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|| that yesterday girl and her purpleman ||

Life is a dream upon which we see, At the end of both it is just you and me, Sleeping soundly, endle

About Me

Hi well oh I’m DT, umm, i am a simple girl in this complex world. Just another ordinary girl with an outgoing attitude in everywhere i go, I think. I wake up at a messy hair … just as same as you, well except when I used to put a pond of wax on my hair. I share the same air with y’all! I love to fight the cold. Oh yeah I know it may sound stupid but I kinda like it being like this, fighting the cold. And the feeling of the water seep through my shirt and getting through my skin.And the feel of the ground growing soft beneath my feet and the smell … and the sounds of the rain hitting the leaves. All the things they told about in the books that I haven’t read. I can talk my way into - and out of - any situation i desire. I’m adaptable enough to be with anyone. I’m experimental: it's rare that i try the same thing twice.. Maybe I was just crazy. Or maybe it was just * another * the 80's. I never be afraid to make a fool of myself to polish ideas, presents myself in a better light and gain confidence. I used to challenge my self to try something new every month. I always try to get a new hairstyles, go sky diving, buggy jumping, … or even wearing an outfits that isn’t me. All I dream was just about death. Even if all people in this world are goin to die someday later but I prefer to put it here as my dream. Just to make it bold that my dreams will live up clearly 4 sure. You know, everytime we’re thinking about death … we will become respecting our life better than before. And then you will try to cherish every second that happened in our life, every single air that you take to get alive rite down over here. i knew everything that happened to my life is something that i have to deal with my self. All i have to do for fun is just about how i cherish every day while i am here on earth and spent a lot of time with peoples who touched my heart in very special ways . I’ve already know that I am here sitting on my house surrounded by great persons and having a wonderful time just because I’m ready for it. I know how to put my bad experiences behind me and call ‘em if I need ‘em. Sometimes, all those horrible memories seems as if they were part of somebody else’s life, not mine. Other times, I’m glad I’ve had ‘em ‘coz they’ve given me a feelin for what life’s really like. I realized that this life wont be so easy, but I am sure it’s beautiful somehow. I learned that the biggest things that I had scared so much are probably the things that haven’t happened yet.

this is what im freakin doin while im avoidin real works





My Interests

.i do loves my friends.

passion berry flavoured lip balm + hidden places + architecture + stargazing + painting with fingers + right and wrong + embarassing moments + silence + conversations at night + everything retro + babies and little children + rain and the smell of wet soils post-raining + Anna Sui perfume + kissing in the rain + last second chances + unforced reactions + cheesy lips + first and last words that rhyme + procrastinating + scented candles + turning music into thoughts + creative +dreams you don't remember + moments that matter + flying massive form + love + being in love + vintage fashion + tasting the sorrows + quirky haircut + lollypop + blewing bubble gums + good sense of humour + silly love letters + avid photographer + black eyeliner + winter + night + dusk + turtles + arts - galleries + museums + brand new jokes + coffee+ strawberry frost flavoured donuts + bass + philosophy + everything that's not flawless + choices that change things + in beetwen from gray to gray + white chocolate + things that give people confidence + starcrossed + my pink otoped + people's insecurities + lace + ribbons + an old stuffs + tights and stockings + strawberry jam + the word "unlabelled" + any outdoor activities + b-ball + street hockey with a couple friends + play a guitar n write a freak song that i hate so much + killing all the tickler in the world

chocoman's amazin killin nose and of course his dangerfield kissin eyes. owh baby i love you

I'd like to meet:

them. for some shitty conversations in my dreams to create more liveable spaces for anyone

|| the sun and the star if they could touch keybuttons || tim burton || the flipside darling || fairies || donatello from the ninja turtles ||

|| anyone who have a dream inside their head || people who let themselves cry in movie theatres || people willing to crawl on the floor for a child's amusement || people who are not afraid to get their jeans dirty, even when they cost $200 || people who will tell you what they really think of your new stuffs || people who respect their elders || people who can believe in something || people who don't preach or push onto you what they believe || people who are willing to admit they are too drunk to drive, and take taxis home || people who love what they love, even if it is completely uncool || people willing to admit their style won't last forever || people who are willing to share their experiences, good or bad || people who don't kill spiders but put them outside || people who smile to others on the street || and of course the one and only mr. chocoman ||

Anyway if u want to catch me 4 chat n stuff you can hit me on yahoo messenger under : huffpuiff . that's my ID on MSN as well . so ladies n gentlemens ... just feel free to ask anything. y'all r welcome.

