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It's *Cynthia*, not Cindy!!

I don't do anything conventional!!!

About Me

I am proud to say that I can handle stick shift! I'm talking about a 1986 red and black Mazda RX7 with a bra coz it's a girl, of course! My boyfriend taught me. It's my baby.(Just got a brand new 2006 Honda Accord for our anniversary, also red and also stick shift-6 speed) I love it!Still have the RX7 though!Well, as far as where I came from, my mother is Mexican and my dad is Nicaraguan and Jordanian. Born and raised in Chicago, just moved to the burbs(So far so good) I have two gorgeous pit bulls that are my life. I am a very open-mided person. Shy at first, but you can't shut me up once you get to know me. I am an art major(Graphic design). I dream it, I breathe it, I live art!!!! I guess I'm supposed to write something extremely witty and clever but that's all you get for now! Anything else you would like to know, I will definitely answer any questions...
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My Interests

Art, art, art, art, art, art, art, art, art....... I love to see new things(I want to also visit Morracco one day,sigh...)I used to meditate on a regular basis, but for some reason I stopped. I like to read books about different religions. I love feeding off of other people's knowledge( My boyfriend once told me that it was cool that what I didn't know, he knew and what he didn't know, I did.) We were made to make each other smarter! I love anything old school, I love James Dean, Elvis Presley, Marilyn Monroe, Paul Newman.......And one more thing.....I want a Harley so bad I can taste it!!!!! Every time a bike passes by, I start drooling. I have wanted one of my own since I can remember........

I'd like to meet:

EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEveryone coz I love everyone....people to talk to....guys and girls that are open-minded, interesting, and exciting.......and all those that I left behind in Chicago :((but no potential suiters coz i have someone who makes me proud to come home to)And I'd like to meet Jonny Lang in person(Saw him in concert recently. I was right in front of him!) Cesar Chavez, and Paul Newman. I would have loved to meet James Dean.

Music:

Right now and always...The Cure, Depeche Mode, Erasure....Blues, Jonny Lang(the cutest white boy blues singer!)Nikka Costa(I lost my cd:(), Shakira ( I want to marry her!), Eryka Badu, India Arie, Carlos Santana, Spanish Rock(Heroes del Silencio, La Ley) ABSOLUTELY ANYTHING I CAN DANCE TO COZ I LIKE SHAKING MY BUTT!!! From merengue, to bachata, to salsa, to trance, to hip hop, to let's see...... Got introduced more to Led Zepplin, Disturbed (Saw them in concert), The old Sound Garden-the now Audioslave, 80'S(The old Madonna, The Culture Club, Blondie, Pat Benatar,), Old school Freestyle(George Lamond, Brenda K. Starr, Cynthia & Johnny O) You get the picture.....

Movies:



Television:

According to Jim (I swear that show is totally about us!), Any design show, Family Guy

Books:

Dante's Inferno.....

Heroes:

LUIS...........Coz he doesn't take any shit from anyone......... AND MY OTHER HERO IS CESAR CHAVEZ(THE ACTIVIST FOR THE UNITED FARM WORKERS ORGANIZATION)(MY MOM'S COUSIN WERE LUCKY ENOUGH TO WORK WITH HIM)

My Blog

It feels like I can't breathe anymore......

So many uncertainties in my life right now. I thought things would fix themselves or be better by the time Layla came but they're not.  I mean, they are .....until someone says the wrong thing. T...
Posted by It's *Cynthia*, not Cindy!! on Tue, 15 May 2007 08:35:00 PST

The loss of a grandmother

I lost my grandma week ago today. It hurts. I know so many people that don't have both sets of grandparents but I'm not used to that.  I'm used to having both sets here with us and she's the firs...
Posted by It's *Cynthia*, not Cindy!! on Fri, 13 Apr 2007 10:54:00 PST

Is it a girl?

So the other night I woke up and Luis told me he had a dream that we already had the baby. I was like "holy crap, me too!!!" He then said that he dreamt that he was already taking care of the baby and...
Posted by It's *Cynthia*, not Cindy!! on Mon, 22 Jan 2007 12:42:00 PST

Fiance-strange word......

so, fiance.......strange word i think. i dont understand why we have to use a word that isnt even in english, maybe coz it sounds pretty? who knows. i still find myself calling luis my boyfriend and w...
Posted by It's *Cynthia*, not Cindy!! on Thu, 28 Dec 2006 01:52:00 PST

Why is adulthood so freakin complicated?

Why  is love so hard, why is adulthood so hard?  I know things aren't supposed to be easy, but why can't they be? I mean, life wouldn't be boring if things were easy....I'd be perfectly fine...
Posted by It's *Cynthia*, not Cindy!! on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

My dream

I had the most disturbing dream the night before last.  I still see every detail.  I dreamt that I was pregnant and we were excited about it, then all of a sudden it was like the baby was coming, I fe...
Posted by It's *Cynthia*, not Cindy!! on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

My heart hurts.....

My heart is hurting so bad right now...where do I begin? My wonderful baby boy(my dog) died on Thanksgiving morning. I miss him so much. It may seem foolish to some people to mourn over a dog like thi...
Posted by It's *Cynthia*, not Cindy!! on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

IN HIS SLEEP.....

Since I took a nap in the middle of the afternoon, I wasn't able to have a full night's sleep.  I fell asleep watching movie after movie until about 11:30 p.m. and ended up waking up at about 1:3...
Posted by It's *Cynthia*, not Cindy!! on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

JUST TRUST ME

YOU HOLD YOUR BREATH AS I LEAVE THE ROOM I SEE THE WORRY LINES IN YOUR BROW I'VE CAUGHT YOU WATCHING ME AS I SLEEP BEFORE DO YOU THINK I'LL DISAPPEAR SOMEHOW?   HOW CAN I MAKE YOU UNDERSTAND...
Posted by It's *Cynthia*, not Cindy!! on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Why???????

WHY IS THAT GUYS ARE SO INSECURE ABOUT THEMSELVES?? I MEAN SERIOUSLY, I HAVE A GREAT MAN FOR A BOYFRIEND, HE TAKES CARE OF ME(NOT THAT I NEED IT!) HE MAKES IT A POINT TO MAKE SURE EVERYTHING IS PAID F...
Posted by It's *Cynthia*, not Cindy!! on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST