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About Me

..Men ask the way to Cold Mountain
Cold Mountain: there's no through trail.
In summer, ice doesn't melt
The rising sun blurs in swirling fog.
How did I make it?My heart's not the same as yours.
If your heart was like mineYou'd get it and be right here.
-- Han-shan

In my dream life I live off my paintings. I'm working on it. I read a lot of philosophy. I am a humanist. Hope is held like smoke in the lungs, dizzying and burning. TBHP

My Interests

I can be interested in nearly anything except ignorance. The Human Condition. The Future.

I'd like to meet:

People who know themselves. Life livers. Dream makers. Reality lovers.Check out my websites:
www.zsebe.com
www.zbimages.com
Flickr

Music:

Here is Dick Prall for you to fall in love with.... My music tastes are always changing anything from miles davis to the ramones. I often like to listen to the radio for musical suprises. When I paint I listen to jazz infused things usually. Currently in love with the binges. I still own CD's I refuse to rely on my computer.

Movies:

Star Wars... That's all I need. Newly added, There will be blood, The lives of others was really good, Little miss sunshine, the science of sleep. In general movies that dont make me depressed or move too slowly. Princess Bride, Quest for the holy grail LOVE LOVE LOVE Funny Face on a second tier A life less ordinary-mmm kilts, the fifth element, Desperado-and el mariachi, edward sissorhands-Hott, Lord of the Rings, Friday-how come everytime I'm in the kitchen you in the kitchen....Also love Eddie Izzard-genius

Television:

Anything I can watch while doing other things. Current addiction The Daily Show and Cobert Report also a huge South Park fan, Scrubs and Reno 911 are hard to turn off. I think I have history channeled myself out, fell in love with history international but all they have been showing are shows on Rome, I think I am an expert now....

Books:

Just finsihed "Pride and Prejudice",I have been obsessed with the movie lately thanks to one of those girlie networks like the O channel or something that let me catch only the first half and then had to see the last half and now I just cant stop watching it.... Right now I am reading "Consumed" by benjamin barber, also just bought Milton's "Paradise Lost" . Recently read"American Gods" by neil gaiman and "Jonathan Strange and Mr Norrell" by susanna clark. Always looking for new books, thinking of getting back into Being and Nothingness or maybe not. Found The End of Faith by Sam Harris very interesting but a bit over the top.Ayn Rand changed my life. Neitzsche. Anything having to do with the beginings of religions. Been reading a lot about the foundations of Christianity. Oh Ender's Game-thanks Jeff. Neal Stephenson as well. "A History of God: the 4000 year quest of Judaism, Christianity, and Islam" by Karen Armstrong.-always looking for suggestions. Bart Ehrman is awesome!!.

Heroes:

creative types,Galileo. Michelangelo Marisi da Caravaggio, Thomas Paine, life livers, promiss keepers, JOHN GALT-dont ask me just figure it out

My Blog

saving the world newarly killed greatly rewarded....

So between the hours of 5am and right now I just had a pretty wild dream.It starts off where I am doing research-for what I cant recall probably the thing I was working on at 5- anyways I was at maybe...
Posted by Zsebe on Wed, 11 Jun 2008 10:24:00 PST

the moon

From my kitchen windowI can see a corner of the hollywood hillsthey always blend with the sky in a darkpurple haze speckled with lightscrisscrossed with a lace of telephone wiresalone they are beautif...
Posted by Zsebe on Fri, 06 Jun 2008 10:13:00 PST

crabcakes

So I have been a bit surly lately. Not unusual. I am often discontent with things. Its not all rain clouds mind you but there is a river of angst just under my surface that seems to have unending sour...
Posted by Zsebe on Tue, 03 Jun 2008 09:47:00 PST

funk

I have been in a funk. I am trying very hard not to be in. But so far nothing has worked. I busted my ass and finished my website, I bought some good foods, I went to see the Binges....but nothing has...
Posted by Zsebe on Thu, 29 May 2008 02:00:00 PST

Finally

I have finally got BOTH my websites up and running. That was a HUGE task for me. I am really happy to have them all finished. Although I might add some more things to them and I will have to update th...
Posted by Zsebe on Wed, 28 May 2008 10:59:00 PST

everything is illuminated

I feel terrible writing this here of all places but I will rewrite it later I suppose...I just watched "Everything is Illuminated" a film about a search for the past about finding the paths that get u...
Posted by Zsebe on Mon, 19 May 2008 10:57:00 PST

last class...

this is todays painting, full pallet although more limited then I usually use its ok but I am not really happy with it..only verbal cues from stevenThis is yesterdays painting looking at it I think it...
Posted by Zsebe on Mon, 19 May 2008 06:13:00 PST

www.zbimages.com

Ok so I have begun the process of getting ANOTHER website up and running this time for my photos. Right now I just have my old wedding slide show up from my old site but its a start and I hope to have...
Posted by Zsebe on Sun, 18 May 2008 08:48:00 PST

maps

twisting through old images from another lifehomesickness sets inthere isnt much left from that timebut there is the feeling of what it wasI know I have always have sensations of lost wanderingsbut th...
Posted by Zsebe on Sat, 10 May 2008 11:02:00 PST

its still early but I can feel it in my bones

There is a certain feeling I have when I know I am not going to be able to sleep. Its not that I am not tired, I am, its just there is something there a wall that keeps me from sleeping its like a gen...
Posted by Zsebe on Thu, 08 May 2008 11:40:00 PST