In Loving Memory~Emily Dorothy Shildt~

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THIS IS A PLACE TO REMEMBER EMILY. PLEASE NO BLAMING HERE..NO DEROGATORY COMMENTS..NO HARD FEELINGS..NONE OF THAT! THIS IS MY SPACE TO REMEMBER MY COUSIN..IF YOU HAVE ANYTHING NEGATIVE TO SAY AT ALL..DO NOT DO IT HERE OR YOU WILL BE DELETED. THIS IS NOT THE PLACE FOR THAT. ONLY LOVE..LOVE..AND THAT IS ALL! THANK YOU.

â€œSome people come into our lives and quickly go. Some people move our souls to dance. They awaken us to new understanding with the passing whisper of their wisdom. Some people make the sky more beautiful to gaze upon. They stay in our lives for awhile, leave footprints on our hearts, and we are never, ever the same."

Death leaves a heartache no one can heal, love leaves a memory no one can steal.

Love is patient; love is kind; love is not envious or boastful or arrogant or rude. It does not insist on its own way; it is not irritable or resentful; it does not rejoice in wrongdoing, but rejoices in the truth. It bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things. Love never ends.

Let love be genuine. Abhor what is evil; hold fast to what is good. Love one another with brotherly affection. Outdo one another in showing honor. Romans 12:9-10

Beloved, let us love one another, for love is from God, and whoever loves has been born of God and knows God. Anyone who does not love does not know God, because God is love. In this the love of God was made manifest among us, that God sent his only Son into the world, so that we might live through him. In this is love, not that we have loved God but that he loved us and sent his Son to be the propitiation for our sins. Beloved, if God so loved us, we also ought to love one another. No one has ever seen God; if we love one another, God abides in us and his love is perfected in us.

Emily is my cousin. I can't believe that I won't get another chance to see her or hug her or even tell her I love her in this lifetime. Emily passed away 2 days after my birthday. It makes me feel like I was so selfish on my birthday that I was having fun and she was hurting inside. I am almost at a loss for words because the pain is so deep inside. I miss her tremendously and I find myself staring at her pictures and feeling so many different emotions inside and I thought I would put my feelings into action and make a myspace in memory of my beautiful cousin who is so loved and it helps me when i'm thinking of her. So anytime you might notice something new on this page...it's when i'm thinking of her...and i'm trying to find an outlet for my pain. Emily was such a beautiful person. So warm-hearted. She always made me smile, and I find at times, now, even still...she makes me smile. My prayers and thoughts are with her family and all who TRULY love Emily. I wish I could have saved her. I wish I had known. But I didn't. But I am learning from this, and trying to pay more attention to this world around me. Emily will NEVER be forgotten and she will ALWAYS be here...in all that TRULY TRULY, Love...Love her.

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Heaven had it written And JESUS on His throne Sweetly whispered out your name It is time to call you homeAll of heaven stood As Jesus met you at the gate Angels blew their trumpets No longer was there WAITAnd LOVE in all His fullness Was standing by your side As He gently put your hand in His Said ,Child, let us go insideFor heavens been preparing A place made just for you Your life is truly just begun Though your life on earth is throughYou are with me now forever Since you have called me SAVIOR - friend This is now where you will live A life that has no endOn earth, there are those that miss you Your face they long to see One day I will wipe away their tears For all eternity!

There will always be a light for you in our hearts Emily...NEVER forgotten!

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For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life. John 3:16

Our Father, who art in heaven, hallowed be thy name. Thy kingdom come, thy will be done, on earth as it is in heaven. Give us this day our daily bread. And forgive us our trespasses, as we forgive those who trespass against us. For thine is the kingdom, the power and the glory. Forever and ever. Amen.

SERENITY...God grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, courage to change the things I can, and the wisdom to know the difference. Living one day at a time: enjoying one moment at a time: accepting hardship as the pathway to peace. Taking, as He did, this sinful world as it is, not as I would have it. Trusting that He will make all things right if I surrender to His will. That I may be reasonably happy in this life and supremely happy with Him forever in the next.

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Gentle serenity is what you are, and your love makes me feel well above par ... calmimg my pain time and again, serenading my soul and making me whole.You are blessed with tranquility, an angelic star - you bring joy and love- wherever you are.

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Be strong and of good courage, do not fear nor be afraid of them; for the LORD your God, He is the One who goes with you. He will not leave you nor forsake you. Deuteronomy 31:6

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Beautiful Emily, I miss knowing that you're here everyday. I hate knowing that there are so many people that are hurting inside...missing you. You leaving this earthly place has changed my life forever. It has changed me forever. The person I once was, was so sure about everything, and so confident in the world around me, and i have now realized that life is TOO SHORT. Anything can happen at any time, and we have absolutly no control over it. It IS ALL in GOD'S time. I don't know what happened and may never know. And I live with that each day. I feel so many different emotions inside when I think of you. I love you little cousin. I really do. I appreciated wehn we spent time together. You are an amazing person, with such high hopes, and so many dreams. I miss knowing that when I come to home to Virginia..that you're not here for me to go pick up and hang out with. Or that Allison will be climbing all over you the way she does. You know how. Although we were not always as close as family should be...you are always my family and I will always love you and cherish you. You were more to me than a cousin, but my friend, too. I feel so helpless because there's no consolement I can offer to your mom that will make her feel any better. I can't even begin to imagine what this is like for her. A mother's love is so uncondtional and timeless. I hate knowing that you wanted to have so many babies and I thought you were nuts for it..but I wanted you to experience that. To feel the love a mom feels, and now...I am sorry for you, that you won't get the chance to. I'm sorry i didn't call more and see the signs. I was blinded. But my life has changed now, and it scares me so much. I'm terrified of losing anyone else. But at the same time, it has brought people together, too. There's no need for bitterness anywhere because no matter what happens...it doesn't change the fact that you're not here physically with us anymore. If there are guily parties out there, and there are so many unanswered questions...they will have their judgement. And may God have mercy on their souls. I wish I knew what happened. Or if there was someone there with you, or if you were scared, or mad, or what? I just want to know why? I don't understand. I do. But i don't. All I know for sure, is that I miss you. I love you, and I hope that you know how much we ALL wanted you here. I will always remember you smiling at me. You always smiled. Even though it hurt. You're always here in our hearts. Emily, I wish for you nothing except peace and love. Always loved. And look over your mom. I worry so much about her. Give her heart peace. I love you little cuz.

My Blog

Ripple Effect...

In the quiet caverns of our deep soul Where we will distill our own pools of thought, As we refine personal protocol And we still define what is, or is not... Life's tide, daily, filters i...
Posted by In Loving Memory~Emily Dorothy Shildt~ on Fri, 20 Jun 2008 11:29:00 PST

Get to know God...

If you really, want to see God And it's Him, you want to seeJust take a look at Jesus, He's God, in the flesh All of God, with you and me,If you really, want to know God's willJesus tells us, oh so cl...
Posted by In Loving Memory~Emily Dorothy Shildt~ on Fri, 13 Jun 2008 04:21:00 PST

God bless others...

God gives His people, The PowerAnd He has, since time began to beTo be a Blessing, unto others And to pronounce, His Blessings, look and see,In Peace, they are Peace MakersBlessing all, whosoever, the...
Posted by In Loving Memory~Emily Dorothy Shildt~ on Fri, 13 Jun 2008 04:23:00 PST