random people. I dance in the rain and sing loudly in the shower. I'm a sucker for guys with accents. Or good taste in music. Or guys who are in a band. I'm also not the most feminine girl. I can out-burp most guys, and I get along better with well... people who aren't assholes. Also, I am quite the "punk rocker" (oh dear...only my friends will see the funny). I am the weirdest combination because I can be super girlie and bake and sew and shit. But you don't want to fuck with me. I don't take hooshwash from people. I have enough as it is. And did I mention I'm crazy?
Advanced Global Personality Test Results
Extraversion |||||||||||||||| 70%
Stability |||||||||| 33%
Orderliness |||| 13%
Accommodation |||||||||||||||| 63%
Interdependence |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Intellectual |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Mystical |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Artistic |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Religious || 10%
Hedonism |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Materialism |||||| 23%
Narcissism |||||| 23%
Adventurousness |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Work ethic |||||||||||||||| 70%
Self absorbed |||| 16%
Conflict seeking |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Need to dominate |||||||||||||| 56%
Romantic |||||| 23%
Avoidant |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Anti-authority |||||||||||||||| 70%
Wealth |||||||||| 36%
Dependency |||||||||||| 43%
Change averse |||||||||||||||| 70%
Cautiousness |||||||||| 36%
Individuality |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Sexuality |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Peter pan complex |||||||||||||||| 70%
Physical security |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Physical Fitness |||||||||| 37%
Histrionic |||||||||||||||| 63%
Paranoia |||||| 30%
Vanity |||||||||||||||| 70%
Hypersensitivity |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Female cliche |||||||||||||||| 70% Take Free Advanced Global Personality Test
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My Interests

Music, my beautiful Les Paul guitar, thrift store shopping, more music, generally intelligent conversations. Rollerblading. Singing. I love going to live shows, and I love my teddy bear (Cindy). I collect vinyls, preferably original press. I also love moshing and telling stories and jokes. Crazy things tend to happen to me like you wouldn't believe. Like the time I got hit on by a man of no permanent residence (homeless)... but we won't go there. I've always got some bizarre story to tell. When I have money I want to move to England and start a band. I play mostly punk and that makes up the majority of what I listen to. I love going to Rocky Horror Picture Show, and usually I dress up as Janet. I love sitting around on coventry with my pals. Somtimes we drive around with the music blasting, marking our territory, since there is nothing else to do here.

I'd like to meet:

Everyone! Actually, if you're a loser don't contact me. No I'm just joshin' ya. People who are smart and willing to put up with my insane rambles mostly. Anyone who listens to good music or thinks I look interesting. I've noticed that a lot of random people and bands have been adding me. I'm looking at my site thingy and I'm like... damn I must be cool as fuck. hahahahahahahahahahahaha.

DON'T FUCKING MESSAGE ME TO TELL ME I'M HOT.

that's fucking annoying. don't treat me like an object...treat me like an interesting fucking person.

i want to meet whoever did this...

and i want to meet Stephen Colbert.... Stephen Colbert at the White House Correspondents Dinner on Transbuddha

I am worth $1,934,248 on HumanForSale.com

Music:

Good Bands: The Clash, Sex Pistols, Ramones, Cockney Rejects, Flogging Molly, Suicide Machines, F-Ups, The Briggs, The Casualties, Superhero (max's band), The Ataris, Kittie, Silverchair, Planet Smashers, Too Late for Lenny, Against Me!, Three Days' Grace (shhh don't tell anyone), Blur, the Buzzcocks, Circle Jerks, the Unseen, Dropkick Murphys, English Dogs, GOB, Joan Jett, Lower Class Brats, Misfits, Nirvana (sometimes), Operation Ivy, Rancid, Richard Hell, The Sounds, the Adicts, The Bodies, The Briefs, Arrivals, the Distillers, the GC5, the Pagans (cleveland based punk band), Polyphonic Spree, the Vandals, the Sweet, The Who, Vendetta Red, Toxic Narcotic, The Varukers, SubHumans, The Virus, Violent Society, US Bombs, Sham 69, The Skeptix, Stiff Little Fingers, The Riot Squad, One Way System, A Minor Threat, the Gonads, The Germs, GBH, Lars Frederikson and the Bastards, The 4 Skins, Anti-Nowhere League, Funeral Dress, Fear, Dead Boys, The Exploited, Reagan Youth, Crass, Dead Kennedys, Condemned 84, Clit 45, The Business, Blanks 77, Black Flag, Black Square, Anti Heros, Antidote, A Global Threat, The Defects, Abrasive Wheels, Templars, Murphy's Law, The Shakedowns, Total Chaos, Zombina and the Skeletones, Iggy and the Stooges, the MC5, Velvet Underground, 6 plus One, The Brazen Rogues, the Queers, O.A.R.,Everclear, Starsailor, Warren Zevon, the Beatles, Pink Floyd, Le Tigre, Fannypack, the Darkness, Blondie, Bob Dylan, Jimi Hendrix, Bikini Kill, Generation X, Meatloaf, New York Dolls, Barry McGuire, Anti-Nowhere League, The Adverts, External Menace, Iggy and the Stooges, the Queers, the Doors, the Cramps, George Thorogood, Funkadelic... I'll prolly add more later because I always hear new stuff and can never remember all the bands I like.