Music:

what would i say ... i just loved music sooooooo bad . i cant imagine live without it.i would b like a jeep without a key in it . hehehehe.. killed by boredom . that would me sick ! no wonder i loves every kind of music .. just say that .. here's some my personal influence

A

akira

alkaline trio

all american rejects

american hi fi

anguish unsaid

annie lennox

architecture in helsinki

artbox

ash

as i lay dying

athlete

autumn's embrace

B

babydoll

basement jaxx

beastie boys

bjork

bloc party

bloody sunday

blindspott

blur

bomfunk

C

cafe del maar

calibretto

chantal kreviazuk

charlatans

chemical brother

chocolate cream berry

cold play

crownd

curbsquirrels

cursive

D

dagger stab

dale

daphne loves derby

dashboard convessional

daftpunk

daven

dead poetic

death cab for cuties

denison marrs

depeche mode

diana krawl

dido

dj kicks

duncan sheik

E

earth wind and fire

electric six

embrace

enigma

enya

escobar

eurythmics

F

fallen into ashes

fatboy slim

feeder

femme fatality

fever kill

filter

flaming lips

foo fighters

franz ferdinand

fugazi

funeral for a friend

G

gabrielle

garage noise

garbage

goldfinger

goldfrap

gorrilaz

groove coverage

H

her space holiday

hidden faces

homogenic

hot hot heat

hüsker dü

I

iddlewild

incognito

incubus

interpol

J

jamie cullum

jamiroquai

jelly

jet

jimmy eat world

joss stones

K

kasabian

keane

king of convenience

kula shaker

kylie minogue

L

lamb

lauryn hill

lcd soundsystem

letters to cleo

life house

lisa loeb

liz phair

M

manic street preachers

maroon 5

mars volta

massive attack

maxim

medford drive

melancholic bitch

mew

missy higgins

mocca

morcheeba

mos

moving units

muse

my bloody valentine

my chemical romance

my litle radio

N

nada surf

nelly furtado

neutral milk hotel

nine inch nails

norah jones

O

oasis

olivia tremor control

orange drink

our lady peace

P

pas band

peaches

piebald

pink floyd

pixies

polyphonic sphree

prodigy

pulp

pure saturday

R

radiohead

r.e.m

richard ashcroft

rooney

ryan adams

S

sade

sarah mclahan

saucy monky

scissor sister

sebadoh

settlefish

seventh stars

sherwood

simply pathetic

smith and mighty

snow patrol

soltero

sonic youth

space

star sailors

stereophonics

stone roses

stone temple pilots

story of the year

suede

T

taking back sunday

the ataris

the beatles

the cardigans

the cure

the dresden dolls

the hives

the killers

the milo

the strokes

the up-stairs

the verve

the vines

the weekend

the who

U

u2

ugly cassanova

V

velvet underground

veruca salt

violent femmes

W

weezer

white hearts

X

xiu-xiu

Y

yeah yeah yeahs

yellow card

Z

zero 7

zwan

Movies:

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Wooo… im a moviegoers as well !there are some films that had influenced me . they left something in my mind and grew inside as an inspiring motor to myself.
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the addaption
silence of the lambs,
charlie and chocolate factory,
kill bill volume 1-2,
LOTR 1-3,
the exorcist,
sleepless in seatle,
cold montain,
life is beautiful,
chocolat,
gone with the wind,
devil’s advocate,
hero,
a beautiful mind,
last tango in paris,
lost in translation
monsieur beaucaire,
malena,
la belle noiseuse,
baise-moi,
balzack et la petite taileuse chinoise,
le gout des autres,
amelie,
le amor de pont neuf,
le hain,
sleepers,
the band of brothers,
the others.
Empire records,
high fidelity,
transpotting,
casablanca,
pulp fiction,
200 cigarrets,
blair witch project,
dead poets society,
pollock,
donnie darko,
reservoir dogs,
almost famous,
the virgin suicides,
dance upstairs,
schindler's list,
psycho,
lock stock and two smoking barrels,
taxi driver,
fahrenheit 9/11,
traffic,
a clockwork orange,
the pianist,
batman Returns
eternal shunshine of the spotless mind
the sounds of music,
the french connection,
forest gump,
snatch,
mulholland Drive
back to the Future II
edward Scissorhands
the Shining
the Dreamers
Akira
hedwig and the Angry Inch
the Anniversary Party
high Art A
killing Zoe
what's Eating Gilbert Grape?
boogie Nights
the Fugitive
the Birdcage
soap Dish
the Wiz
splash
the Hunger
gia
trainspotting
fight club,
moulin rouge,
starwars episode 1-6,
a beautiful mind,
i am sam,
the God father part 1-2 ( the third one is a junx worx ),
save the last dance,
being john malkovich,
good fellas,
big fish,

hmm..too much to count , huh ?


