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Janaynay

fuck you you flower picking bastard

About Me

I hate rebels without a cause. I think thoughts of Revolution while beseeching the mainstream. My fragility is my intensity. I secretly think the world is for me to change. Then I laugh. I am comfortable with who I am. I find Life as a complex array of uncomfortable encounters with people I Don't like. Whatever I read, I invariably pick up a single aspect of that authors style. I suppose I am still young on paper. I am a sunflower. I do not know how I am doing, where I am going, how I will get there or when. I like to think it will be a pleasant surprise. My favorite word is 'ambiguity' and 'spatcula'. I don't regret much but do not seek to remedy the past. I wish alot of things, but have trouble discerning my dreams from any sustenance. I like wearing bright colors. I do crosswords because its 'Intellectual Masturbation'. I am subconsciously funny. I do not believe in war. I have trouble with altruism. Sometimes I think I should run for political office. Then I laugh. I wish things were different. I have stacks of pointless knowledge. There is no such thing as pointless knowledge. Nietzsche was right, along with Tom Jefferson, Dylan, Kerouac and Ralph Nader. I could go on forever if I had the time. My time consists of simple things. Things that are different yet similar. Things that look beautiful but feel ugly. Things that carry reputation on its shoulders and crumble at the sight of change.Is that enough? Posthumously yours...

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You must not love to hate You must not take the bait And learn to hit delete You'd say the same thing to me Rent's high And the war's on And it's last call Even your friends look worried My friends think you're smart We think you're super-fineBut it's high time I mean it's high tide Aka a fine line, insideStop smoking those cigarettes, baby Next time it's your turn to save me Splash some water on your little face 'cause: You're a mess, you're a mess, you're a mess!You must not roll your eyes You should not often lie How could you ever say That your friends won't be there It's a long walk on a cold night When you wanna fight Over some day-old drama You used to make us laugh We want the old you back'cause it's high time I mean it's high tide Aka a fine line, insideStop smoking those cigarettes, baby Next time it's your turn to save me Splash some water on your little face 'cause You're a mess, you're a mess, you're a mess!This island where we live without a/c Is the city where we learn about painting It was the title of the mix-tape you gave me Not where we're from but the topic of daydreams Let's take a tour of the bathrooms you cried in For break-ups, bad lucks, shock of the lost twinsThe horizon's like a ship in flames tonight You say you just don't know If you can take this city Cos the rent's high And the war's on And it's last call Even your friends look worried My friends all think you're smart We think you're super-fineBut it's high time I mean it's high tide Aka a fine line, insideStop smoking those cigarettes, baby Next time it's your turn to save me Splash some water on your little face 'cause You're a mess, you're a mess, you're a mess!

Heroes:

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My Blog

Maps

Pack upI'm a strayenoughOh say say say you'll Say say say you'll Say say say you'll Say say say you'll Say say say..Wait.They don't love you like I love youWait.They don't love you like I love youMaps...
Posted by Janaynay on Sun, 29 Apr 2007 09:40:00 PST

ive been waiting for the doorbell to ring

Perfection still unansweredCome happily ungluedMeant forever when I said itDefinite? Too tortured by the distanceCome here cry next to meWhat a fairytale this isThere's no forever happilyWhen youre my...
Posted by Janaynay on Thu, 26 Apr 2007 10:27:00 PST

I don't know how it got to this point

Love is the topic of our discussionOn this cold and icey Smotheringly hotDecember July day and nightTears frozen to my lashesLike dangerous deadly icea picksCry while the sun melts them intoDrowning ...
Posted by Janaynay on Tue, 17 Apr 2007 10:30:00 PST

the dance was the dance of our lives darling

how about swim any river, climb any moutain, dial any phone and not just your phone, other peoples phones. phones that everybody said were impossible but you went ahead and tried anyway...
Posted by Janaynay on Tue, 16 Aug 2005 06:17:00 PST

je ne t'aime plus tous le jour?

if i traced my words on your tonguewould you hear them?ive fallen again and im far too proud to let you know im bruisedso lock me in a box of your memoriesentitle it "girlfriend"and feel free to forge...
Posted by Janaynay on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

leave me he said he said he said

well i am the bloodstain on your wrist overcut and underused and begging you to just see me but youre a liar im just drenched these days. "where is all this water coming from?" they ask a...
Posted by Janaynay on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST