Death is the most pivotal moment in life

About Me

BODY
I'm a mix. My mother is from Puerto Rico and my father is from Pakistan. The dichotomy of these cultures grants me insight into what a person with multiple personality disorder or a bipolar would feel like. I'm equally active and passive depends on my moods I have periods of hyperactivity and periods of uber laziness.
MIND
I'm the shallowest deep person that i know. I wish thought was action, that's why I love computers because they're as close as we get to that wish. I'm old. My mind has finally caught up to my age, now I just have to grow up. I'm tired, the only thing that keeps me going is learning. Reciprocity is important; trust is mandatory.
SOUL
I know God, not in the sense that we're on a first name basis (well I guess we are cause God doesn't have a last name). I use to be Muslim, then various (2 or 3) sects of Christianity(Including Jehovah's Witness), but that didn't work I though of Catholicism but nope, too many conflicts, then i was, what i guess people called, spiritual: believing in One God and doing good, but then I realized that just like life there really aren't too many new ideas, just new applications of old ideas and I found my religion and swung full circle to where I began. Its a good religion and despite what people think I challenge you to pick up our version of the bible, The Quran, and find things that you think are wrong. Ask me and I'll explain where I think it comes from. If you still think I'm wrong as our saying goes: Onto you your religion and onto me mine. Its a good way to avoid disputes. I'm not looking to convert people I just want people to understand that Muslims in generally aren't bad. Fill in the blank:
Kindness FONT Color=

My Interests

Books:

Series: Wheel of Time, Harry Potter

My Blog

My Art Website

http://surgio.deviantart.com/gallery/
Posted by Disorientated & Distressed.. in NY on Sun, 31 Dec 2006 03:41:00 PST

2 weeks down 10 to go

The end of my second week of the gym, going ok. I feel hungry but It's my fault. The diet lets me eat enough, I just need to prepare it, a few hours till my second cheat day, I never realized how much...
Posted by Disorientated & Distressed.. in NY on Sun, 17 Dec 2006 04:15:00 PST

So u decide to get in shape...

I'm going to give you the info: (all links will open in another window)This routine is good for men and woman, woman will not get as big as men because they're levels of testosterone are significantly...
Posted by Disorientated & Distressed.. in NY on Mon, 04 Dec 2006 08:49:00 PST

Getting Married

I told my brother that I wanted to know what it was like to be married. So i suggested, while he was in the city, that he should take a pic of a pretty girl. Then when he comes home he can show it to ...
Posted by Disorientated & Distressed.. in NY on Mon, 06 Nov 2006 10:33:00 PST

Time for change

They say if you write something down you're more likely to do it.(These "They" people seem like know-it-alls). So here it is. 120 days to a different me. It should only take 90 days but Ramadan comes ...
Posted by Disorientated & Distressed.. in NY on Sun, 17 Sep 2006 01:57:00 PST