blame it on my youth

aim/skype: paperscissoroxiefinding humor in the wrong things listening to love songs in the dark cultivating fertile minds laughing at myself crying for small things "reject(ing) your reality and substitut(ing) my own" dissecting culture dissecting thought keeping it simple finding it's complicated researching dumb shit getting that bird's eye view redefining success meeting the end of the day with an incomplete to-do list . . . forgiving myself for it finding a piece of myself in youpriceless.a philosophic system is an integrated view of existence. as a human being, you have no choice about the fact that you need a philosophy. your only choice is whether you define your philosophy by a conscious, rational, disciplined process of thought and scrupulously logical deliberation — or let your subconscious accumulate a junk heap of unwarranted conclusions, false generalizations, undefined contradictions, undigested slogans, unidentified wishes, doubts and fears, thrown together by chance, but integrated by your subconscious into a kind of mongrel philosophy and fused into a single, solid weight: self-doubt, like a ball and chain in the place where your mind's wings should have grown. -- ayn randactual happiness looks pretty squalid in comparison with the overcompensations for misery. and, of course, stability isnt nearly so spectacular as instability. and being contented has none of the glamour of a good fight against misfortune, none of the picturesqueness of a struggle with temptation, or a fatal overthrow by passion or doubt. happiness is never grand. -- aldous huxley, brave new worldi see myself as an intelligent, sensitive human, with the soul of a clown which forces me to blow it at the most important moments. -- jim morrisonno man chooses evil because it is evil; he only mistakes it for happiness, the good he seeks. -- mary wollstonecraftseek not to change the world, but choose to change your mind about the world. -- a course in miraclesa person experiences life as something separated from the rest -- a kind of optical delusion of consciousness. Our task must be to free ourselves from this self-imposed prison, and through compassion, to find the reality of ONEness. -- albert einsteinLOVEMYFLASH CODE/LOVEMYFLASH CODE