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About Me

I like Chips
I always felt that my insides were too big for my skin. Like any minute my skin would start to separate and let out my organs and my bones, which were dying to escape. I was a water balloon, on the brink of exploding, saturating the hands of whoever was dumb enough to keep filling me, testing my elastic sheath.
...writing
I do that a lot. A LOT. I'm not a writer. I like to pretend I am, though, disguising a shitty journal entry by dressing it up in a ton of over-descriptive similes and adjectives. Maybe at least this route would take me to Hollywood to write for Gillmore Girls if I ever showed anyone. But I won't, because I know who I am. Actually, scratch that. I know what MY ABILITIES are. I have the ability to imagine. That's it. Unfortunately nowadays, the ability to imagine can only get you a room full of people telling you to stop because its not medically sound. Imagination is a sickness, I guess. An ancient taboo. So I keep it to myself. And I write. And I write. And I write. Probably poorly, but I don't mind.
...I'm FUNNY Dammit !
"On the beach, I remind myself That holding hands is so powerless"

My Interests

The Color purple
*Mix CD's
*Love Metal Music
*Drawing
*Painting
*Photography
*And Otter POPS are the best !!

I'd like to meet:

Anyone who is just as traped in the 90's as i Am.
Hey, no, hey. I don't wanna hear that defeatist attitude... I wanna hear you upbeat!

Music:

THE USED !

Movies:

This is the movie of my life.

Television:

The Best Show Ever !!!
RULES !

My Blog

We’ve had one chance to take back...Your eyes are yet to be clear now

Its pitiful... with my stomach turning deception reeps its ugly head. Its become one of those days...when i've become tired of it.Even tired with myself when i did it. Even as tired from the past...
Posted by X * X LiLY X * X on Thu, 11 Oct 2007 11:20:00 PST

One soul, One life, One meaning

In time...tieds of time just die.Not the real adjetive but the symbolic meaning of death.In time = deathBetween love and lifeMoments and MemoriesFashion and trends Yet you always try and hold on to ti...
Posted by X * X LiLY X * X on Tue, 25 Sep 2007 05:07:00 PST

where did summer go?

This song made sence to me before...but it didnt make complete sence untill now. Isnt that weird. "Withered"where did summer go? left me to wonder when the bottle will tap out. and the sun will arise...
Posted by X * X LiLY X * X on Mon, 24 Sep 2007 10:42:00 PST

or can it...?

Because im sure it can.... *hehe*
Posted by X * X LiLY X * X on Mon, 10 Sep 2007 09:51:00 PST

creates a spunk not a spark

Many times over and gone. It's everything that I have to beat bridges much stronger and wide. Fewer and farther between we meet again. I'll try to do well on my own. Distance between's never been...
Posted by X * X LiLY X * X on Thu, 06 Sep 2007 12:54:00 PST

Are you talking to me? No way punk!

I dont know what it is about work today but its barely 10:40 in the morning and it has already gotten the best of me.I just delt with the most bitch ass WOMAN in the world over the phone.FUCK YOU ACCE...
Posted by X * X LiLY X * X on Thu, 30 Aug 2007 11:08:00 PST

If i could sleep Forever

My Dream It was a very strange one.... I was dreaming that i was going to a field trip. I was about 16 or 17 years old but i looked the way I look now.I guess i was attending a boarding school ...
Posted by X * X LiLY X * X on Tue, 28 Aug 2007 04:17:00 PST

... but in the end im happy... :)

So I went ahead and did it.I got this bad boy 4life!Why?Because im a cool idiot.And it was top dollar $$$$And also because I couldn't see my phone numbers anymore.Or half way trough a text message I c...
Posted by X * X LiLY X * X on Tue, 21 Aug 2007 05:15:00 PST

Having a weird day...

a dog walkes across a crouded street and just stops this guy switching lanes everytime i start to and an anxiety attack i hate today. ...
Posted by X * X LiLY X * X on Tue, 24 Jul 2007 02:29:00 PST

Ill be a brand new day in a life that you hate.

"I'm glad that you can forgive. I'm only hoping as time goes, you can forget. "Whats funny is that...you just always remember.
Posted by X * X LiLY X * X on Mon, 23 Jul 2007 10:38:00 PST