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About Me

I am sad, Sad because I seem to care and feel about people and places where I go to an extent that the others do not, and I wish that I did not any more. I am tired of the investment, and the pain. Tired of the retrospect that gets turned into a negative introspect (Since I am the only critic sharing thoughts on the matter). I would rather feel nothing, do nothing, and go through life as nothing and not expect more out of myself the way most of the people I meet seem to. The next day for them is a new day, filled with hope, and yesterday is gone by the end of the week. The amount of regrets and this's and that's that I have, are of enough content to fill up 250,000 lives from birth to grave. The people that I do meet that strike me as amazing and like minded as me, I only get to know for a very short time. Those people, after a month or so, become the other people to me- because they seem to still forget about me, and not respond to anything I put forth to keep in touch. So that, in turn, makes what I was built up about being so great- that much more terrible and hurtful to myself and my state of mind. I do care, I do try again beyond futility, and I always hope someone I have lost touch with will make an extra effort someday to find me and say hello, because they were "thinking of me." Unless I am in front of someone, no matter how well, or how little I know them... they seem not thinking of me for long. I however, think of and about everyone I have ever met that I can remember,and recognize the positive and or negative aspects of their interaction with my life; and wish I could either go back and change who I was when they knew me, or go back to that place, and find that person or group of persons there un-changed, and show them how I have changed and if nothing else, find closure to my loose ended life.Favorite Quote from the end of a good book:"Never tell anyone anything, If you do then you will miss them all."*I am currently in Northern Japan, but I am about to be moving to Las Vegas in August 2007.*

My Interests

Writing, Music, Writing music, KXLU, Movies, Vintage Cars, Motorcycles, Camping, Beaches, Art, Live Music

I'd like to meet:

Drummer's, + Bassist's, and most importantly a Female Vocalist that can Croon and scream and wants the chance to do it all. Las Vegas locals preferred.*MUSICIANS WHO ARE TIRED OF DOING THE SAME OLD THING.**My friends list is pretty exclusive, so, write me a mail or something if interested/interesting. I won't add random people to look popular. Thank you.

Music:

In no particular order: Bat Mobile, The Meteor's, MC Chris, Massive Attack, Led Zeplin, Johnny Ca$h, Massive Attack, Tricky, Atari Teenage Riot, Bomb20, Sublime, Tiger Army, Postal Service, Operation Ivy, The Smiths, Black Flag,Kool Keith, Junior Brown, Dead Kennedy's, My Life With The Thrill Kill Kult, Primus, Deltron, Radiohead, Bjork, Misfits, Cramps, Iggy Pop, Stooges, Helmet, Mazzy Star, Dave Brubeck quintet, .....on and on

Movies:

Donnie Darko, True Romance, Boondock Saints, The Salton Sea, I am Sam, Great Expectations, Oh Brother Where Art Thou, Death to Smoochy, Snatch, Strange Brew, The mapping of the Human Ear, Goonies, No Such Thing, Better off Dead, Breakfast Club, High Fidelity, Being John Malkovich, Fight Club, Fargo, Vanilla Sky, Magnolia, Edward Scissor Hands, Slingblade, 2 days in the Valley, The House of Yes, Spinal Tap, Space balls, Kill Bill's, Pulp Fiction, Tarentino flicks, Requiem For A Dream, PIE, American Pie, Dancer in the Dark, Hitchcock, Super Troopers, Tommy Boy, Black Sheep, Meet the Parents, Bubba Hotep, Evil Dead, Cheesy and good horror flicks alike, adaptation,Run Lola Run, Office Space, Tartan Asia Extreme movies, The Shining, Labyrinth, Dark Crystal, Muppets Movies, China Town, Big Trouble in Little Tokyo, Red Dawn, Predator 1 & 2, Aliens, Mars Attacks, Tao of Steve, on and on...

Television:

Mystery Science theatre, Kids in the Hall, Family Guy, Simpsons, King of The Hill, That 70's Show, Everybody Loves Raymond, 24, The Wonder Years, Sanford and Son, My So Called Life, Adult Swim, Cowboy Bebop, Gundam Wing...

Books:

"How Soon Is Never?"~by Marc Spitz, "One Pill Makes You Smaller"~by Lisa Dierbeck, "Plainclothes Naked"~by Jerry Stahl, "Everything is Illuminated"~by Jonathan Safran Foer, "Tietam Brown"~by Mick Foley, "Rooster Trapped In The Reptile Room"~by Barry Gifford, "Wild At Heart"~by BG, "Night People"~by BG, "If It Die"~by Andre' Gide, "The Tunnel~by William H. Gass, "Hemingway On War"~by EH, "Ernest Hemingway On Writing"~by EH "I Know This Much Is True"~by Wally Lamb.

Heroes:

Old people that seem to have lived life to the fullest.