♣ cacophøny

I'd like to meet:

those open minded souls who simply value creativity and love over judgement.
killing time? why not make a serial habit of it. do this quiz.
Think you know me?


here's a secret
we introverts are often repulsed by an extrovert's conviction that their compulsive gregariousness should be the standard by which human interaction is judged.
LOVE. is. e v e r y t h i n g.

Music:

..is my china white. the blood in my veins.
the sonorous. {silence, gushing of water, the making of love, wind, crashing waves, laughter without mirth; et cetera.}
bands. {infactuated with a n y t h i n g RICH, complex and mellow. From Irish folk music to Manson, from Tchaikovsky to the Red Hots.. Vivaldi & Orff to Buena Vista .. RAGLAN, PORTiSHEAD, Nirvana, U2, Dave Matthews band.. Filipa Gregoriano, L-7, Kulaz & The Flairz, Billy Talent, edith PIAF!, decoder ring, THE BEATLES, Diamanda Galás, Lamb of God, Blasko, Mars Volta, Jane's Addiction, SOAD, wild cherry, JIMI HENDRIX, Coldplay, DEATH CAB for Cutie, Custom Blue, Muse, The Smashing Pumpkins, Led Zeppelin, The Red Paintings, Wolfmother, Mozart, Beethoven, Sculthorpe, RACHMANINOV, Dvorak, Elgar.. JAZZ to Spanish Geeetar music, and so on and so forth}
My Music Personality according to OutOfService

thoughts meander, like a restless wind
inside a letter box...

lyrics

Movies:

Art house films. Pyschological thrillers. Tradgic love stories. Sexually arousing horrors. Six hour long classics.. There's really too many to name. a taste of the cream =
{Natural Born Killers
The Libertine
Hamlet}

Television:

"..television belongs on the bottom of motel swimming pools.."

Books:

let's leave it to mystery and simply state that my taste for books is an "eclectic" cacophony. I get these urges, and find myself in archives of archaic books for hours.. so I can't rememeber any 'favourite' titles. A few authors perhaps?
boethius
shakespeare
ol wilde
hardy
whitman
thoreau
kierkegaard
de sade
hemingway
poe
jung
dostoyevsky
cook
rice
huxley, plato.. the usual.
anything true crime, anything pyschology. anything science, art and music.
anything horror. macabre.

Heroes:

[the result of insomnia induced procrastination]
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I'm an unorthodox fantasist. I occasionally delve into reality, and its perilous bandwagons .. yes, I adopted at pet. but alas, it wasn't a llama. I'm soooo sui generis. but.. hehe, it's so cutte. I know you wanna feed him. Do it. I don't want an anorexic duck.
adopt your own virtual pet! Imagine being confined to the walls of a html box. Some day ima gunna start a crusade to set all these virtual pets free. it's just sadistic desensitization, it's the constitution.. yeah, it's just the vibes..

What Kind of Comic are You?

Graphic Novel
You are GRAPHIC NOVELS! You are mature and enigmatic. You are perhaps a bit of a loner as well. There's also no hiding your intelligence, but sometimes people are too quick to judge you and miss out on all you have to offer. Stick to what you know, don't be afraid to experiment and be true to yourself, and you will go far.
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Disorder Rating
Paranoid : Low
Schizoid : High
Schizotypal : Moderate
Antisocial : Moderate
Borderline : Low
Histrionic : Low
Narcissistic : Low
Avoidant : Low
Dependent : Moderate
Obsessive-Compulsive : Low
-- Personality Disorder Test --
-- Personality Disorder Information --
..I'll have to disagree with the 'low sexual desire' element of "schizoid" though..

You scored as Suicide. Your death will be suicide. What more can I say? Fact: Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem. If you want to know hwo you will commit suicide, take a look at your second highest percentage on the bar graphs.

Suicide

100%

Disappear

93%

Eaten

67%

Stabbed

67%

Disease

47%

Cut Throat

47%

Gunshot

40%

Bomb

40%

Natural Causes

33%

Accident

33%

Suffocated

33%

Poison

33%

Drowning

13%
How Will You Die??
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Who Should Paint You: Andy Warhol
You've got an interested edge that would be reflected in any portrait.
You don't need any fancy paint techniques to stand out from the crowd! What Artist Should Paint Your Portrait?
an 'interested' edge? Glad my edge is interested, 'cause I'm not.

Your Mind is NC-17 Rated
Your mind is so filthy... you should should be washing every part of you out with soap.
If your thoughts can go dirty, they do. Almost everything is NC-17 to you! Do You Have a Dirty Mind?
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What is your stand on..
Abortion?: Murder. And my stand on murder? A different matter entirely.
Death Penalty?: Everyone deserves to live, even ol' Jack.
Prostitution?: I probably wouldn't do it, but I can understand why someone would.
Alcohol?: Used to drink every waking moment into oblivion. I then went through this weird 'I want to live' stage. And now? Scotch on the rocks.
Marijuana?: As above.
Other drugs?: Always wanted to try LSD.. and perhaps a little herroin.
Gay marriage?: If it's love, why not?
Illegal immigrants?: The world should be free to roam, reguardless of this faux thing called 'race'.
Smoking?: A useless addiction.
Drunk driving?: Rather stupid.
Cloning?: Interesting.
Racism?: Absolutely short sighted.
Premarital sex?: hmm. Currently tossing that one up myself. hehe.
Religion?: Dogma. Although I do believe in a higher power.
The war in Iraq?: Greed. It's all about money, power, greed.
Bush?: I'm not American, but I've heard he's controversial..
Downloading music?: I think you should support your musicians.. but hehe, I'm not entirely innocent in this regard..
The legal drinking age?: haha. I was given scotch when I was 5. [which explains that mental void]
Porn?: No comment. haha.
Suicide?: We never asked for life. So either it's not ours to take, or it's simply declining the pain thrust upon us.
Can you be both a homosexual and a Christian?: No, not part of the reformed church anyway.
Being straight, gay, or bisexual... is that decided when we're born?: Mostly. But like anything, you can control it. If you've no religious standpoint why bother controlling it?
Do you believe in God?: Yes. This world is too complex not to have been created.
Karma?: Not really.
The afterlife?: It's possible.
Angels and demons?: haha. I've had personal encounters with the latter. Or a personal rendezvous with insanity.
Is obesity really that big of a deal?: If it's life threatening..
Is fast-food to blame?: ..and our ignorance.
Are female celebrities to thin these days?: Definately.. it's absurd, living like they do.
Does it even matter?: Being stick thin? Not to me..
Do you need to have sex appeal to be famous?: Johnny Howard does
Is Keira Knightley anorexic?:
Do you care?: not excatly
Is it our fault that global warming is happening?: of course it is.
Is this a problem that needs to be tended to now?: it's extremely urgent, if we plan on continuing living
Should we be concerned about our environmental future?: depends on your desire to live really
And your view on the human race in general? [ censored ] dillusional narcissistics?
Do we debate too much?: A little. We're going to die one day anyway..
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My top result for the SelectSmart.com selector,
Which serial killer are you most like?
is Andrei Chikatilo & Jeffrey Dahmer