Movies:

Filth and the Fury, Fight Club, Cecil B. Demented, Hi-Fidelity, Rock n Roll High School, Rocky Horror Picture Show, Great Rock n Roll Swindle, Anything Jackie Chan, most sappy romances, Love Actually, Mean Girls, Waiting, Lilo and Stitch, Any Beatles movies (especially Yellow Submarine) many many more...

Television:

I do not watch tv. I don't listen to the radio. I am not a subculture. I am my own anti-culture. ;)
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Daria
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Books:

I love books! pride and prejudice, sense and sensibility, most adventure and fantasy, anything by tamora pierce, Xanth. also, the georgia series by Louise Rennison (LOVE LOVE LOVE them), Hair Stlyes of the Damned, anything on the history of punk... the Perks of Being a Wallflower, Civil Disobediance- Henry David Thoreau... Catcher in the Rye, also Razorcake Magazine is the BEST underground punk mag you will ever read... and I do mean that. Fuck AP. Fuck Punk Planet. RAZORCAKE BITCHES! I think you get my point...

Heroes:

My heroes? Uhhhhhh... lessee. Sid Vicious because he wacked Nancy (the stupidest slut ever to roam the earth, before cortney love) Johnny Rotten because he was/is hilarious, angry and if he ever read this would hate me for supporting him. Max because he is my female hygiene(is that spelled right?)product. My cat because all she does all day is lay around and puke on my sister's bed. That's what I wanna do when I grow up! Either that or I would like to be my dog and eat the fuzz off tennis balls and piddle everywhere and bark really shrilly. Joe Strummer because he was sexy. All those people out there who... fuck that! hahahahahahahaha sorry... I think I'm babbling and I really need someone to smack me and tell me to shut up. That is the problem with going home after school. No one is there to preform useful tasks such as the afroementioned slap. SHUT UP GWEN! Hahahaha I just realized as I was reading this through that nancy was before courtney right? B.C!!!! hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha arrrrrrghhh..... OH YES! And the writers of monty python and the goon show. and many more that I can't be bothered to write.

My Blog

a late night walk

have you ever just had those moments when you know something has to happen? i had one tonight. i was woken up at around midnite with a phone call. i was half awake and the invitation to go out barely ...
Posted by torn between two selves, shot by both sides on Mon, 20 Aug 2007 12:51:00 PST

Random Random Random

i wanted to write something. i can't seem to remember what. pissed off. frustrated. all i've ever wanted was freedom.i wish i was more responsible. i wish i was more mature. i wish i could be happy. o...
Posted by torn between two selves, shot by both sides on Mon, 09 Apr 2007 12:42:00 PST

i...hate...you...all

you don't know what its like do you? being me? and you don't care. not one of you. there's a reason i'm not around anymore. i have more to do with my time than to hang around with the likes of you. yo...
Posted by torn between two selves, shot by both sides on Sat, 31 Mar 2007 12:35:00 PST

driving in cars with gwen

i've noticed that i do my best thinking, not while driving from point A to point B but simply by driving aimlessly. i've realized something tonight. maybe this time i should try to get to know you bef...
Posted by torn between two selves, shot by both sides on Fri, 12 Jan 2007 02:57:00 PST

public service announcement

fuck you, you stupid, inconsiderate, trash-talking asshole. i hope that some day you get your own shit thrown back at you. and even though i can't confront you in person i will always know what you sa...
Posted by torn between two selves, shot by both sides on Sat, 06 Jan 2007 10:50:00 PST

reccent feelings

i know that the people this is most directed at won't read it. that doesn't matter. i'm going to say what's on my mind anyhow. fuck people. i realized i hate most of my friends. but then, a new year w...
Posted by torn between two selves, shot by both sides on Thu, 04 Jan 2007 10:56:00 PST

i just drank a fifth of insanity

oh what is the fucking point? i just can't seem to do anything right. maybe i'm just being paranoid but i think i fucked up royally this time. maybe i should have been more thoughtful of others feelin...
Posted by torn between two selves, shot by both sides on Wed, 02 Aug 2006 12:29:00 PST

i am not ready

what is love? love is what they tell little kids to keep them naive. love is what they preach to you before sex. love is a line that leads to sex. love is a mechanism they use to keep you in line. lov...
Posted by torn between two selves, shot by both sides on Sat, 22 Apr 2006 12:17:00 PST

DON'T FUCKING MESSAGE ME TO TELL ME I'M HOT

men are the neanderthalithic scourge of the earth. i am so fucking sick of them. well whatever. i am not a fucking feminist or a man hater. i am just so sick of going into a bar and seeing some chick ...
Posted by torn between two selves, shot by both sides on Wed, 22 Mar 2006 08:37:00 PST

a little put off, a lot confused

so i went to see A Global Threat thursday. but honestly, i don't want to talk about the show. i went to visit Antioch. but i really don't want to talk about that either. i should be happie. or excited...
Posted by torn between two selves, shot by both sides on Sun, 19 Mar 2006 08:58:00 PST