Television:

Yes I watch it sometime...I'll watch tv mostly for MTV, does that count ?? Favourite shows include The Simpsons, southpark, that 70’shows, Gilmore girls, sex and the city, Ally Mcbeal (dont laugh) and friends, six feet under, again dont laugh!!! n the rest would b too much to say!!hey, but lately, I realizes that box is just a box …n TV is a box !we live in the real world...which pain is pain, n blood is sooooo real! Yell out when u get bleedin'. so, what’s the point of the box !?! watching TV 2 get some pleasure? wooo, I am not that to old ...i prefer 2hang-out with my buddys n get freak out.but sometime, I’d rather b to sit alone @home…hoping that the box will turns into a ball then i could slam it or somethin !true … n still !

Books:

the old ace in the hole by annie proulx,

running with the scissors by augusten burroughts,

escape from zion by dorothy allred solomon,

the lovely bones by alice sebold,

invisible eden by maria flook, the porno girl by merin wexler,

the celestine prophecies by james redfield,

blessings by anna quindlen,

dark bride by laura restrepo,

house under snow by harcourt,

middle sex : the virgin suicides by jeffroy eugenides,

the book of illutions by paul auster,

love in idleness by amanda craig,

the center of everything by laura moriarty,

swimming to antartica by lynne cox,

the true and outstanding adventures of the hunt sisters by elisabeth robinson,

supernova by dee lestari,

akar by dee lestari,

petir by dee lestari,

goodbye tsugumi by banana yoshimoto,

moon tide by dawn clifton tripp,

pada sebuah kapal by NH dini

things you should know by AM hanes,

middle ages by joyce carol oates

anak kolong by YB Mangunwijaya

Heroes:

hmm ... talkin bout hero, that would b my mum!she knows, she holds of power n at times she's willing 2relinquish it.but i think at other times she likes 2hold on it. she's got an incridible sense of morality n sense of grace which is i admire so much.sometimes i'd like 2b a liltle wilder n so i have 2battle within. i try 2rebel, but i always comeback n do what she says.hehehe ... i just cant imagine how she knew me at all. that's so awesome... at least 4 me!

My Blog

3600 to 5400

3600 to 5400. Whoz countin. It wasn't me, I only counting frogs. 3600s stoned as the things unsaid. From time to tears. 3600s + words + nuthin. Whoz countin. I wished everything would means differ...
Posted by || that|yesterday|girl || on Tue, 05 Dec 2006 05:48:00 PST

your shows

What happened tonite? I controlled it just long enough to have one randomize blurbs on pooter before deciding bed was best. So i went and slept. But I just cant. I already know i can't explain how i f...
Posted by || that|yesterday|girl || on Tue, 14 Nov 2006 05:17:00 PST

a little m for memories...

there is this thing called memory. and i don't have a lot of it for my weekend. in fact, i am missing almost 2years for that. pretty sure. give or take because... i dont remember. but i guess i ...
Posted by || that|yesterday|girl || on Thu, 14 Sep 2006 12:30:00 PST

a delightful plain morning

I dont know why im writing things like this. But a few seconds before, I was thinking that I really have to write these things over here. Who knows, maybe it will helps a bit. Helps me to figure ou...
Posted by || that|yesterday|girl || on Sun, 13 Aug 2006 12:21:00 PST

my monday's note

you know,there's too many buttons in the world. i mean it. there's too many buttons and they're just,- There's way too many just begging to be pressed, they're just begging to be pressed. You know? an...
Posted by || that|yesterday|girl || on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

not worried

Life in our city becomes intolerable and we have to get out. It is very difficult. We escape to the countryside on the slopes outside the town. But none of the people who live in the country want to h...
Posted by || that|yesterday|girl || on Mon, 19 Sep 2005 10:01:00 PST

My embarrassing holiday

This happened a few years ago. Its when I was about 10yo. My family were decided to goin abroad for vacation. Switzerland, everyone! Definitely it was all about skiin. O-o yeah I know now it sounds s...
Posted by || that|yesterday|girl || on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Love?

It happens to both the best and worst of us at the same time in our live. *Love*. If you havent experienced this yet just wait, u will. It is inevitable that at some time in our journey through life t...
Posted by || that|yesterday|girl || on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

an answer

umm.one day u will ask me" what is more important ... my life or yours?"and i wil tell u the answer ...definetely MINE!So, then u'll walk away not knowin' that u r my life exactly.
Posted by || that|yesterday|girl || on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

joke? i do not care!

Fate has a cruel way of circling around on us. After all this work to leave our past, theres a time when people need to fight and a time when they need to accept that their destinys lost. The ending...
Posted by || that|yesterday|girl || on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST